[Rikkar]

...listed in the vampire questionnaire thread at the top of the forum. I do not know where Sire wants these answered, hence, I am starting this thread.

If the questions are duplicated, I am only answering them once. I know that I asked the same ones a few times. I am going from the last lot of questions to the first...

Khrymzynn's questions:

Do you know, or have you met, any others similar to yourself, in the flesh?
---aye.

Do you have any family members that exhibit the same traits? If so, to a greater degree, equal, or lesser degree?
---my father was as I am to an equal degree.

Do you feel naturally drawn to others of your kind, or do you tend not to get along with them?
---I am, for the most part, neutral to them. I enjoy discussing what we are, however, do not have any drive to seek them out or avoid them. When I was in my first decade of awakening I did actively seek them so I might learn from them. I am an old fogey.

Do you practice any magic or psionic arts that are not related to vampirism?
---none.

Have you adopted any of the paraphenalia associated with vampires in ficiton or movies? eg: glyph tattoos, crucifix branding, ankh jewelry.
---I do not adapt any of the paraphernalia.

Do you deliberately alter your appearance to seem more or less vampiric? eg: contact lenses, capped teeth, theatre makeup.
---nope. I could not give a rusty goddamned about looking vampiric.

Does your personal style incorporate any of the above two items, just as a matter of taste rather than the specific association of vampirism?
---I like to wear black t-shirts... does that count?

Do you believe in or have you met any of the "otherkin", such as werewolves, embodied angels, ghouls, elves, fae folk, etc.?
---I do believe I have met a few.

Is your metabolism particularly unstable, and/or do you exhibit traits of bipolar disorder?
---Nope. I am remarkably normal.

If you are an energy feeder, do you have the capacity to receive ambient energy, elemental energy, or natural energy from a location rather than a person?
---I am an energy feeder as well as blood feeder. I do feel "energized" from storms. Ok, they turn me on as well.

CyberVamp:

Do you actually beleive that you are invincible?
---not in any way. I am wholly mortal.

Me:

How old are you now?
---43

How old were you when you first realised there was something different about you?
---I awakened as a sang vampire when I was 12. Psi? As long as I can remember.

What term would you use to describe yourself? (e.g vampire etc)
---vampire

Do you partake of blood or energy?
---both

How often do you need to partake?
---to stay healthy, I need blood 3-4 times a month, I need to actively psi every day. I can go for extended periods with only psi, however, I am not a happy man when I do that (longest was 2 bloodless, hellish years). I also have periods when I refuse to feed due to extreme stress. I can become very ill from that.

What happens/how do you feel if you do not get what you need?
---I shake, weaken, have headaches, cramp, become confused.

Do you only take from willing parties?
---of course.

Have you/would you at any time take from an unwilling victim?
---never!

Do you have a problem with sunlight?
---I have severe headaches from it and am extremely sun sensitive.

Do you have any allergies or fears that you feel are related to what you are?
---nope.

Have you lived other lifetimes? If so can you remember them?
---aye I have and aye I do. In detail.

Do you feel you will live for longer than the humans around you?
---nope. I am going to live a normal lifespan and die a normal, human death.

Are you immune to any things that would harm a "regular" person?
---no.

Do you have any special powers? If so do you care to reveal any of them?
---I, personally, have some psychic abilities. I do not believe these are "vampiric".

Have you experienced any hatred or violence because of what you are?
---oh aye. I have had to fight.

Do many of those around you... family, friends etc know what you are?
---all those who love me know.

Is it difficult at times to conceal what you are?
---it is not a problem.

Do you ever wish you were not what you are?
---I am quite happy being what I am.

Now a few specific questions directed at the different types of "vampires"

If you are a blood taker:

Do you eat regular food as well as taking blood?
---I eat what I want when I want.

Do you use your teeth to obtain blood?
---never!

If not do you use a blade or some other way to obtain it?
---I use a razor.

How much do you tend to take at a time?
---I guess a tablespoon.

How often would you take from a particular donor?
---as often as I desire. I do not take enough to affect them one way or another.

Have you suffered any health problems or adverse effects from partaking?
---no

Do you feel that taking from a donor ever harms them?
---it leaves a little scar. I mean little one. That is it.

How do you feel after you have taken what you need?
---oh, the closest I can describe is "euphoric". I buzz, I writhe, I giggle, and so forth. I guess it would be as if the high from vicodin was sexual.

If you are an energy taker as well.....

Do you need to need to have physical contact with your donor?
---I do not, but I like it that way.

If so, does that contact always need to be intimate?
---no, but I really prefer it to the point where I usually will not feed without it. Reference: I am a sexual vampire.

If not, how far away can a donor be?
---if I am close with the person, I do not seem to have a limit. What I do is talk dirty to them and feed off of the results. ;)

Can you feed from an entire room of people, or does it have to be a one on one thing?
---I can feed from an entire room but I do not like it. I am very sensitive to energies and if I get a bad snootful I become ill. I also only get a good psi feed from one very specific energy. Reference again, I am a sexual vampire.

Do you feel that taking from your donor can ever harm them?
---I have caused what I call "heaviness". I do not know what would happen if I did not stop. Of course, I do stop.

How do you feel after you have taken what you need?
---a minor version of a blood buzz.

VV_MoonlightVamp:

For those of you that discovered the vampiric lifestyle late in life, what differences did you notice in yourself and your level of happiness once you recognized it?:
---I started young in life. I cannot answer that question.

Vore:

Do you identify yourself as being a 'dark' being...or evil in nature?
---I am "dark" but I am not "evil".

Cult Hero:

Are you naturally nocturnal?
---not particularly. I like to stay up late at night but I do not mind being up in the day.

Have you ever been diagnosed with a medical condition of the blood such as anemia?
---I have not.

Are you overly sensitive to the moods and emotions of those around you?
---very much so. Painfully so to the point where it can hurt me.

Are your eyes and skin overly sensitive to sunlight (ie do you sunburn easily and does the sun hurt your eyes)?
---very much so to both.

Me again:

What sort of vampire are you?
---sang/psi/sexual. Sexual is a specialized type of psi.

What is your age and location?
---43, Ohio.

How long have you known you are a vampire/been awakened?
---31 blasted years.

Have you any vampire specific philosophical/religious/spiritual practices?
---nope

Do you have any physiological differences from non-vampires?
---a really big... Nope.

Have you faced real life consequences to your vampirism?
---I forgot what I meant with this. I think I meant persecution and violence. Aye, I have.

