Posted 11 August 2011 - 04:54 PM
For the night is gone, begins the day
A simple smile goes a long way
Death makes life to humans is not okay
We lay together, hidden from the light
Awaiting the breeze of our cool summer night
Her skin on mine always feeling right
For true loves kiss one would surely fight
My heart was cold, and her soul black
The simplicity of it all makes for an easy attack
But when the soul is intertwined there is no looking back
And if one of us dies, the other follows quickly that is a fact
Have you ever felt the presence of something that isn't there
And no matter what you do to shake it off the feeling you always bare
But when you feel as though life is not fair
You will find that everything evens out, and honestly the world doesn't care
To find happiness you must look into one's self
And if you do not find it then you need much help
Others should not effect the way you feel inside
Because if they do, happiness will never be part of your life...
Posted 08 September 2011 - 11:37 PM
Your soul is not there
I can feel our connection breaking
Your arms wrap around me
And ice shoots into my core
It starts with a feeling
A first it is cold
Death touches the heart...
And it spreads through the soul
It flows through the veins
A black evil that consumes...
Reaching every muscle and pore
The chest tightens
The body grows weak
The mind thinks nothing
No longer thoughts of love and happiness
But thoughts of death, murder, suicide...
Scalping some for souvenirs
Cutting the throat open
Exposing the red
Slice along the jaw line
Then down the trachea
Peel the skin back and admire...
The cold more then just emptiness
But evil all around
The good once in me destroyed in an instant
Are we not all mad???
Now I only wish to know...
Are we all the same color on the inside?
I want to rip it out
To claw it out with my hands
To dig you out of my chest
I know I am dying
And the reason is you
Pieces of my heart in your hands
You throw them to the floor
Shattering what was yours
Laughing because you know I will die without you
I lay in the darkness
Your soul no longer here
How can one ever survive...
With so much of their heart missing and not repaired?
Edited by VegaValentine, 08 September 2011 - 11:48 PM.
Posted 14 September 2011 - 04:15 AM
Then realized I couldn't live without you
The lines already drawn
But the pain I could not bare
My heart always bleeds
The pain you have caused stained upon my skin
To be remembered by all
And to be known forever
I know when you think of me
For I feel it itch
And I want to dig it out with my fingernails
Claw you from my chest
So I tried to cut you out
Then realized I couldn't live without you
So many times I have tried
Only to stop for fear of death
My infection moving closer
The darkness in my soul spreading
Reaching out to touch my heart
To infect what love I have left to share
The ink bleeds into the soul
Leaving an imprint of who you are inside, outside
The evil infecting the soul
The good being cut out forever
I tried to cut you out
Then realized I couldn't live without you
For you are my heart
And without you the good left in me dies
Posted 19 September 2011 - 10:48 PM
The first time they kissed
The first time they made love
The first time they orgasm
Let me tell you of many different times
Because I have had so many
They have all become one
Beautiful sexual love...
It starts with a look
It moves to a hug
Mouth moves to throat
Then moves to the other side
Hands move to the hips
Feel down to a knee
There is a soft place
I have had many adventures in this place
The journey always different
The destination the same
She loves ice
And pop rocks
And public, of course...
Its all okay...
As long as we never grow tired
We just do this all day...
We can do whatever you wish
Whenever you desire
Because I am the freak
You'll always admire
Don't worry about how loud you are
Everyone knows what I do
I will not stop until I reach my goal
To unleash the freak inside of you
So many things can be done here
And the world can be so much fun
But let me tell you my favorite thing
Is to watch them cum
Posted 07 October 2011 - 12:01 AM
We can fuck whoever we desire
But we do not kiss on the mouth
Always come home to one another
Always be honest
Never say love...
She stands before me
Begging me to take her
Her eyes telling me all the sinful things she wishes to do...
I wrap my arms around her
Pull her close
Kiss her soft skin
I can smell him on her
But I kiss her harder
His stench filling my nostrils as I move down her body...
