Some of you may remember my thread of the dim and distant past, titled something along the lines of 'conversation open to any vampire...' (it was a while ago, forgive me if I am not word perfect). I enjoyed that thread and it was quite popular for a time.

I am an intermittant visitor to darkness.com these days, but it saddens me the decline in this section. So i have posted in some threads and thought perhaps to recreate the old conversation thread.

First let me say something, this is open to ALL vampires, however you classify yourself. Be it HLV or Classical, sang or elemental... etc etc.

See it, if you will, as a meeting place to converse on a variety of subjects vampirically related. I seem to remember the old thread had both vampires and non vampires chatting at some points.

So let me start it off, as I did once before.

Much has changed with me, I have moved through some quite alarming relisations at points but I would like to ask whoever of you is willing to speak. Do you feel the shift in energy of late?

NOTE. THIS IS NOT A ROLEPLAY THREAD.

I am not a vampire, but am interested in it from an outsider's perspective. I read quite a lot of the threads in this area, even if I do not comment, and am also sad to see this area decline in activity. There is no where else I can read this sort of thing on.

As for you saying a shift in energies, I know what you mean. I felt it really badly near the beginning of 2007, and while it seems to not be quite so active as it was then (or maybe it has become background noise quickly) one change I have noticed is the return of nightmares for me.
For years I've never had any nightmares, but just recently, since the beginning of the year, I've had quite a few. I felt the change near the beginning of 2007 as unwelcomed, so maybe these nightmares, although seemingly unrealted in their context, are something to do with that.

My friend also mentioned something like this last year, and while I have heard nothing since, she has not been talking to me much recently. I guess the details of it would be a secret, it involved a big change - a complete renewal, if you wish. Cleansing fire.

I hope I have responded in a way you don't mind. Being the first one to reply to this thread, and being a non-vampire, makes me feel as if there is the possibility I may be unwelcome.

ofcourse you arent unwelcome.

When the original thread was started it was a place for vampires and non vampires of all walks to converse in a civilised way. To ask questions to just chat... this thread is the same.

Being the thread starter I can assure you any flaming or direct attack I will report.

Energy shifting is a topic being discussed alot in the community at the moment. There seems to be some thing building throughout those sensitive to energy levels, vampire and non vampire alike.

In my HLV contacts it seems to take a myriad of fashions, some hunger more, some spend more time in meditation and some feel 'floaty' and less precise if that makes sense.

I hope others will join in the conversation.

And nice to meet you :)

Nice to meet you too. :)

I can also assure that I will report any flaming that may happen in this thread. *waves "Hi" to Vic*
Hopefully this can be a place of reasonable discussion.

Hi there Misan :)

*hugs back*

Im hoping that it may be a place of talking. So much drama has wearied so many, but Ill keep the candle burning in the window, and perhaps a few will pass by

*decides she really likes that metaphor*

I'm so tired of the drama that I have almost quit everywhere I was going. Hopefully we can avoid that. :)

I've also noticed a rather sudden change recently. I've always been a touch to the melancholy side, never quite the always chipper one, but I was typically fairly neutral and grounded. Lately I can't seem to hit that median area anymore. I'm always extremely happy (adrelenne rushes for no reason have become frequent) or I'm severly depressed. This could just be because stress-levels are making my energy psycho or that I haven't consiously taken any energy into my system in the last few months, but I'm not sure.

Either way, there is something different.


Oh yeah, hi Misan and Vice. : ] *waves*

*waves back*

Hi there.

Will contribute something more serious again later :)

Vice=lazy

lol

chuckle Vice = sick. Got a cold again......damn stupid weather.

Seems everyone is catching something. I guess I'm just waiting in line.

A reply to your first post; I could actively help to revive this section simply by the sheer multitude of posts I post should I choose to.

I've noticed the change. It is stressing... Filling my head with darker thoughts than I have had in a while. I've felt a bit weaker, as if my average energy intake is not enough. It's all I can do to pacify myself, and try to desensitize myself to the feeling.

There has been a very strong energy shift.
Nightmares anyone? I have noticed an increase in violent nightmares, as have several others I have talked to.

Hay V-2, Haven't read your topic yet,recently joined Draknes. Wecome back!

*inhales deeply*

Ok cold seems to have dispersed sooo.............

From my perspective my energy is ALL over the place. One minute Im buzzing round the house frantically cleaning to use up the energy. Or cycling like a maniac on the exercise bike with Apocalyptica on the IPOD, then i go to extreme emotion, absolute highs followed by naked agression (yes i missed the absolute lows, they seem to have dispersed with the energy shift). The next day I cant get out of bed, well i do, i have to, but its an extream effort and once the kids have gone to school i go back to sleep.

Key point here is I only get restful sleep during the day at these times. I lie awake at night. Nightsweats, overactive mind... hunger... the works.