This post has been edited by Rikkar: 03 March 2006 - 05:59 AM

[Ayrin]

I too shall answer...

Do you know, or have you met, any others similar to yourself, in the flesh?
yes

Do you have any family members that exhibit the same traits? If so, to a greater degree, equal, or lesser degree?
no

Do you feel naturally drawn to others of your kind, or do you tend not to get along with them?many feel I have betrayed them but that is a long story best left for another time...however for the most part I get along with them

Do you practice any magic or psionic arts that are not related to vampirism?
not really

Have you adopted any of the paraphenalia associated with vampires in ficiton or movies? eg: glyph tattoos, crucifix branding, ankh jewelry.
Just the mark I took on my sholder

Do you deliberately alter your appearance to seem more or less vampiric? eg: contact lenses, capped teeth, theatre makeup.
no...I am that which I am...

Does your personal style incorporate any of the above two items, just as a matter of taste rather than the specific association of vampirism?
not really

Do you believe in or have you met any of the "otherkin", such as werewolves, embodied angels, ghouls, elves, fae folk, etc.?
I have met a few

Is your metabolism particularly unstable, and/or do you exhibit traits of bipolar disorder?
I suffered from insomnia when I was mortal

If you are an energy feeder, do you have the capacity to receive ambient energy, elemental energy, or natural energy from a location rather than a person?

Do you actually beleive that you are invincible?
I can be harmed...I may heal faster but I certainly can be harmed

How old are you now?
22

How old were you when you first realised there was something different about you?
I was turned when I was 17

What term would you use to describe yourself? (e.g vampire etc)
I am the Vampire Ayrin, Tempista of the House of Dracon

Do you partake of blood or energy?
blood

How often do you need to partake?
When I feel the need...

What happens/how do you feel if you do not get what you need?
I get pail, disorented headaches the shakes...and I become all around not a very happy camper...

Do you only take from willing parties?
no, I do what I must

Have you/would you at any time take from an unwilling victim?
if it is necessary

Do you have a problem with sunlight?
yes

Do you have any allergies or fears that you feel are related to what you are?
no

Have you lived other lifetimes? If so can you remember them?
no

Do you feel you will live for longer than the humans around you?
yes, though I have no idea how long I will live...I am of a powerful house and a strong blood line so I assume I will life for a rather long time unless I am killed

Are you immune to any things that would harm a "regular" person?
not to my knowledge but I don't want to try either...

Do you have any special powers? If so do you care to reveal any of them?
I have psychic abilities, I am stronger then I used to be and I heal faster then most mortals

Have you experienced any hatred or violence because of what you are?
indeed, but it is to be expected as i am a moster

Do many of those around you... family, friends etc know what you are?
all those who love me know.

Is it difficult at times to conceal what you are?
at times

Do you ever wish you were not what you are?
there are times when I hate what I have become...but what is done is done and there is no going back

Now a few specific questions directed at the different types of "vampires"

If you are a blood taker:

Do you eat regular food as well as taking blood?
yes...food is delightful

Do you use your teeth to obtain blood?
when I must

If not do you use a blade or some other way to obtain it?
usually a razor

How much do you tend to take at a time?
I take what I need...no more no less...and if my victem should die it is a pity but also a necessity

How often would you take from a particular donor?
as often as I am welcomed

Have you suffered any health problems or adverse effects from partaking?
no, I have no been sick since I was turned

Do you feel that taking from a donor ever harms them?
yes

How do you feel after you have taken what you need?
I feel powerful...alive...like my old self again


For those of you that discovered the vampiric lifestyle late in life, what differences did you notice in yourself and your level of happiness once you recognized it?:
I have felt virually the same though I did not know true lonelyness until the turning

Do you identify yourself as being a 'dark' being...or evil in nature?
Define evil...I am most certainly a dark entity

Are you naturally nocturnal?
yes

Have you ever been diagnosed with a medical condition of the blood such as anemia?
no

Are you overly sensitive to the moods and emotions of those around you?
yes

Are your eyes and skin overly sensitive to sunlight (ie do you sunburn easily and does the sun hurt your eyes)?
yes...though I would say it's a bit more then sensitive...

What sort of vampire are you?
classic/turned/sang

What is your age and location?
22/canada

How long have you known you are a vampire/been awakened?
5 years

Have you any vampire specific philosophical/religious/spiritual practices?
no

Do you have any physiological differences from non-vampires?
I have fangs, I am harmed by the sun, my eyes are glassy and very pail grey, my skin is pail, my refelxes are somewhat faster, and my wounds heal remarkably fast

Have you faced real life consequences to your vampirism?
yes, I am unable to be out during the day so my social life has suffored many people who know what i am fear me I must find job that let me work night shifts and there is the costant moral issues within myself when i do what must be done to stay "alive"

[ReverendOfDeath]

Hell I'll answer a few...

Do you know, or have you met, any others similar to
yourself, in the flesh?

Yes...

Do you have any family members that exhibit the same
traits? If so, to a greater degree, equal, or lesser
degree?

None at all...


Do you feel naturally drawn to others of your kind, or
do you tend not to get along with them?
I am naturally drawn to them and get along with them

aswell

Do you practice any magic or psionic arts that are not

related to vampirism?

I'm wiccan if that answers your question.

Have you adopted any of the paraphenalia associated with

vampires in ficiton or movies? eg: glyph tattoos,

crucifix branding, ankh jewelry.

Well I have ankh jewelry...but it is for wiccan too.

Do you deliberately alter your appearance to seem more

or less vampiric? eg: contact lenses, capped teeth,

theatre makeup.

I had my canines sharpend and I am getting some blackout

lenses. But forget the makeup.

Does your personal style incorporate any of the above

two items, just as a matter of taste rather than the

specific association of vampirism?

Not Really

Do you believe in or have you met any of the "otherkin",

such as werewolves, embodied angels, ghouls, elves, fae

folk, etc.?

Probably so...

Is your metabolism particularly unstable, and/or do you

exhibit traits of bipolar disorder?

Well I AM bipolar and yes my metabolism is unstable....

If you are an energy feeder, do you have the capacity to

receive ambient energy, elemental energy, or natural

energy from a location rather than a person?

Not an energy feeder...

Do you actually beleive that you are invincible?

Sometimes...

How old are you now?

15

How old were you when you first realised there was

something different about you?

About the time that I turned 12...

What term would you use to describe yourself? (e.g

vampire etc)

vampire

Do you partake of blood or energy?

Blood

How often do you need to partake?