I rip off her shirt
She pulls on my hair
I push her to the ground
She begins to take off my shirt
I take a moment and stop her
I look into her eyes, trying to see what is going through her mind...
She fucked him many times
She has kissed him on the mouth
Thinking she could keep this from me was stupid
"Go take a fucking shower, you smell like shit..."
I say to her as I get up and move to the couch
Her smile gone, as she takes a shower and cries...
She is given an option
Her fork in the road
She can choose someone who says they love her
Or she can choose the one who shows...
And though she leaves me
For the one who says...
She always returns
To the one who shows...
I may fuck other women, I may fuck other boys
But I love none of them
And though I have never said it, I always keep her close
Because I love her more then anyone I could ever stick my dick into...
Posted 10 October 2011 - 05:51 PM
Of a love that was true
It didn't happen to me
And it didn't happen to you
They found each other through the darkness
And with each other they found new light
Their hearts connected with hello
Nothing in the world felt so right
There was one moment of problems
The past sneaking through
But once that moment was past and gone
Their only desires showed true
The past no longer haunted them
The future perfectly clear
Nothing in this world could tear them apart
They had absolutely nothing to fear
Many adventures they did have
So many places to be seen
Where everything was perfect
Amazing, and clean
One moved away from their past
The other moved closer still
Until they were back to where one came from
And their life became a fight up hill
As time moves on and the seasons change
One begins to wonder what they let go
For love is never perfect, it is a life long battle
And one thinks of what changes can show
The other is alone in a place that is not home
And anyone they know or meet is one's friends
So they wonder what their importance is
And you begin to see the beginning of the end
As in all relationships
They do whatever they can to change
To make things alright and okay
So things are no longer as strange
But sometimes there is nothing that can be done
And one finds love in another place
So the other must return home
And find themselves a new place
And as time passes, and the days go by
You watch in sadness, as the one you love dies
Their love for the other is killing them inside
If in their heart they no longer feel alive
But when we are broken
It is nearly impossible to see our beauty
The numbness we begin to feel
Consumes the soul and we can not see
Let me tell you a story
Of a love that was true
Sad that it ended the way all loves do
With a death of something beautiful...
Posted 19 April 2012 - 09:47 PM
The sky parted and a light came through
To show me a new kind of pain
The pain that is you
You showed me a smile
And gave me Death's kiss
I showed you my secret place
The darkest place I thought exists
We destroyed lives
Killed all that crossed our souls
I didn't know smiling could hurt so much
Until you showed me how to be whole
I cheated, you killed that trick
You cheated, I cut off his dick
They told us we were destructive
That a love like ours couldn't last
They may have been right about that
But no one expected us to create such a long past
We raped and pillaged
Danced in the blood that came down like rain
Anyone who tried to steal us from one another
Came to find a different kind of pain
But our destinies were only meant for a moment
Our threads growing thin
And before we truly know it
Our souls become what could have been
I ruined you, you killed my pet
You left me, I ripped out your chest
We were only allowed a moment
Before we were meant to go our own ways
But before we leave we must give each other a gift
A gift that will last for days
A broken heart and empty soul
Because we only needed that moment to feel whole
But that moment has passed and gone through
And all that is left are memories of me and you
My thoughts don't belong to me
They belongs to someone lost
And the longer I think what you think
The less I remember the cost
My dreams do not belong to me
They belong to lovers past
And the more I dream of them
The longer the torture lasts
My heart does not belong to me
It belongs to you
And the longer I spend away from it
The more I split in two
My soul does not belong to me
It belongs to her heart
And if I do not find my way back
We shall always be apart
Edited by VegaValentine, 19 April 2012 - 09:55 PM.
Posted 19 April 2012 - 09:59 PM
The journey is long
The place is far
How long we'll be walking
Depends on the stars
There is a beautiful place unlike any you'll ever see
A cimmerian land of emptiness and fear
Take a look into the light
For it is the last time you'll see that here
First we visit the vineyard
Where the bodies are used as posts
Standing in painful positions
Vines growing through their wounds
Can you hear the screams?
