It has been freaky the past 7 weeks I drove away friends family the only one that would see me was my girlfriend.I feel bad when I am alone but in a crowd or night
club I feel sort of normal I will sit with my girlfriend then I will look in her eyes and
after a little bit she will she is very tired what should I do.

don't look in her eyes?

ok ok, try and learn to control ur curse (it would seem that for you it is a curse)

Pardon my prying, but for me to get a bit of a better understanding of the situation I need to ask you what you mean by you drove away friends and family etc. Also what do you mean you feel "bad" when you are alone?

Also,


This may be a more viable option than at first glance... I would say, don't try and avoid eye contact with her, that will make her feel sad :P But I would say, don't look into her eyes for prolonged periods of time, until you get this figured out/controlled.

what I mean is they won't answer phone they don't come over or want
be around me .I don't even have friends anymore.What I mean by feel
bad is drained of energy tired all the time.I mean I feel like I can't even
get up or want to but in a large group it is completely different.

the people/things I see are not normal like I can see energy rising off others I can't control this at it happens random

I don't even have to look at her even totch does the same

that could've been one post ;)

anyways,
the first post kinda resembles somewgat of depression symptoms, if I were u I'd go see a doc or something
btw: I hade the same symptoms before being diagnosed with that shit...

That shit? You must be kidding me...

Look, you don't know if you're a psi yet, it could only be the power of mind that makes you and/or others think you can do stuff like this. But! And it's very possible! you are a psi, then you should learn to apreciate this and not look at it as it was a curse... *dirty look to escoban*

So read this lines carefuly, relax, and calm down. As you can drain others you can very well donate them your energy, or theirs if you had taken it already. You can heal, you can protect and you can do many good things as helping other people with their health problems or enygmas like the one you're dealing with right now... you can even protect them from bad magic.

What is happening to you is very normal if you are a natural psi. In theory, we all are. Some know what they are from the start, some don't and some, like me and you, awaken at a moment in time, confused and angry with themselves. But you shouldn't be. What I suggest is for you to take some time off, away from people and meditate (even in your own bedroom, but alone the whole time) on your body. Imagine the energy flowing inside you, inside the blood system. After that imagine the energy in your girlfriends' body or any other people you thought you hurt and you should see the energy coming into your body. Stop that. It's simple. Command yourself, your astral projection, your spectral image to stop any such action. Learn how to do this and you will know when to act so. Also, try to reverse it, but keep the energy on the skin level, like a body armor. That will help a lot - not only that you will not feed unvoluntary all the time but it will protect you against attacks and even diseases. Try it and let me know what you heard. And trust me, friend: this is definetly not a curse. Welcome to the 6th sphere of reality!

hey hey hey,
if one cannot control this it can be a serious problem,
and if one wishes not to be a psi but one indeed is one,
than, hell, it is a curse

but I do hope that anyone with these powers embraces them as there is no greater feeling than what one can achieve with psi manipulation...

*flaming a cigarette and leaning his head on one side, making big hazel puppy eyes*

Do tell us about yourself, escoban... I'm very curious about your sad story. I'm sure you have one since you think that a new born can do such damage.

u got me all wrong,
I'm just rying to say that if one cannot control thisand doesn't know what it is it can get quite frustrating even dangerous to ones sanity
I know that if I were ignorant about it it would make me wanna blow my head off

Thanks for clearing that out. Now we got to see how he's dealing with it. I've helped psi awaken before through internet, but not like this. If he's indeed a natural, he shouldn't have any problems. But you, escoban, I really am curious... You're from Slovenia, right? Haven't met an european vampire before...

lol,
you make it sound like it was impossible
don't forget where vamps started ;)

nice to meet ya btw

]you ppl got into yuor own little world there now IT IS MY PROBLEM WE ARE SOLVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well yes... Sorry. *arranges his tie like a true... Ventrue and coughs to adjust his voice* Now, what's your progress?