I feed whenever my bloodlust gets extreme so probably 6

or 7 times a month.

What happens/how do you feel if you do not get what you

need?

I have been know to actually pass out...

Do you only take from willing parties?

I'll take from anyone actually

Have you/would you at any time take from an unwilling

victim?

I have and will continue to...

Do you have a problem with sunlight?

It gives me headaches and causes me to have poor vision.

Do you have any allergies or fears that you feel are

related to what you are?

Can't eat onions...

Have you lived other lifetimes? If so can you remember

them?

Yes but I don't remember any of them

Do you feel you will live for longer than the humans

around you?

No and as a matter of fact they will probably outlive

me.

Are you immune to any things that would harm a "regular"

person?

I can cause extreme harm to my body and not even feel

it.

Do you have any special powers? If so do you care to

reveal any of them?

Nope

Have you experienced any hatred or violence because of

what you are?

I've had to fight for my life a few times...

Do many of those around you... family, friends etc know

what you are?

My mom does...I don't really think I should tell my step

dad. Oh yeah and my old school knows..the whole school.

Is it difficult at times to conceal what you are?

Yes...there have been many of times where I have had to

go into the bathroom with a donor at school.

Do you ever wish you were not what you are?

I'm alright the way I am...

Now a few specific questions directed at the different

types of "vampires"

If you are a blood taker:

Do you eat regular food as well as taking blood?

Yeah

Do you use your teeth to obtain blood?

Sometimes...I didn't have them sharpend for no reason.

If not do you use a blade or some other way to obtain

it?

I do use a razor more than I do my teeth...

How much do you tend to take at a time?

Probably about enough to fill a wine glass.

How often would you take from a particular donor?

As much as I can...

Have you suffered any health problems or adverse effects

from partaking?

Not at all

Do you feel that taking from a donor ever harms them?

I feel nothing for the donor...

How do you feel after you have taken what you need?

Hyper..

If you are an energy taker as well.....

Do you need to need to have physical contact with your

donor?

Not an energy taker..

If so, does that contact always need to be intimate?

Read above...

If not, how far away can a donor be?

Read above..

Can you feed from an entire room of people, or does it

have to be a one on one thing?

ABOVE DAMNIT ABOVE!!

Do you feel

[escoban]

Oh what the hell -->>>

What sort of vampire are you?
psi

What is your age and location?
18 ... Earth

How long have you known you are a vampire/been awakened?
2 yrs almost

How often do you feed? How often do you desire to feed?
hard to define, now and anon

How much blood do you consume?
none really

What happens if you do not feed?
sleep, plenty of it

Have you any "abilities", "powers", or whatnot that are specific to bieng a vampire?
uhm... not really... unless moderate clairvoyance counts

Have you any vampire specific philosophical/religious/spiritual practices?
nay

Have you any dietary restrictions or preferences related to being vampiric?
need meat daily

Are you able to wander abouts in the sun?
aye... but it's not too comfy

Do you have any physiological differences from non-vampires?
prolly, hard to know

Have you faced real life consequences to your vampirism?
uhm... no

Are you naturally nocturnal?
aye

Have you ever been diagnosed with a medical condition of the blood such as anemia?
nay

Are you overly sensitive to the moods and emotions of those around you?
not in particular

Are your eyes and skin overly sensitive to sunlight (ie do you sunburn easily and does the sun hurt your eyes)?
yes, eyes, very

Do you identify yourself as being a 'dark' being...or evil in nature?
pretty much

How old are you now?
18

How old were you when you first realised there was something different about you?
16ish

What term would you use to describe yourself? (e.g vampire etc)
geek

Do you partake of blood or energy?
aye

How often do you need to partake?
wtf, repetative much?

What happens/how do you feel if you do not get what you need?
sleep does

Do you only take from willing parties?
sometimes

Have you/would you at any time take from an unwilling victim?
aye

Do you have a problem with sunlight?
ahuh

Do you have any allergies or fears that you feel are related to what you are?
nay

Have you lived other lifetimes? If so can you remember them?
nay

Do you feel you will live for longer than the humans around you?
if 92 is considered longer...

Are you immune to any things that would harm a ‘regular’ person?
uhm... wound infection is hard to get

Do you have any special powers? If so do you care to reveal any of them?
not in particular

Have you experienced any hatred or violence because of what you are?
nay

Do many of those around you…family, friends etc know what you are?
not really

Is it difficult at times to conceal what you are?
nah

Do you ever wish you were not what you are?
nah

Now a few specific questions directed at the different types of ‘vampires’…

If you are an energy taker as well.....

Do you need to need to have physical contact with your donor?
nope

If so, does that contact always need to be intimate?
O.o there was a no

If not, how far away can a donor be?
the closer the easier, but there's no real limit

Can you feed from an entire room of people, or does it have to be a one on one thing?
aye, crows feel lovely

Do you feel that taking from your donor can ever harm them?
possibly

How do you feel after you have taken what you need?
hyperishy

Do you actually beleive that you are invincible?
lol... no

[Kelly]

All very interesting. When I feel well, maybe I'll feel like exposing myself.

[XxLinaxX]

Do you know, or have you met, any others similar to yourself, in the flesh?
---no

Do you have any family members that exhibit the same traits? If so, to a greater degree, equal, or lesser degree?
---nope

Do you feel naturally drawn to others of your kind, or do you tend not to get along with them?
---I do feel naturally drawn to others vamps. And obviasly i do get along with them if I'm onthis site lol.

Do you practice any magic or psionic arts that are not related to vampirism?
---i've look at that sourta stuff but I dont know if I would do it.

Have you adopted any of the paraphenalia associated with vampires in ficiton or movies? eg: glyph tattoos, crucifix branding, ankh jewelry.
--No I dress like a regular human=]

Do you deliberately alter your appearance to seem more or less vampiric? eg: contact lenses, capped teeth, theatre makeup.
---no. Like I said I dress like a normal person.

Does your personal style incorporate any of the above two items, just as a matter of taste rather than the specific association of vampirism?
---No but I like wearing black. does that count?

Do you believe in or have you met any of the "otherkin", such as werewolves, embodied angels, ghouls, elves, fae folk, etc.?
---I know I phsycically felt a few. But never really met them. That would be cool though. ^____^

Is your metabolism particularly unstable, and/or do you exhibit traits of bipolar disorder?
---Nope. I am remarkably normal.

If you are an energy feeder, do you have the capacity to receive ambient energy, elemental energy, or natural energy from a location rather than a person?
---Yes I am an enegy feeder and yes I find I can do that.