Please, forgive me?
But then, they will not find that here among the dead...
Next we shall walk through the burning fruit trees
Thousands of people trapped by each branch
The trees forming cages around their bodies
Fire licking at their skin
Can you hear them begging?
Please, set me free?
Thus, they must suffer here among friends...
Does the sky glow purple because of all the blood in the air?
It begins to rain, and the blood begins to flow
I look at you, and see the blood has stained our face
Do not look in the mirror, or death may come to you on the other side
Come now, lets move on...
Follow me into the woods for our walk is long...
Let us dance and frolic, sing and play...
Because when this adventure ends, it shall be the end of the day.
Next is the place of sex
Statues cover the fields
Men and women tied to each
Whips crack upon their bodies
As they penetrate themselves
Can you hear their tears?
Please, make it stop?
And yet, nothing can be done for those who need to be punished...
Let me take you to meet the family
They say they're really just people in my head
But they are so sweet and covered in blood
7 of them in all, the cutest being only 3ft tall
Let Serenity take your hand and show you around the house
Do you hear the silence?
The best pain is such.
Serenity skips ahead
As she takes you to the dead
A place where the fun is real
And everyone knows how it feels
She opens the door to a room of mirrors
A smile plays across her face as she plays
"Now it is your turn, to have a little fun
By the time you leave here, we shall all be one"
Before you a table, I lay there before you
You grab a knife, and begin at the chin
You cut a line all the way down
And cut across my waist and jawline
Peal back my skin, and admire the muscle
Then sew zippers to my flesh
Cut out a piece and zip me back up
Go ahead and smile, you didn't leave me a mess
All I can do is watch you work
And smile all the way
The pain is exciting, and calming at that
Let us do this again
Because I love to play
In a place called my own
Posted 19 April 2012 - 10:04 PM
(This is a remake of a previous poem... I added a lot more to it...)
I lay back and fall into a world of meditation
The sky appears before me, and open up to the gates
The gates to my own little world
As I enter a pattern of roses fills my eyes
The thorns tearing at my flesh
I try to blink, they only blind me further
My world unfolds before me
Years since I have been to this place
What was once a field of beautiful purple willow trees
Are now cages for the evil
They reach out to me, begging me to set them free
A little girl in a white dress skips up to the trees
They scream in terror, their begging growing louder as she gets closer
She pulls out a match, looks in my direction
A smile growing on her face
"Would you like to watch them suffer?"
She sets the field ablaze
They scream, their screams filling my core
I turn my face from their anguish
The girl skips to me and takes my hand
"Follow the path to your soul..."
I walk down a path
They reach out to me
Their skin dripping as the fire engulfs their soul
I find a snake pit many evils trapped inside
Snakes biting at their heels
Each of them crying and begging to be set free
One reaches a hand up to me
Grabs hold of my pants
I watch as another pulls him back down
"Don't save him, save me..." He begs as he tries to climb out
A handsome man comes walking from the woods
And kicks the other away from me
"Leave the master alone," he says with a smile
He grabs hold of my face and kisses me long
"Our souls are meant for each other we can do no wrong..."
He takes my hand and drags me down the path
"Do not worry, my love... You will see where we stay at."
He shows me a place, where we can be whoever we want
All we have to do is skin our friends...
He shows me a place where all you can see are souls
If eyes were the window to that place, they have them all on display...
"Oh sweet, Vega what do you desire?
We will give you it all, even set them on fire..."
I gave it a thought, and remembered what I desired...
And beore me appears a door
It opens to a mirror room
A man stands hunched over in the middle
A small boy stands, whipping his back
He turns around and looks at me
"Finally you have returned to your favorite place..."
He hands me the whip and tells me to go at it...
The door closes behind me
Flesh and blood stain the mirrors
As the man watches himself bleed to death
They all scream to be set free...
They all look at me for salvation...
None ever get what they desire...