Ive had some nightmares, but not an increase in them, however those who are close to me have had strong nightmares with me in them. To do mostly with protecting me it would seem or something happening to me.

there have been developments with my kids that I wont go into here just yet as Im still researching it. Suffice to say they are autistic, yet their behaviour has taken an almost polar slip for the good..... enlightened you might say.....

its all very strange

Yea, Thanks for the reply. Have the same thing going on. I was born with a disorder, one problem that throws me off, before a I get a seger, I could see a glimps into the feture, it's sobering man! Don't know why I was given this gift! want to talk about ti more but theirs no understanding in this world, only a few dozzen would understand! Sorry about your kids, I'll keep them in my prayers!

I haven't been one to dream conciously a lot, but I have noticed that in the last few months I HAVE been dreaming. It's not necessarily always bad, but I'm having them, which is odd for me.I'm also having trouble keeping myself from getting run down. I only managed to un-zombie-fy myself by sleeping an extra 10 or so hours every few days- during the day also.I think I can speak for anyone who's posted in here so far that we all agree that there is DEFINITELY a huge change and we're all feeling it.I haven't been one to dream conciously a lot, but I have noticed that in the last few months I HAVE been dreaming. It's not necessarily always bad, but I'm having them, which is odd for me.I'm also having trouble keeping myself from getting run down. I only managed to un-zombie-fy myself by sleeping an extra 10 or so hours every few days- during the day also.I think I can speak for anyone who's posted in here so far that we all agree that there is DEFINITELY a huge change and we're all feeling it.

Passé yourself man,I was like that before and made up a schedule, it help out.

You have multiple autistic children? I doesn't seem to me like something that is likely to be passed to more than one... I was diagnosed with aspergers a while back, but it was a misdiagnosis. I realized that it was completely untrue about myself about a year after I was tested for it and pushed for retesting. Glad to hear they've changed for the better?

Anyway, that's completely off topic... What do you think could be the cause of the shift? I've felt it for a while now but didn't realize it wasn't just me feeling it until I read it on here.

I've seen it on a few boards Hellarchy.

Its not as off topic as you might think Hellarchy, this thread is for conversation with topics primarily to do with vampirism but its stretchy :)

Yes they are both on the spectrum but vastly different. Son has Aspergers, Daughter has ASD. Son has the language delay and learning problems but a high IQ and daughter has the same IQ and academic (when taught a certain way) but has more traits ... close to OCD as well.....

Annnnnnnnnnyway, they seem to be 'sensitives' for the most part. This energy shift has seen them leap from isolation to protection. THey also have sleep issues and synethesia.

Trust me when I say thats just the surface. THey are wonderful souls and I wouldnt have them any other way.

With regards to the cause of the shift, Im unsure, trying to 'feel it out' and look into some theories... but it all takes time i dont have at the moment so im hoping the reason will present itself.

It's kind of odd, in a way... The Mayans predicted that the world will end in 2012, some scientists are predicting another ice age, rumors of Armageddon, I've heard other "the end is near" sort of talk from people who despise conspiracy, and people are noticing changes in the energy.

Am I the only one that finds all this almost ironic?

The nightmares I have now (not every night, just occasionally) seem to be violent. One that sticks in my mind was a bunch of serial killers after me and my friends, and another that involved a sword in the umbrella stand.

I can't see how it's ironic. I have a feeling it is, I just can't see how.

Last night in my dream I murdered my brother and some other person I don't remember... I don't think it had anything to do with the energy shift, but I just though I'd throw that out there :P

I feel it changing slowly still though... Not sure for better or for worse... I've felt a bit better moodwise, but I'm still fairly low on energy. It might just be me, sometimes my own feelings get in the way of my senses.

I shall keep this brief.

The change you are all experiencing is due to the cycle of the universe coming full circle.
A sort of new year on a universal level.
2012 is the year in which the revolution completes.
Our Galaxy is then said to be moving into a cleansing energy band, or good vibe band
What will happen then to us, is anyone's guess.
Read the Robots Rebellion by David Icke

Seeing as I'm autistic myself, I could probably help you a little in understanding your kids. Most behavioral changes you observe may actually have parallels in others, so if you would PM me with more info, I'll try to help as much as I can.

thanks Alaras. If i need the extra help ill PM you :D

At the moment things are ok. They are much more communicative and all the time that persists I can work with them and help them understand more whilst trying to not limit their expression. Im a big believer in allowing children to not close of to energy and the spiritual world.

reading up alot on Crystal children and Indigo children at the moment.



Would like to put the call out again to all vampires perusing this forum to please stop by and chat in here. It would be such a shame if you kept your silence everywhere.

Maybe these 'energies' are turning me back into the guy I was a couple of years before university...I do miss him sometimes. He was truly fearless and uncaring. More animalistic and had no regrets. However he would have flamed this thread into the ground and the person I was then is someone I've grown to dislike...If I am changing back the delusions of being demonic/vampiric will no doubt resurface and I won't care anyway so no worries.

I'm at a strange juncture where my old 'abilities' seem to be returning...Every authority figure I know is after only a few weeks completely under my thumb. I even discussed with one person about him aiding me in carrying out a brutal crime...As a mental exercise of course but the fact is I know if I wanted to I could make these people kill for me. If they ever found out that it was all conscious on my part the spell would break but for now the peculiar 'charisma' of old Vore is asserting itself.