Do you actually beleive that you are invincible?
---I am like a regular human but just a little different. So no. But I've noticed I am less likely to get sick than others.

How old are you now?
---14

How old were you when you first realised there was something different about you?
---For as long as I can remember. When I was little and I would be playing with my friends I always felt like I was apart from them. I couldnt explain it though. I found out I was phsycic when I was 10 and I founf out I was awakening only 1-3 months ago.

What term would you use to describe yourself? (e.g vampire etc)
---normal, phsycic, different but the same, vampire

Do you partake of blood or energy?
---i do partake in energy but I will not feed on blood. I find chocolate can stisfy my need for blood.

How often do you need to partake?
---As I said I do not feed on blood, instead I will eat chocolate, so I just eat that if I'm feeling hungry for blood. As for energy my boody takes it on its own. There has only been a couple times when I actually took energy myself.

What happens/how do you feel if you do not get what you need?
---I am clumsy, lightheaded most of the time, i get headaches, I'm a little out of it, confuse, and I am very short tempered.

Do you only take from willing parties?
---I have fed of one person and that is my friend jakob. I didnt even bite him. He cut his finger really bad and I just sucked the blood of it.

Have you/would you at any time take from an unwilling victim?
---NO!!

Do you have a problem with sunlight?
---Since this one night when I went unconcious on the side of the raod about a couple blok from my house I have been sensitive to light in general. Sunlight especially. If I look straight at a dull light I will get a headache and my one temple will start pounding. But if it is bright enough it can make me drowsy and disoriented and I find myself falling asleep within the nect minute.

Do you have any allergies or fears that you feel are related to what you are?
---The fear of being by myself in the dark but that it a long story. =]

Have you lived other lifetimes? If so can you remember them?
---Yes I have and yes I do. Very faintly though. But ome parts can be rather vivid.

Do you feel you will live for longer than the humans around you?
---nope. I am going to live a normal lifespan and die a normal, human death.(i agree with Rikkar)

Are you immune to any things that would harm a "regular" person?
---no.

Do you have any special powers? If so do you care to reveal any of them?
---All the powers I have, I believe to be not related to me being a vampire.

Have you experienced any hatred or violence because of what you are?
---no.

Do many of those around you... family, friends etc know what you are?
---No one knows except my friend Alex, who I can trust dearly, and the people on this forum.

Is it difficult at times to conceal what you are?
---Most of the time no.

Do you ever wish you were not what you are?
---At the begining yes but now not at all.


Do you need to need to have physical contact with your donor?
---No I dont. Most of the time.

If so, does that contact always need to be intimate?
---No I find someway to jut touch them ex. put my hand on their sholder, touch there arm, ect ect)

If not, how far away can a donor be?
---It can be anwhere from 5 ft to an inch. It depends on the person.

Can you feed from an entire room of people, or does it have to be a one on one thing?
---I can feed on an entire room but I rather not if I dont need to.

Do you feel that taking from your donor can ever harm them?
---They get a little agitated or uncomfortably but thats it.

How do you feel after you have taken what you need?
---I feel complete more whole and mopre willing to do stuff.

For those of you that discovered the vampiric lifestyle late in life, what differences did you notice in yourself and your level of happiness once you recognized it?:
---I feltmore complete once I new. Like what was missing had been found.

Do you identify yourself as being a 'dark' being...or evil in nature?
---I can be dak but not evil. no

Are you naturally nocturnal?
---I do not mind being up in the day. But I find it is easier to stay up at night tan in the daytime.

Have you ever been diagnosed with a medical condition of the blood such as anemia?
---No

Are you overly sensitive to the moods and emotions of those around you?
---I'm afraid yes. But high emotions from a coul people around me doesnt effect me. I acutally feel better.

Are your eyes and skin overly sensitive to sunlight (ie do you sunburn easily and does the sun hurt your eyes)?
---As I said my eyes are very sensitive.

What sort of vampire are you?
---just psi that I know of.

What is your age and location?
---14, U.S.

How long have you known you are a vampire/been awakened?
---just a couple months =]

Have you any vampire specific philosophical/religious/spiritual practices?
---no

Do you have any physiological differences from non-vampires?
---wha?

Have you faced real life consequences to your vampirism?
---As in spiritually? Yes sometimes I do.



I like answering questions. Even though to the person reading them it is boring =P

XxLinaxX

[Rikkar]

Ayrin, on Mar 3 2006, 08:41 AM, said:

Do you only take from willing parties?
no, I do what I must

Have you/would you at any time take from an unwilling victim?
if it is necessary

That, Sir, would be assault or worse. I would suggest you restrict that practice before someone calls the local constabulatory upon you.

Ayrin said:

Have you experienced any hatred or violence because of what you are?
indeed, but it is to be expected as i am a moster

How are you a monster? Define "monster". If your definition of "monster" simply includes "vampire", then why are vampires monstrous?

Ayrin said:

Do you use your teeth to obtain blood?
when I must

Are you fanged? If so, how long and sharp? If so the that last bit, does your saliva have antimicrobial properies or do your donors risk infection?

Ayrin said:

How much do you tend to take at a time?
I take what I need...no more no less...and if my victem should die it is a pity but also a necessity

That is called murder. Not only is murder legally wrong, but I deem killing for blood to be morally wrong. I believe hurting my donor is reprehensible.

Ayrin said:

How often would you take from a particular donor?
as often as I am welcomed

And as long as you do not do harm... reference the above response.

Ayrin said:

Do you feel that taking from a donor ever harms them?
yes

This does not seem "wrong" to you?

[Vore]

Do you know, or have you met, any others similar to yourself, in the flesh?

Let me see....No I don't think so...Similair but not the same as far as I know.

Do you have any family members that exhibit the same traits? If so, to a greater degree, equal, or lesser degree?

My mother is empathic...My sister and I are also empathic. My father is too secretive and closed off for me to tell...Both of them can control people through force of will but how much is personality? I have not noticed them being 'vampiric' any other way except my father drains everyone.

Do you feel naturally drawn to others of your kind, or do you tend not to get along with them?
I'd like to meet Rikkar or someone like him...because I'd like to know how best to go about finding out if blood is really what I'm craving.

Do you practice any magic or psionic arts that are not related to vampirism?
Yes..I'm a practicing medium, psychic and occasional clairvoyant...my ironic skeptisism aside.

Have you adopted any of the paraphenalia associated with vampires in ficiton or movies?
No...I have no tattoos..no jewelry and few identifying marks.

