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[Dhamien]

I don't do this. I don't like doing this. I hate that I've come to this.

I need help. I don't care what you believe. Who you pray too. What you think of me.

Just ... please. If you pray, meditate, whatever. Please just give me some good thoughts. Include me in a prayer. Something. Anything.

My life is falling apart at the seams. I thought that things would get better before they came to this point. But they haven't. I'd say I'm on my last leg, but I don't even have that to stand on. I'm going down, and so is my family. I don't know what I'm going to do, what we're going to do. And if I don't find work soon .. I don't even want to think about it.

And please, no negative, derogatory, or abusive comments or remarks. It's the last thing I need right now.

If you don't like me, or what I have said here, or what I'm asking you for, please just move on.

I just need a little positive thinking. A prayer. A lit candle. Anything you think could help.

Thanks.

[UrbanDecay]

Man we all come to this in some point in our lives. It's not a crime to feel weak, there is no dishonor in fear. As a family man myself I understand your anguish and empathize to the bone. Our lives will wrench us around like rag dolls. Our wyrd almost strangling us until we question everything we ever thought.. that all ends.

I not only raise my horn to you, but I salute in you in surety of your steadfastness. You will stand rigid and fierce in a searing storm. Your family empowers you, you will be strong.

Edited by UrbanDecay, 19 January 2012 - 10:53 PM.

[Dhamien]

Thank you UD. I appreciate your words and your assurance more than I can express.

[Darksparrow]

Life is a journey full of ups and downs. There will be times, where you feel like you are walking down a dark road full of twist and turns. Do not let the darkness drag you down. Draw strength from it instead. Where there is a will there is a way. Never give up, and you will find a way to over come this.

Best wishes, and safe journey.

[Creator Of Light]

I don't know what to do to help. Or to even know what to say for that matter. But if you need a friend you got one. I can be a pretty good listener. But don't know what to say for advice. Except that I will just mainly be listening is all. A lot of times people don't need any advice. Or to be fixed and told how to feel. And not telling someone to get over it and don't let it get to you and you are being sensative. I really fucking hate that shit. But to let you know I won't do that to you while listening. I will just listening and nothing more.

[KellyScarletRakoczy]

Oh, Dhamien. I care about you. I'll light a candle and do a working for you.

Hugs,
Kelly

[Vice]

Dha. Contact me Mr, you know how to find me. I will send all I have your way to get you through. So sorry to hear this is happening to you. Kelly thanks for keeping me posted. xx Much love sister.

[Dhamien]

Thank you, everyone. I mean it, from the bottom of my heart. Thank you.

[TheHeartlessOne]

I got too say that I enjoy your humour and that you seem to accept my oddness, I would have thought you were a happy person so I hate to hear this. Hmmm guess that if you still seem happy then you're a strong person and that I hope things will get better so you don't need to use your strength, cept to show off.

I would not know why someone would dislike you then again some people are weird or not as normal as me. Anyway I wish you good, no, great. Actually good makes more sense than "wish you great" then again that's probably because people don't use it like that often so I wish you a great stuff

Edited by TheHeartlessOne, 20 January 2012 - 02:47 AM.

[Dhamien]

lol - I love this place. Thank you, THO. I mean it. I needed that laugh. You silly fuck, you.

Thank you all, again. This place has always held a special place in my heart as my home, and I'm glad I broke down and said something here. I never honestly expected so much support in such a short time.

I want you all to know it means the world to me, even if it was only a few minutes and a couple dozen keystrokes for you.

May the Goddess bless you all with the same warmth you have shown me, and grant you all the same serenity your support is breathing into me.

Thank you all, again.

[TheHeartlessOne]

Oh you scally wag hahaha

Dhamien, on 20 January 2012 - 03:14 AM, said:

I want you all to know it means the world to me, even if it was only a few minutes and a couple dozen keystrokes for you.

Took me two hours to come up with that and may I ask thy's Goddess's name?

[Darkness]

You got it man. May life soon bring you gifts and blessings of prosperity and comfort.

[Dhamien]

TheHeartlessOne, on 20 January 2012 - 08:37 AM, said:

Oh you scally wag hahaha
Took me two hours to come up with that and may I ask thy's Goddess's name?

Depends on what my need is at the time I invoke her .. but generally, Kali Ma, and Luna (The Moon)

Darkness, on 20 January 2012 - 10:36 AM, said:

You got it man. May life soon bring you gifts and blessings of prosperity and comfort.

Thank you Sire, it means more than to me than I can say.

[Creator Of Light]

You wanna know what this reminds me of Dhamien?

The theme song from cheers... Only change the Cheers into Darkness right along with this song. Haha.I don't know how I thought about this.


Making your way in the world today takes everything you've got.
Taking a break from all your worries, sure would help a lot.
Wouldn't you like to get away?
Sometimes you want to go
Where everybody knows your name,
and they're always glad you came.
You wanna be where you can see,
our troubles are all the same
You wanna be where everybody knows
Your name.
You wanna go where people know,
people are all the same,
You wanna go where everybody knows
your name.
Full Lyrics never actually aired
Making your way in the world today
Takes everything you've got;
Taking a break from all your worries
Sure would help a lot.
Wouldn't you like to get away?
All those night when you've got no lights,
The check is in the mail;
And your little angel
Hung the cat up by it's tail;
And your third fiance didn't show;
Sometimes you want to go
Where everybody knows your name,
And they're always glad you came;
You want to be where you can see,
Our troubles are all the same;
You want to be where everybody knows your name.
Roll out of bed, Mr. Coffee's dead;
The morning's looking bright;
And your shrink ran off to Europe,
And didn't even write;
And your husband wants to be a girl;
Be glad there's one place in the world
Where everybody knows your name,
And they're always glad you came;
You want to go where people know,
People are all the same;
You want to go where everybody knows your name.
Where everybody knows your name,
And they're always glad you came;
Where everybody knows your name,
And they're always glad you came...

