Why id life so hard ! why can`t i be a damned ...i can`t i be a cursed ...why can`t i feed with blood ! why can`t i kill! why cant i live !!!!!!!!! if someone feels the same way please share




P.S. "I know my mother loves me ,but does my father evean cares?.."Wish i could kill all those who hurted me !!!!!!

would i be out of line by saying that you need a hug?
you dont have to be cursed to live...

1.I have to be cursed to die
2.I have a better pic !
3.Why doesn`t the devil wants my soul! he takes other people souls but not mine !

Ok Ok Calm down - right waht exactly are you trying to say, ask whatever - it's getting a little confusing now!!!

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To recognize that pain and darkness exists is the same as, in the words of a famous philospher, "he who climbs the highest mountains laughs at all tragedies, real or imaginary."
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I know over 20 persons possed by the devil.why can`t i be one of them? But i am better ! I can control Satana he is a loser !

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To answer the question, "why can't I die?" - Perhaps you have passed away without noticing.

and what type of possesion would you might find Alluring?
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K now let me tell you on your leanguge


WHy can`t i die? it is simple...satana can`t controls me so he punishes me...god can`t do anything so he lets me ....lets say been hurt

I do not fear God or satana...But i do respect them !

Why can`t i have the powers of a vampire ...? why can`t i die and than come back to life?! i can`t i forget aLL !!!!!!!!!!! WHY CAN`T I DIE?! I REALLY DON`T WANT TO KILL MYSELF AND REALLY WANT TO DIE ..ALL I WANT IS ETERNAL LIFE WITH NO FEELINGS AND HAVE MY REVENGE !

Why would you like to do this so bad darling??It seems so anticipated that you want to do this but this seems like you may want to think more into it before you are "turned" into a vampire darling.I think this is the question people are having in their minds about now...

Darkvamp6791-Shelby

1.I wish to have revenge ove those who think that are better than me
2.I wish to have power ... to have no need of someone else
3.i wish eternal life
4.I wish to kill....Only those who think they are great
5.I wish ...i wish a better a life... If this is not enoughe for me been a vampire.I have 2 more but they more secretly....Belive me ...i really know what i do want ...

Why would you want to be posessed by satan? Satan's a dumb ass and it's funner to control yourself. That looser is responsible for making our life miserable. As for revenge, there are funner ways to take it than by killing someone.

Your desire for power is selfish and careless. This could be why you may never possess it.

I am not following.

I don't mean to come of as rude, but what was your first language?

Ok I'll make it simple, all and each one of the things that you said you couldn't do, every homo sapiens in some rock called "earth" is capable of doing that things, in fact you're retarding yourself limiting yourself so much.

And in some part of the bible is said that every human's soul is Satans and God's bussiness, if you want to sell your soul so desperately, kill yourself, kill, have power and all those thinigs you said, go ahead and do it.

And then what?

What makes you think immortality will give you a better life? You don't even seem to like the one you have now? Why if you are so very unhappy would you want to live forever?

To live forever without any joy, to be so unhappy... that would be a curse in my eyes.

If i can live for ever i can see how everybody dies one more thing...When i said possed by Satana i meant his powers but not his mind...I iwsh for power so i can show that i am better.And about my life...don`t care about it ...what for...Since i went to school and until i fnished it i`ve been told what to do ... Power gives me freedom ... some are free if they are in a country , some are free if they buy theyr own home ...i am free if i can have power....

i love ur av

LOL thx but ..i`m talking about something else :fpope:

and thus brings me back to my original question. If you don't like life now... what's living forever going to really do for you? You'll be walking around miserable just as you are now... without laughter or joy and instead of it being for 80 years or so.. it'll be forever.

Power for what? To go around harming other people who are struggling to find joy, hope and meaning in their own lives? What sense is there in that? To live with all that anger you have inside forever?

I know what it's like to love freedom. I'm one who appreciates true freedom... you are in bondage though I fear by your own rage, want for revenge and lack of passion for life. (I could be wrong but this is what I'm getting by reading your posts. Which is why I'm asking you these things.)

If you truly want a better life... then let me ask you... what are you doing with the life you've been blessed with now?

I simply don't understand how you think it's going to truly help you.

Dude eternal life as a Vampire ! ...what is the sense of livin 80 years ?! If i can live forever i can have time to do what i want !If there is no Pain there is no game ...Pain is an emotion ...and humans live from emotions ... And my life is not " miserable " it is just booring to knwo that i do something for nothing ..and than i die like everybody... :icon7: That is what i really disere ..eternal life so i can do something for me ..and for humanity and vampirysm... Like Leodarno Davinici ....when he lived nobody care about him ..when he died his paintings worth millions of dolars... . Only after he died his work was apreciate !