Do you deliberately alter your appearance to seem more or less vampiric? eg: contact lenses, capped teeth, theatre makeup.
Only for special occasions..Halloween...That's it really. I'm a goth so makeup is occasionaly of interest..especialy when I have a blemish.


Do you believe in or have you met any of the "otherkin", such as werewolves, embodied angels, ghouls, elves, fae folk, etc.?
Nope....Sadly not.


Is your metabolism particularly unstable, and/or do you exhibit traits of bipolar disorder?
Not sure what bipolar disorder is entirely but from what I know almost anyone can be said to be bipolar as it's basicaly being a vastly different person at different times...Me in the morning and me at night are vastly different but both normal.

If you are an energy feeder, do you have the capacity to receive ambient energy, elemental energy, or natural energy from a location rather than a person?
Not very much these days but I am apparently naturaly drawn to areas of power..leylines etc..I have been told this by people that believe in such though I'm not sure what it really means. I'm very electricaly active as anyone who's been zapped by me can confirm.

CyberVamp:

Do you actually beleive that you are invincible?
I'm invincible till the day I die...That's what I say.


How old are you now?
twenty two.

How old were you when you first realised there was something different about you?
Seven years old or a little younger.

What term would you use to describe yourself? (e.g vampire etc)
'Other'....I used this term before that damn film 'Night Watch' came and stole it from me.

Do you partake of blood or energy?
Energy though I took up energy vampirism to try to get rid of the urge to do the other...But it's still there just easier to ignore.

How often do you need to partake?
I'm not usualy conscious of psi feeding...I'm doing it all the time now and even more so when I 'read' people..The last time was yesterday when I knew my friend at work had cut herself even though she'd hidden it from everyone...I realised I'd found out when trying to feed off her and had stopped because she had none to spare.

What happens/how do you feel if you do not get what you need?
I go a little crazy...as anyone who's spoken to me in such times can confirm. (understatement)

Do you only take from willing parties?
Not as such...I only take what people can spare..The stuff that they're 'venting' which would otherwise be wasted...Most people are very wasteful of their energies..I can't feed off those with great self control and willpower..Not without them conceding to it. As for blood...I have yet to find a donar or even inquire as to how one finds a safe one.

Have you/would you at any time take from an unwilling victim?
Yes I would but psi is not like blood...I have taken energy from people in order to use their own against them...This is why I can subdue volitile types and self important people..For as long as I'm around anyway.

Do you have a problem with sunlight?
I hate direct sunlight but as far as I know this is goth related not vampire..I don't want cancer or a tan..or to lose my eyesight to harsh rays.

Do you have any allergies or fears that you feel are related to what you are?
I fear that one day I might hurt someone...I do not anger easily but when I am angry the result is something unearthly and demonic...Entirely unlike my normal laid back self. I nearly scared a few close friends away by simply displaying my rage..Not even at them.

Have you lived other lifetimes? If so can you remember them?
I think I do but it seems like a mental ploy to avert the psyche from the blackness at both ends of life.

Do you feel you will live for longer than the humans around you?
Unless an accident takes me...My natural lifetime will be a long one..But I live a healthy life and have good genetics where this is concerned..I am confident of a longish span though it is not important..Quality not quantity.

Are you immune to any things that would harm a "regular" person?
Sarcasm...I don't know until everthing that could happn has happened do I? So far so good.

Do you have any special powers? If so do you care to reveal any of them?
Psychic abilities...Mind reading and all those stated above somewhere...I also have strength and speed beyond the norm but this is probably due to ignoring pain and Kung Fu training.

Have you experienced any hatred or violence because of what you are?
Nobody around me knows. Nobody is violent to me.


Is it difficult at times to conceal what you are?
From my lover...Yes but she really would think me insane...Though I think she does sometimes anyway ha.

Do you ever wish you were not what you are?
Yes...I hate the cravings..They make no bloody sense...but I'm glad if it is related to the psychic stuff and my strengths.

Now a few specific questions directed at the different types of "vampires"

If you are a blood taker:

Do you eat regular food as well as taking blood?
I eat normaly and healthily if not reguraly

Do you use your teeth to obtain blood?
That would be dumb...very dumb.

If not do you use a blade or some other way to obtain it?
I'd use a clean needle if I ever did.

How much do you tend to take at a time?
About half a teacup...enough to experiment with..throw up if need be and try again.

How often would you take from a particular donor?
After the first time..only small amounts that the body wouldn't notice..and even then tea and buicits on hand!

Do you feel that taking from a donor ever harms them?
Never done it but the way I'd do it...no.

How do you feel after you have taken what you need?
With psi...A good consciously brought on feed can make me feel amazing...Like I'd taken cocaine....Powerful...heart racing...adrenalin pulsing...senses buzzing...There's nothing I can't do..seemingly.


If you are an energy taker as well.....

Do you need to need to have physical contact with your donor?
It is better...but not needed..I need to be fairly close though.

If so, does that contact always need to be intimate?
No but like Rikkar...sex is really one of the best ways...and not just for creating euphoric endorphin release....Only if I feed do I feel the increase rather than decrease in energy (and stamina)

If not, how far away can a donor be?
They can be a few metres away....More than that and it gets very hard.

Can you feed from an entire room of people, or does it have to be a one on one thing?
I've managed it once during a concert...music seems to create harmony...Enough to deal with the varience in...Colours? Hues....anyone who can see an aura would know what I meant really...You can't eat doughnutts and pickles very easily at the same time...not good.


Do you feel that taking from your donor can ever harm them?
I've drained people until they've gone from cheerful to deppressed and lethargic...Only when they asked for it though. I doubt it harmed them but I don't all that much care as they'd have to try hard to sue me.



Vore:

Do you identify yourself as being a 'dark' being...or evil in nature?
-
I am very dark inside....Sometimes I identify more with what is thought 'evil' than with good but I blame the idiocy of society for trying to make grey areas black or white.

Cult Hero:

Are you naturally nocturnal?
I have to remember to try to sleep or I forget.

Have you ever been diagnosed with a medical condition of the blood such as anemia?
No.

Are you overly sensitive to the moods and emotions of those around you?
Wouldn't be much of an empath if I didn't...though I have difficulty telling if it's hormonal or not. 'Are you ok?!?!' Her: 'Yes' Me: 'Are you sure' Her: 'Look I'm on my period OK!?' Me: 'Oh..sorry'.