I can easily put it down to bipolar disorder but it doesn't matter why...This year seems like a year of change...Rebirth or resurrection. Maybe both. Superstition can have its explanations and perhaps even now I'm divulging this out of manipulative vindictiveness...I'm a juxtaposition of many things after all. I've always said that vampires do not exist....but people who ARE vampires....That's something else entirely. And what's 'energy' mean without a pattern...And patterns are the things that shape our lives and our minds...The things we see in terms of energy when they are all too solid and real.

welcome Vore.

Always a pleasure to have you in a thread.

I agree with the energy being patterns. Will post something more comprehensive later.

Hi, my names kaytlin. I consider myself a vampire, I love the taste of blood. I'm glad this thread was made. I love vampires and I love to talk about them and things related to them.

Hello there Kaytlin

Welcome to the thread. I hope you will feel comfortable here.

Vore, its interesting that you remark on this year being a rebirth year etc. Its something I struggle with. There are a lot of conflicting energies surrounding me and in my personal life a sense of completing a circle. A lot ofpeople from my teenage years are reinitiating contact etc.... At the same time I move forward with my personal development.

Its interesting that you relate your prior belief in vampirism to Bipolar disorder. Whilst I know of people who suffer from this condition also relating their vampirism to this, personally I have no such diagnosis.

The most I have been diagnosed with is depression. Although there does seem to be a trend for people with vampiric symptoms to also be diagnosed with something on the cognitive diesese list.

Currently with the issue of energy and what i believe to be a global trend with its regard, I have issues controlling my therian side.

My own personal belief is that every soul has many forms and layers. I also think that things like spirituality and energy manipulation are things that can be taught and learned with practice and patience.

THe deficit that marks a therian or a vampire out (with a therian it being stronger primal urges and a difficulty to control them in an otherwise balanced and sane individual) can be addressed and eased with energy work and alternative therapies. However, it doesnt go away.

Im pleased that you have found an explanation that feels right to you and you are happy with. Im still looking for mine.

Am I the only one who's had a few odd occurances over the last few weeks? I thought I had better ask first to make sure that it's not just me having a shitty week before I go off about what we were talking about earlier.

Thanks vicereine2, and I'm sure I will feel comfortable here.

I haven't been diognosed w/ bipolar disorder but I have a lot of the symptoms and it runs in my family, but I'm not sure if it relates to my vampirism. However my dad's apsychic vampire and he's bipolar so I could see how it could be related.

I felt really strange, kind of strange restless last year, near the end. It went away for ages, but it came back last night. It's not just restlessness, else going for a walk would've helpe it. My friend thinks it might be related to this change every one's feeling.

I felt weird last night, kinda like I was dreaming, but I wasn't. Any one think they know why?

A lot of people have been complaining of odd feelings and nightmares the last several weeks. I have seen it on several boards.

I felt the same last night. I've also been having quite a bit of deja vu (anyone else getting it too?). I couldn't tell you what's causing it though.

Same here. I think it's no coincidence that I've come down with some sort of really aggravating debilitating illness either. All of it is related.

Sometimes I look at these sorts of posts, and they seem so real to me. At these times, I feel the same - something is coming, change is happening...

But at others, even rereading my own posts, they seem so...childish, panicking about what we cannot see. Fear of the dark and unkown.

Is it possible to have proof either way?

I think its incredibly hard to prove anything that you cant pick up under a microscope. But it doesnt invalidate the feelings or senses that some pick up on or live with.

Personally speaking. My sleeping pattern is totally out of whack. i cant sleep at night i get sweats and my mind wont slow down. During the day im exhausted.

Sensory wise. Its all in overdrive. Can i prove any of this. No. Does it still trouble me. Yes.

Being aware of what is going on astrally/spiritually with others may well have an impact on how we interpret what is going on with us as individuals but it doesnt wipe the symptoms/ experiences out at all.

And after all this thread is for conversation. We arent trying to convert anyone here. Its talking amoungst other like minded people and expressing ideas and concerns. I hope hell freezes over before they legislate against being able to do that without proof. Where would our greatest philosophers and writers be if that would be the case.

So then I can safely assume that I'm not the only one around here who can't seem to focus on anything to save her life?

nope... you are in equally disorientated company :D

mhmmm..you definitely aren't alone.

I can't really focus on anything either. But, Suicide, I have not been having a lot of deja vu. But I think I might have had 1 deja vu experience that same day though.

Good to know. Maybe I'm not quite as bonkers as I thought I was, haha...

Still a bit disconcerting though... And right bothersome. The focus thing is killing some of my grades in school and my parentals are not very happy about it... >.>

Suicide, try to focus and maybe you could talk to your teachers and see if they have any advice.

Haha, it's not totally focus. I'm just all around bad at that class. Being able to pay attention does help though. lol

Lol. What class is it? Maybe you could get some help from a friend.

Geometry. I hapen to be an alegbra-oriented person. Heh... And I am still passing the class... Just not quite as well as I'd like to.