I open my eyes, and their screams grow faint
Their faces still burned in the inside of my eyelids
The thorns in my eyes making the light too bright
I can not close my eyes, for I fear madness will take hold
I can not leave them open, for the real world is insanity itself
There is no solace for my soul
No rest for pure evil...
Posted 04 June 2012 - 12:58 PM
The sky darkened by the clouds
A concert echoing through the canyon
Becoming a mess of sound when it hits her ears
He could see her through the crowd
Her smile like those around her
Her heart pulsating through everyone
It's beat reverberating through their soul
She can see him through the crowd
Though everyone else moved with the music
He stood there watching, waiting, patiently
She knew she must have him, if only for a moment
Feeding their frenzy of rage
Amazing how one person can effect millions
And yet they all scream for more
Beg her for her eternal kiss
For just a moment to look into those eyes
Now it is time, the moment of truth
When eyes meet and a love is formed
Something eternal, something deadly
Did either care they would die in each other's arms?
She motions toward him
A tightness fills his chest
She smiles, he smiles
The moment has come for their feelings to explode
Her smile is fang filled
And so is his
But she removes hers
And he keeps his
"Now tell me lover, is it true?
Can you make me a devil, just like you?"
He smiles and looks around and shakes his head
"No, my sweet dove, you shall be dead."
And then she got what she wanted
What she craved for so long
Together for just a moment
And then the moment is gone
Edited by VegaValentine, 04 June 2012 - 12:59 PM.
Posted 20 June 2012 - 07:02 PM
Posted 15 July 2012 - 02:38 PM
There are times in the night
When I look into the lights
And remember those things we used to do
Though time has been lost
We never knew the real cost
Of the limited time we had left too
Remember that time when we did the mushrooms
Drove around town causing havoc and risking doom
Or what about the day we did salvia and when back to school
I read a book about "Tree-ear" and pottery tools
You are beautiful, smart, talented, and wise
You taught me a lot, even if you wore a disguise
Who ever knew that we would have gotten so far
I'll always remember those short times with you
They may have not been long, but our time is through
I just hope when I die too, that I get to listen to your sweet guitar
Posted 13 September 2012 - 06:08 AM
The moon barely shines through
You know I am watching
Somewhere you can't see to
You and I shall be one
Just gaze into the looking glass and see
The one on the other side
The Suicidal King, is me
I will cut off my head for you
Rip my heart from my own chest
I will skin myself alive again
We will be together forever even past death
I will take myself to the gallows for you
I can hang, drown, and bleed out
But nothing in this world will stop me from coming back
And having what is rightfully mine,
I want to throw you down, and dance knifes across your flesh
Sew up your lips, and slide needles through your skin
Hold you by your throat, watch your veins really pop
Watch you squirm though we barely begin
Would the pain be so bad that you rip your mouth free?
How sexy the blood would be...
I need have you close,
My soul craves to see what lies beneath
I want to cut out your soul and eat them on a plate
The only flaw would be looking into your eyes as I eat
Would you see my mouth as I put them in and chew?
What a fearful yet exhilarating thing for you...
Do not worry, do not fear
My love for you will always be here
So reach your blood stained hand out to me
And lets walk together for eternity
Or I'll bound, torture, and kill all who try to steal thee...
Posted 02 May 2013 - 04:26 PM
Time has past
And I've watched people grow old
When one like me never changes
While the world rots and gets cold
They say your skin is like ice
I say your soul makes it such
And as they look at me with puzzled faces
I realize I want to eat them so much
The world is full of empty hearts
Liars, robbers, and cheats
Even after thousands of years
We have learned nothing of our pending defeat
But I resist the urge
And continue to speak with lower beings
Little do they know when this conversation is over
My eyes, the last thing they will be seeing
Shall I see the end of days?
Will I be with my love during such times?
A common question among common souls
A world filled with lambs and serpents at war for mine
For will we not all see the end in one way or another?
Whether we watch from above or below is up to our souls
And God will decide whether you are here or not
But in the end do we not all want to be whole?
Believe what you want,
and see what you see
Because in the end
The end is something that just has to be