Are your eyes and skin overly sensitive to sunlight (ie do you sunburn easily and does the sun hurt your eyes)?
I get migraines from the sun and it makes me feel like I'm dying to be in the sun too long..I just whilt and fall down.

Me again:

What sort of vampire are you?
sang in potentia/psi/sexual...as Rikkar suggests it's seperate.

What is your age and location?
Tenty two and Middlands England.

How long have you known you are a vampire/been awakened?
Don't know...I remember doing it before I remember being 'one' if you get me.


Have you any vampire specific philosophical/religious/spiritual practices?
Only 'me' specific...Not believing in the usual spray of bullshit. I believe my own.

Do you have any physiological differences from non-vampires?
I'm physicaly perfect from the neck down.

Have you faced real life consequences to your vampirism?
I've had 'Mosher' and 'goth' yelled at me...but not for being a vampire I suppose...That one is yet to come.

This post has been edited by Sire: 10 March 2006 - 05:41 AM

[Rikkar]

Vore, on Mar 9 2006, 01:04 PM, said:

Do you feel naturally drawn to others of your kind, or do you tend not to get along with them?
I'd like to meet Rikkar or someone like him...because I'd like to know how best to go about finding out if blood is really what I'm craving.

Of course, I have a suggestion.

What I tell young ones is to, if they can do it without hurting themselves, wait until they are craving whatever-it-is that they are craving.

Cut themselves with something small, even a pinprick. We have all done it... barked our finger, cut it with a knife, and so forth. Just enough for a bead of the stuff.

Lick it off and see what occurs.

If you are a sang vamp you shall have a reaction. I believe that one cannot feed via autovampirism (drinking one's own blood) and one should not try it. I did and it increased my cravings, not eased them.

However, the taste shall give you an idea as to whether or not you want this particular substance.

[Khrymzynn]

Or somebody else's. I've been in relationships where my partner would lick my wounds for me. And vice verse. It was cute and sweet. Neither of us was a vampire, nor would want to be, but even humans can lick up blood. Salt and sweet and skin are a wonderful combination.

Or, there's always getting animal blood. Rabbit blood in particular is nearly identical to human.

Rikkar obviously prefers blood from willing donors or from his own veins, but he is a sexual-primary. He likes the energy and blood all mixed up together with sex. So, rabbits and pigs are out of the question. I hope. But, for someone who doesn't link sex and feeding so intimately, animal blood may be useful to hold off cravings, or just to help isolate cravings.

[Rikkar]

*bump*

Bumping this because I compiled and collated the entire list from the original post.

[Kelly]

I have tasted mine and found it very agreeable, a very strong reaction. We won't say "sweet" again because that causes a most unfavorable and condescending reaction from the so-called experts...tootheads

This post has been edited by Kelly: 09 September 2006 - 10:27 AM

[Fatal_love_syndrome]

Do you know, or have you met, any others similar to yourself, in the flesh?
--Yes

Do you have any family members that exhibit the same traits? If so, to a greater degree, equal, or lesser degree?
--A cousin or Two.. one is of equal degree.. one is of a lesser developed degree (she is only 14)

Do you feel naturally drawn to others of your kind, or do you tend not to get along with them?
--I have always been drawn to them; as in, I do not seek them out actively, however I always seem to make friends or aquaintenances with them before I know that they are like me. There have been a number of them that I have no gotten along with. These are mostly the ones who prefer to live by myths and legends... and make fools of themselves.

Do you practice any magic or psionic arts that are not related to vampirism?
--I'm an ordained Egyptian Priestess... I've practied the Traditional egyptian paganism and traditions since I was very young... Vodou and all it's mystical associations has also been taught to me since a young age. I dont know if those are vampiric magics.

Have you adopted any of the paraphenalia associated with vampires in ficiton or movies? eg: glyph tattoos, crucifix branding, ankh jewelry.
--There's an ankh on my altar table, but considering I'm an Egyptian Priestess.. that makes sense.. yes?

Do you deliberately alter your appearance to seem more or less vampiric? eg: contact lenses, capped teeth, theatre makeup.
--LOL. Theatre Makeup is only used when I am in the theatre. Same as contact lenses. I have fangs I like to play around with.. however, they are mostly for when I do haunted houses on all hallows.

Does your personal style incorporate any of the above two items, just as a matter of taste rather than the specific association of vampirism?
--I wear a lot of black and crimson.. simply because being pale, with red hair, it does much justice to me. That, and little black dresses are only good in black.. ;)

Do you believe in or have you met any of the "otherkin", such as werewolves, embodied angels, ghouls, elves, fae folk, etc.?
--I know a few.. and have met a few.

Is your metabolism particularly unstable, and/or do you exhibit traits of bipolar disorder?
--I do have BPD... it's a genetic trait that alot of my family seems to have.

If you are an energy feeder, do you have the capacity to receive ambient energy, elemental energy, or natural energy from a location rather than a person?
--Energy feeder (and sanguine); and yes I do. Elemental energy, specifically that of thunderstorms (living in florida is good sometimes LOL):the lightning, the thunder, the rain. Fire also seems to do this for me... sometimes water.. but that really depends on the situation.

Do you actually beleive that you are invincible?
--No. I've fully experienced that I am in fact, not.

How old are you now?
---Youngin': I'm Seventeen.

How old were you when you first realised there was something different about you?
--I have had psychic tendencies as long as I can remember... Sanguine.. sometime around 11 or 12... about the same time of my sexual awakening.. which was odd.. to experience both at once.

What term would you use to describe yourself? (e.g vampire etc)
--Vampire, Sang, Energy feeder, Psi Feeder... I've called myself some of those terms before. Mainly Vampire though.

Do you partake of blood or energy?
--both

How often do you need to partake?
--I feed from energy every day. Be it from large bodies of people, people I care about, storms, fires, sex, etc. I haven't fed from blood in about 2 months.. I've been sick all of these two months. At least every 2 weeks to keep me sated, happy, and healthy.

What happens/how do you feel if you do not get what you need?
--Migraine Headaches, dizzy spells or vertigo, sometimes vomiting.. disorientation and a general bad temper. lol

Do you only take from willing parties?
--Yes, with the exception of psi feeding from large crowds, bubbling with energy. Considering I cannot ask the crowd as a whole, and also considering it doesn't hurt them.. no. I've done this at amusement parks, at school, and at parties.

Have you/would you at any time take from an unwilling victim?
--No. It's against my moral state of mind... I believe feeding (minus my aforementioned group feedings) should be an intimate experience, not something to be forced.