If you are living life for nothing... what would you be living for as a vampire? What do you really think you could do as a vampire that you could not do as a human being? Your life is boring now and you think its not going to be as an immortal creature?

Leonardo Da Vinci was mortal... look what he did in his lifetime? A forward thinker, an artist an inventor. With most artists its like that... no one appreciates their vision until long after they've past...

....but look at Albert Einstein... he was celebrated as being one of the greatest minds the world knew and he was celebrated in his lifetime, while he was living and now, long after he's passed, he's still revered and worshipped as a great mind.

To view life as wasted if you only have 80 years for it... wow... I'm shocked that someone who seems to have such little love for life would really want to live forever.

If you don't feel inside yourself that you have something to offer to the world as you are than I am truly saddened for you... you are wasting a precious gift imho.

What's stopping you from living your life now and doing something "For you and for humanity"?

Dude ... I want to live for ever so i can study everything ... Know everything ... my life is boring coz i know i will die and all i do is for nothing .... evean if i am "worshiped" during my lifetime .... what is it for ... Albert Einstein was a great mind ...but he died ...and the mind died with him ... what i learn i want to have it my mind for ever ... Why can`t you understand I love life ..i don`t love life when i know i will die eavn if i don`t fear death ..but i do respect it ...




I WISH FOR MORE !

We can all live forever.
But our bodies cannot.
They grow old
and become weak. Frail.

Do something.
Make them remember you.
Live forever in the mind of the world.
And become known.

Become a god of your world
Do what is needed
do more than what is needed

keep on doing
and never look back

When you die, you don't want to be wishing you did something
you want to be glad you did it
and to finally find peace in that which is death.

Good poem DarkStr.hehe.Well,ya'll keep on talking...

Darkvamp6791

1. you don't have to be cursed to die, you can shoot yourself in the head.
2. wow
3. maybe cause he's not interested or to busy or you did something wrong.

exactly and forget what i said earlier it doesn't pertain to what you are talking about

and you don't want to die

Dude ...

1.Nice poem :D
2.K got the SOul thingy and the mind thingy
3. Can i still become a vampire ? :icon11:

HAHA ... dude why can`t i udnerstand i finaly understand ... vampires have no powers over me ! .... I can`t belive i dind`t notice before this ... evean if i am a human or a Vampire ... I am better than you all ... i can feel it ! ... it burns in me .

This was a part of one of your original posts:






Okay now this I can understand somewhat... but as you can see in the post I quoted you from... it doesn't sound like you love life at all. Which is why I asked you the questions that I did.

I can understand wanting more.. knowledge is such a great thing... but it's so important that we live the life we are given to the greatest extent that we can. In the end... you die... it's the way of somethings in nature.

Sounds me me like you are trying to find the meaning of life more than anything else... something human beings have stuggled over since the dawning of time. The only answer I can provide comes from something that I deeply believe... that life is meant to be lived to it's fullest for as long as we can.

I still don't understand why life or how life becomes boring if you know you'll die in the end. Are you sure you are using the right word to decribe what you're feeling?

Nope i am not sure .. i kinda of can not describe what i feel ... it is not pain but it is nt happyness either .. i think i feel nothing ... don`t know .. and yeah that is 90% answered ...thanks ...

maybe you're dead

LOL!!! no no i have chatted with him ..he's alive...

i think taht for beeing a vampyre or living for ever you don`t have to be posessed by the Devil, neither having he`s powers. i am sayng that because i do not belive in God or in Satan. To become a vampyre ypu dp not have to beg them making you one of them. they wil come for you if they think it is good for you to become a vampyre.
and about the life...i agree with you. my life is borring too. and i also would like to live for ever, for seeing how the world will evolve, to learn more things about the world, but i most want it for the inndependence. you can do whatever you want.
my advice for all those who want become vampyre is not to beg for this gift and curse in the same time. you should wait, showing that you diserve it.

no vampyre will come at you`re demand making you a one of them.

gosh...funny...will you decide youreselv? do you want to die, or to live forever?/
do you want to become a vampyre, or you think you are better then them and don`t need this anymore?
from so much struggeling you are beginning not to think anymore.
can you explain us at long last, what do you want? i am not understanding you anymore...