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[FallingStar]

I've been bad.... nothing for 3 weeks..... I really need to work on that.

[FallingStar]

"Be your authentic self. Your authentic self is who you are when you have no fear of judgment, or before the world starts pushing you around and telling you who you're supposed to be. Your fictional self is who you are when you have a social mask on to please everyone else. Give yourself permission to be your authentic self."

[FallingStar]

standing still as the world starts to shift
unable to tell which way is now up
and which way is down
what once was unmovable
is now slowly crumbling into oblivion
the dawn of a new era
will it be successful
or fail miserably
there is no knowing what lies around the next bend
until you reach it
deal with each problem as it comes
enjoy the moment and what it can bring
stop waiting to live tomorrow
enjoy what you have left today

[FallingStar]

My mind is filled with cliches I can't help but think about. New ideas seem to be based on things we have all done or heard or said before. Nothing is really new, just relived. Returning to a time where nothing is stable. Where confusion is the normality. That feeling of being lost is so familiar. Stranded in a place you did not create but have to live in. There is no choice but to deal with what life has thrown you. Day by day I try to remember this. See-saw back and forth with possibility and guilt. Unable to look too clearly, my world is covered by mist that I am afraid to try and blow away.

[Idnaceus Crow]

wow I was intrigued.got into a zone and burnt up my cig.




"To learn to love you must accept the things you hate."

[FallingStar]

Idnaceus Crow~
Glad you enjoyed reading. Always nice to know that someone has taken a liking to some of the scribbles.

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such glory can be had
or the world might crumble
the feet stumbling
on all of the stones
blocking the path
the dark depressing clouds
could lead to a beautiful rainbow
and the skies might clear
to glorious golden sunshine
or will the world be washed away
drowned in a deluge
there was no way to change

[FallingStar]

Happy Earth Day! And Happy Birthday Kisses!

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the birds sing a bright tune
the sun does not yet match their glory
but the world is alive and thrumming
a breath of the wind caressing the skin
a slow warmth building on the morning
relaxing into song and forgetting the cares
live in the moment and enjoy the simple things

[SpiderAgainstFly]

My mind is filled with cliches I can't help but think about. New ideas seem to be based on things we have all done or heard or said before. Nothing is really new, just relived. Returning to a time where nothing is stable. Where confusion is the normality. That feeling of being lost is so familiar. Stranded in a place you did not create but have to live in. There is no choice but to deal with what life has thrown you. Day by day I try to remember this. See-saw back and forth with possibility and guilt. Unable to look too clearly, my world is covered by mist that I am afraid to try and blow away.

I like this one. it reminds me of the turmoil I myself am in at this moment.

[FallingStar]

the sun never shown today
the world was enshrouded in a silvery mist
blanketing everything in a cool slippery grip
not frozen to the core
not warmed by a golden light
the world was simply hazy today
not wanting for everything to be seen
only that which was important close at hand
like a gift surrounded by wrapping
glittering brightly in the gray light
as the clouds get caught in the tall trees' branches
I get caught in the moment of today

[Idnaceus Crow]

I love yer scribbles. Im so in tune with them. I like when darkness fades away. Its a beautiful thing. Thanx fer sharin.

[FallingStar]

Idnaceus Crow~
Glad you can enjoy.

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everything comes easier once you take that first step
make that first decision that sets everything into motion
the weight is lifted from your shoulders
eventhough the tough parts are still to come
the decision has been made
no turning back now
it's the first step towards a new beginning
things can only get better from here
the hard work will be worth it
so just keep moving one foot in front of the other

[FallingStar]

They say that everything happens for a reason. That somehow everything will work out. My world has been turned inside out and upside down and everything has to be started anew. It seems that somehow, the pieces are falling into place. Almost too perfectly. I keep waiting for the other foot to drop. For everything to start falling apart. I'm hoping that this is the start of something better. A rebirth of something that could be great. There is no way to know, only go with the waves as they push me back and forth. I hate not being in control. Of having to wait and see where everything settles. I have to learn patience. It is a hard lesson, but I'm hoping I will be able to overcome it.

May the stress be less, may everything find its place and I hope there is a reason and that this is for the best.

[Idnaceus Crow]

Happy Halloween!!!!

I wish we got to enjoy it as much as we did as children. It seems no one gets into the mood as much. How could the holiday be bad???? You get to dress up however you like and no one will look at you strange and you get to go around and people give you free candy.

I wanted a Halloween party fer my birthday this year..I love dressing and walking around with trippy costumes on in June. Religious neighbors mucho round here. They hide on halloween...Most..I still wanna go with the Idea of dressing my family a as an old mob with pitchforks and torches...and rave thru the neighborhood...chasing Frankenstein..
Keep writing tho..I love yer thread...it moves me..Stay strong and bright..FallingStar..and you will always Shine.

Edited by Idnaceus Crow, 15 June 2012 - 07:46 PM.

[FallingStar]

Happy Summer Solstice! It started out good... and then took a turn for the worst. Why is it that one phone call or one person can completely ruin everything?


Idnaceus Crow~
Thank you for the encouragement. My light has been dim lately... perhaps it will be able to shine again soon....

[FallingStar]

I hate when that pit opens
and you feel like your stomach is doing flip flops
why couldn't the smooth sailing continue
why must there be so many bumps in the road
can't life be simple just once
everyone kept asking
how could I be so calm
how was I not stressed
perhaps I knew this was coming
that the other foot was going to drop
and turn everything into a mess
that the stress would come
it always does
here's hoping that the waves don't stay strong for too long
that they mellow out as the month draws on
for I don't know how long I can take the transition
I just want to move on

[FallingStar]

My world seems to be filled with twilight. The dark is beginning to take hold again. The happiness and light still there, but only just. I hear of so many who have found that which makes them happy. New partners; new lives to start. As I sit here, I remember that I have no one, and no bright star sitting on the horizon. Trying to look for a full moon full of possibilities. That some other person is sitting under the same sky, wishing on the same star, that one day we run into each other. But this is not a movie. This is life. And as the sun continues to set and the darkness continues to grow deeper... my hope seems to slip away that I will find something to keep a light in my life. My own light flickers and I need help to rekindle it. Knowing that the darkness comes doesn't seem to lighten it.

Edited by FallingStar, 05 August 2012 - 10:05 PM.

[FallingStar]

now you're just somebody that I used to know
that's what so many old time friends are
unsure if one can still call them friends
perhaps aquaintance is a better word
for the last time we talked
was far too long ago
and if one of us picked up the phone right now
I'm not sure either of us would have anything to say
but once the words and thoughts flowed freely
we knew what the other meant
without ever speaking a sound
but that shipped sailed away from its moorings
and all I see is it far away on the horizon
filled with fond memories pushing its sails
but not a vessel that will ever come back to the same dock again
now you're just somebody that I used to know
not someone that I know today

[Ransom]

I guess Goetye got you too with his song, made me smile. Look for the "Hearts a mess" song, it's even better.

Edited by Ransom, 20 September 2012 - 12:21 AM.

[FallingStar]

sunlight streaming
in rays through the clouds
bright golden lines
illuminating the world beyond
such darkness clinging
to the bottoms
dark gray
in sharp contrast
to bright blues
not sure
what the weather should be
what the day should bring
but happiness peaks through the rough
the light still shines

[FallingStar]

Happy Thanksgiving!

It is a time to remember all of the many things we take for granted every day. Be thankful for every breath we take, every moment that is able to be spent with family and friends, and forget about what you don't have right this moment. Life is amazing and precious and should be seen as the gift it is.