Do you have a problem with sunlight?
--I have headaches from it. It burns my eyes. And I've had a bit of a skin disease that came about when I was 10, the melanin in my skin is deficient.. an though I am not albino, I do not retain tans or burns.. the only time I have real color is when the blood rushes to my skin... in some severe cases I've had, such as 2002, when I walked outside in the midday sun.. when it was burning bright at 106 degrees F.. I came in and found my skin to be slihtly blistered.. barely. but it hurt like hell.

Do you have any allergies or fears that you feel are related to what you are?
--The only allergy I have is to penicillin and bee/wasp stings. I only have three fears. One is arachnophobia. I don't see how these could be related..

Have you lived other lifetimes? If so can you remember them?
---Yes to both. In great detail to the second.

Do you feel you will live for longer than the humans around you?
--No. Why would I?

Are you immune to any things that would harm a "regular" person?
--No.

Do you have any special powers? If so do you care to reveal any of them?
--I have abilities and "powers" that I hav learned, and have had. They are not in relation to my vampirism... moreso they are related to the fact that I am genetically and traditionally a witch.

Have you experienced any hatred or violence because of what you are?
--Yes.

Do many of those around you... family, friends etc know what you are?
--A few trusted and adored friends know. My current boyfriend knows, he sensed it the first time we met. A few ex boyfriends know.. they were also vampiric or "otherkin" in nature. All my donors know. (really? lol)

Is it difficult at times to conceal what you are?
--It can be in times when I have not fed for so long.. when I feel ready to "vamp out", for lack of a better term.. when I am so sick that I am vomiting and such for no apparent reason.. it is hard to concel it.. but I suppose you would have to know what "it" was first to guess what I could not conceal.

Do you ever wish you were not what you are?
--No. I like being me.

If you are a blood taker:

Do you eat regular food as well as taking blood?
--When my stomach growls I usually place food in there.

Do you use your teeth to obtain blood?
--Tried once, to see. the answer is hell=no-and=never=again.

If not do you use a blade or some other way to obtain it?
--I have sterile razors, and sterile small knives that I use. I never use a syringe because I have never been trained to do so.. I try NOT to harm my donors.

How much do you tend to take at a time?
--I don't really measure it, never though to.. a few sips.. a mouthful once or twice... it depends when the last time I fed was. But never more than a mouthful.

How often would you take from a particular donor?
-- I used to have a "prime donor" who I would take from more than the others, simply because he could withstand more, and I had more of an affection to him. Now I have three willing donors.. who I have an affection towards.. and I take from them in turns sometimes.. unless one is out of town. As I have said, I'd never wish to harm them.

Have you suffered any health problems or adverse effects from partaking?
--Only upon taking bad energy once... ( I act as though it were medicine.. lol).. it gave me a great headache.. and made me feel horrible.

Do you feel that taking from a donor ever harms them?
--Mentally? No. Because all of mine are willing. Physically? Mine enjoy it... it may leave a small scar... but they do not mind, and I have asked them so.

How do you feel after you have taken what you need?
--Ecstatic. Awake. Euphoric. Alive. It leaves a warm buzz all around my body... tastes like chocolate in the back of my throat.. it's very sexual for me sometimes, and it has that, "just been rubbed with silk" feel..

If you are an energy taker as well.....

Do you need to need to have physical contact with your donor?
--No. But is is more pleasureable to do so, therefore it is preferred.

If so, does that contact always need to be intimate?
--I consider feeding to be an intimate act in itself. Therefore, it usually is intimate, and I prefer it that way greatly. I have always asked my donors if they were okay with this before they became my donor.

If not, how far away can a donor be?
--If we are connected, the sky is the limit.

Can you feed from an entire room of people, or does it have to be a one on one thing?
--I have done it when it has been needed for me to do. It's not my favorite way to feed.. and I generally onl do it off a very hyper, happy crowd.. to avoid feeling ill afterwards. One on One is much more pleasing and satisfying.

Do you feel that taking from your donor can ever harm them?
--It could, yes. If one takes too much of anything.. it generally does some harm.

How do you feel after you have taken what you need?
--Dizzy. In a good way.

For those of you that discovered the vampiric lifestyle late in life, what differences did you notice in yourself and your level of happiness once you recognized it?:
--I started young

Do you identify yourself as being a 'dark' being...or evil in nature?
--Dark perhaps, but not evil.

Are you naturally nocturnal?
--I prefer the night to the day. Being a "nocturnal insomniac" which means it is VERY hard for me to sleep at night.. but easier to do so during the day (no matter what I do.. meditation, excercise, etc), I do prefer the night.

Have you ever been diagnosed with a medical condition of the blood such as anemia?
--I've been Anemic, yes.

Are you overly sensitive to the moods and emotions of those around you?
--Yes. Very. If someone I love is ill.. or depressed.. then I can feel like I've swallowed... I'm very sensitive.. and it can affect me greatly. When trying to turn off this empathic nature, I feel as though I am cutting off an arm or a leg..

Are your eyes and skin overly sensitive to sunlight (ie do you sunburn easily and does the sun hurt your eyes)?
--Yes. Tis why I generally don't go out in the sun (at least not the midday sun) often.

What sort of vampire are you?
--Sang and Psi: elemental, pranic (or sexual), and Empathic though this is much more akin to my being a wiitch.

What is your age and location?
--17, florida.

How long have you known you are a vampire/been awakened?
---About 6

Have you any vampire specific philosophical/religious/spiritual practices?
--No.

[i]Do you have any physiological differences from non-vampires?
--No.

[i]Have you faced real life consequences to your vampirism?
--Yes.

[Crylynx]

In response to this thread.. Here are my answers.

Do you know, or have you met, any others similar to yourself, in the flesh?
--I have only met in the flesh 3 people, whom had traits like I.

Do you have any family members that exhibit the same traits? If so, to a greater degree, equal, or lesser degree?
--Yes, and sadly my inheritor is now deceased.

Do you feel naturally drawn to others of your kind, or do you tend not to get along with them?
--Hmm, well am I drawn to them or are they drawn to me. Many people say they are drawn to me… I get along with pretty well all types, but when pushed my bite is rather nasty.

Do you practice any magic or psionic arts that are not related to vampirism?
--If you experience something first, it can be far easier to assimilate the myriad details
that go along with it. Thus through my enchanted discoveries I had found myself drawn deeply to the Wiccan ways.

Have you adopted any of the paraphernalia associated with vampires in fiction or movies? eg: glyph tattoos, crucifix branding, ankh jewelry.
--No not really, although I do have crcfx t-shirt.