[Dhamien]

Creator Of Light, on 20 January 2012 - 02:45 PM, said:

Roll out of bed, Mr. Coffee's dead;.

<uses voice from the homosexual in Family Guy>
Ohhhh NOOOO!!! Not Mr. Coffee!

Jeffrey! Did you hear about Mr. Coffee? He's dead!

<Jeffrey> Ohh nooo!

I knoooooowwww!

LOL - in all seriousness - that is an awesome reference. And it's very true, for me anyway. I've said over the years many times this place is my home, and I mean it. If I ever hit the lottery, Sire is getting a check to make sure this place never shuts down due to funding. If it wasn't for Darkness, I don't know who I would be today.

And by the by, based on your comment in "Post a Random Thought" Creator of Light, I think you fit in just fine. And if you don't fit in well, fuck 'em. You've got a mate in me, regardless.

Thanks for the post, and the song.

[Creator Of Light]

Dhamien, on 20 January 2012 - 08:21 PM, said:

And by the by, based on your comment in "Post a Random Thought" Creator of Light, I think you fit in just fine. And if you don't fit in well, fuck 'em. You've got a mate in me, regardless.

Thanks for the post, and the song.

Thank you and that comment made me smile a lot. I'm glad that we are gonna be friends and for the post and song you are seriously welcome. Feel free to pm anytime.

[TheHeartlessOne]

Dhamien, on 20 January 2012 - 12:01 PM, said:

Depends on what my need is at the time I invoke her .. but generally, Kali Ma, and Luna (The Moon)

I think I may like this Kali Ma and I have always loved the Moon. Thanks for the answer good person!

[MissL]

Dhamien, on 19 January 2012 - 10:06 PM, said:

I don't do this. I don't like doing this. I hate that I've come to this.

I need help. I don't care what you believe. Who you pray too. What you think of me.

Just ... please. If you pray, meditate, whatever. Please just give me some good thoughts. Include me in a prayer. Something. Anything.

My life is falling apart at the seams. I thought that things would get better before they came to this point. But they haven't. I'd say I'm on my last leg, but I don't even have that to stand on. I'm going down, and so is my family. I don't know what I'm going to do, what we're going to do. And if I don't find work soon .. I don't even want to think about it.

And please, no negative, derogatory, or abusive comments or remarks. It's the last thing I need right now.

If you don't like me, or what I have said here, or what I'm asking you for, please just move on.

I just need a little positive thinking. A prayer. A lit candle. Anything you think could help.

Thanks.

i will cross my fingers for you, that everything will go well for you

[Creator Of Light]

This is something to make you and everyone laugh. The Bloodhound gang "Discovery Channel"

Ha-ha, well now, we call this the act of mating
But there are several other
Very important differences
Between humans beings and animals
That you should know about
I'd appreciate your input

Sweat baby, sweat baby
Sex is a Texas drout
Me and you do the kind of stuff
That only Prince would sing about
So put your hands down my pants
And I'd bet you'll feel nuts
Yes i'm Siskel, yes i'm Ebert
And you're getting two thumbs up
You've had enough of two-hand touch
You want it rough, you're out of bounce
I want you smothered, want you covered
Like my Waffles House hashbrowns
Comin' quicker than Fed Ex
Never reach an apex
Just like coca-cola Stock
You are inclined to make me rise an hour early
Just like daylight saving time
Do it now

You and me baby ain't nothin' but mammals
So let's do it like they do it on the Discovery Channel
Do it again now

You and me baby ain't nothin' but mammals
So let's do it like they do it on the Discovery Channel
Gettin' horney now

Love the kind, you clean up
With a mop and a bucket
Like the lost catacombs of Egypt
Only God knows where we stuck it
Hierogylphics? Let me be Pacific
I wanna go down in your South Seas
But I do this notion
That the motion of your ocean means
"Small Craft Advisory"
So if I capzise on your thighs
High tide B-5 you sunk my battleship
Please turn me on
I'm Mr. Coffee
With an automatic drip
So show me yours, I'll show you mine
"Tool time"
You'll love it just like Lyle
And then we do it doggy style
So we can both watch "X-Files"

You and me baby ain't nothin' but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
Do it again now
You and me baby ain't nothin' but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
Gettin horney now
You and me baby ain't nothin' but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
Do it again now
You and me baby ain't nothin' but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
Do it now
You and me baby ain't nothin' but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
Do it again now
You and me baby ain't nothin' but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
Gettin' horney now

This is to make you laugh

Edited by Creator Of Light, 21 January 2012 - 09:59 AM.

[Dhamien]

MissL, on 21 January 2012 - 08:18 AM, said:

i will cross my fingers for you, that everything will go well for you

Thanks MissL.

I love that song, CoL.