Do you deliberately alter your appearance to seem more or less vampiric? eg: contact lenses, capped teeth, theatre makeup.
--No, I am whom I am, Therefore I are so accept me for only thyself.

Does your personal style incorporate any of the above two items, just as a matter of taste rather than the specific association of vampirism?
--I’m just dark and drab all around..

Do you believe in or have you met any of the "otherkin", such as werewolves, embodied angels, ghouls, elves, fae folk, etc.?
--embodied angels, yes.

Is your metabolism particularly unstable, and/or do you exhibit traits of bipolar disorder?
--Unstabability is me for sure, my Insatiability for what some call morbid is well, just me.
As far as imbalancements chemically, well being so diff from most growing up I was sent to doctors over and over again, I was told I was manic and bipolar and as I got older I was told I had schizophrenia. Being different hasn’t been easy when your categorized as something.
So I deal with it and I know who I am, I know the real me.

If you are an energy feeder, do you have the capacity to receive ambient energy, elemental energy, or natural energy from a location rather than a person?
--Applies at times.

Do you actually beleive that you are invincible?
--No, although I have tried to leave was hanging by threads and returned. When the time comes I welcome it openly.

How old are you now?
---38yrs. 03/02/1968

How old were you when you first realised there was something different about you?
--Very little, my mother says when I was as young as 4 she really noticed my natural energies (My Chi). When I was 7 or 8 is when the haematomania had began as well as haematophilia, and since then the hunger for either varies. When I menstruate, my lust becomes even more insatiable and over powering.



What term would you use to describe yourself? (e.g vampire etc)
-- When I was younger I was basically a blood-vampire as I matured I had become more of a psi-vampire.

Do you partake of blood or energy?
-- Both as well as BloodPlay.

How often do you need to partake?
--Daily and diligently.


What happens/how do you feel if you do not get what you need?
--I become angry and sometimes very withdrawn, which can erupt into violent tendencies.
I suffer from headaches and my eyes become sore and have shooting pains at times.
These are the most bothersome of them all.

Do you only take from willing parties?
--Yes, I have a source (a donor).

Have you/would you at any time take from an unwilling victim?
-- Yes I have in the past, and no not at this time where I stand now.

Do you have a problem with sunlight?
--Honestly, I love the sun in some ways. It’s energy for one.
But for the most part, it greatly effects my eyes and gives me headaches.

Do you have any allergies or fears that you feel are related to what you are?
--I have no allergies. I do have a rare blood type, in which my doctor has in past times taken from me to be used if needed. When I was pregnant with my son 15 yrs ago I found out my husbands and my blood types where not compatible at all, which created problems with my pregnancy. That is one time that it was used for that reason.
As far as fears go, I have none not one. The journey I have traveled through life has hardened me as hard as stone. There is nothing I fear.

Have you lived other lifetimes? If so can you remember them?
---Yes I have, and acoding to my Mom when I learned how to talk is when I started rambling about it. My name was Lizbeth prior to now as Rhonda-Leigh.

Do you feel you will live for longer than the humans around you?
--No.

Are you immune to any things that would harm a "regular" person?
-- Pain, my tolerance (thresh hold) is extremely high. So yes pain.

Do you have any special powers? If so do you care to reveal any of them?
-- I have a strong sense, which at times can be trouble. It can make me sick sometimes.
I sense good along with bad. I also have a sent issue I can smell and taste what some tohers can’t, Eg: 2yrs ago in my home I could smell and taste a over powering scent. This scent and taste no one else could sense, So I called the gas company and they came, they could not believe the carbon monoxide level I had sensed, said they had heard of people like me but had never met one – they fixed the problem and all was well. In that case my sent and taste ability was flavorful. Not all have had happy endings.

Have you experienced any hatred or violence because of what you are?
--Yes, along with the skeptics.

Do many of those around you... family, friends etc know what you are?
--Yes, although not accepted by all.

Is it difficult at times to conceal what you are?
--At this point in my life I don’t really care who knows or who doesn’t, I no longer play the hiding game.

Do you ever wish you were not what you are?
--Yes at times.

If you are a blood taker:

Do you eat regular food as well as taking blood?
--Yes.

Do you use your teeth to obtain blood?
--No, I apt for bloodletting, because of my self inflictions along with other things I had to have all my upper teeth pulled along with a few bottoms 14 years ago. So bloodletting is by far the easiest and safest.

If not do you use a blade or some other way to obtain it?
--Cutting is my way.

How much do you tend to take at a time?
--Enough to feel better, for the hunger to subside some.

How often would you take from a particular donor?
-- On a regular basis.

Have you suffered any health problems or adverse effects from partaking?[i]
--No.. I am severely anemic and hypoglycemic but not caused from others.

[i]Do you feel that taking from a donor ever harms them?
--No, not my source.

How do you feel after you have taken what you need?
--Alive, I feel far more alive afterwards, energized.
And sometimes remorseful as well.

If you are an energy taker as well.....

Do you need to need to have physical contact with your donor?
--No, it’s not needed, but when I want the full package I enjoy full contact.

If so, does that contact always need to be intimate?
--No, it does not.

If not, how far away can a donor be?
--Some people have greater energy than others, the greater the energy the father the distance.


Can you feed from an entire room of people, or does it have to be a one on one thing?
--Generally, it’s one. A group of donors can be overwhelming at best and create havoc.


For those of you that discovered the vampiric lifestyle late in life, what differences did you notice in yourself and your level of happiness once you recognized it?:
--I started young

Do you identify yourself as being a 'dark' being...or evil in nature?
--Dark, Cryptic, Drabb, I could go on. Yes I’ve been called evil.

Are you naturally nocturnal?
--When I was younger I didn’t understand why the night affected me so.
As I got older it became more apperent, the darkness and how the shadows became my friends. I have been using GenZoblicone along with Seroquel to rest what lives deep inside of me.

Have you ever been diagnosed with a medical condition of the blood such as anemia?
--Yes I am a severe anemic, and also hypoglycemic.
I did the iron injections for awhile and couldn’t take it, it made me sick and constipated.
Now I just suffer, black eyes and all. I take iron tabs but they don’t work great my body doesn’t absorb properly.

Are you overly sensitive to the moods and emotions of those around you?
--OMG! Yes, to the point it drives everyone nuts..

Are your eyes and skin overly sensitive to sunlight (ie do you sunburn easily and does the sun hurt your eyes)?
--Yes. The sun hurts my eyes, as far as my skin no.