ok..i know this is off topic but since were all solving problems...
i think my awakening is in progress,but i'm still recovering from illness and each time i try to feed i just end up getting a bad headache..can anyone help me with this ?

well if ur becoming a psi vamp I'd suggest you just get used to headaches,
atleast for awhile,
the brain is not really made for psi stuff...

are there stones that can help feed better,just as there are stones that help in shielding?

there are stones that help with shielding?
wow, I did not know that, enlighten me plz

I don't really know if there is anything but ur mind to help u feed but I have seen symbols that collect energy arround them, and they've actually worked, couldn't stand those damn thigns, my whole body hurted like hell, but hey, I was unshielded...

Tisk tisk... Escoban doesn't have an answer. Dearest, you've been showing such a confident attitude so far, but you fail to do so now - you disappoint me a little.

*smiles softly* Anarch, there are such stones, but you have to find someone that knows what he's doing so you won't end up with some even worse headaches. Try a magic shop (something serious if possible) or try looking for some on the internet. Here's a useful link: Search Engine

If you are awakening then I suggest you wait a little until you feed. I think the best thing, if you still desire this, is to get close to the victim. An embrace will do - if you are awakening, your body will automatically feed and I guarantee you'll get better fast or even imediatly. About the headaches... I have no cure for that. Have one now... And as one smart guy said once: "Damn... gotta learn how to do that" (as in learn how to get rid of them). Good luck, young one.

one never stops learning and never knows everything,
the poor saps who think they know all are really the ones in the dark,

anyway, it's hard to know this special little treats if u can only learn form what u experience

Nice comeback. Sorry for the sarcasm, but I couldn't help it - you were confident in your posts so far. Geez! Going off topic again. All I have to ask is: why only personal experience? Why not inform yourself? Why not ask? The answers will be provided.

my own personal experience with crystals helps... if ill or drained i find meditation and holding a clear quartz crystal helps.. i sit alone in my room and focus all my negative energy/ill feeling into the crystal by visualising it traveling from all my extremities through my body into my arms and out through my hands into the crystal... now this takes us into the realms of magic and crystal work.. but it does help.. for me it works like a psi..enema.. lol clears out all the crap.

leaves me free then to focus on feeding and absorbing energy... if your still haveing trouble summoning the energy to feed from humans i find drawing some energy from nature gives a quick fix and restores some equilibruim for full on feeding then...

hope this helps

There you go... *satisfied smile*

well, i live in india, and therefore it is next to impossible to find a magic shop or any other source that would be able to cater for anything close to one's needs,let alone find another psi-vamp to help me through my awakening if indeed it is taking place (it might just be my illness..i have jaundice)
i do know that amethyst is a suitable crystal for shielding as it naturally repels more than it attracts.
i have heard that it is possible for a psi-vamp to read ones' "energy signatures" even while chatting online with a person and thus differentiate a psi-vamp from a "normal" human .Is this possible? If it is,can anyone here spare some time to help me with this ?

I wouldn't know about reading signatures, I still find ti ahrd to do,
but it is possible to do just about anything psi over the internet, like feeding *grins evilish*

Possible, yes. But not like reading signatures. It's more like focusing on that person. If you sense a strong aura, then it's a psi or something powerful. I don't know much about scanning, never really had any use for it. I shield up and project energetically a middle finger for any attacker. You must have trust in yourself at all times - that helps as much as shielding.

Wow, this seems to be a popular place to meet people ^_^'''. Let me start out by introducing myself. I am Unraptured. I love to post in this part of the forum because I find that I understand more than I really should. I am a minor psychic and have various other...problems. I will reveal them once I get to know some people well. Now, as for this...

It may seem very hopless, but keep on trying to live a "normal" life. There are a few things that should help out here. Being a patron of mysticism, visulization is everything to me. So, next time you start seeing energy flowing off peoples backs, calm down and start imagining that the energy is a part of them, an extension of themselves. You should have no problems with this afterwards. As for the draining of others, deep meditation is required to keep it at bay. As often is in the occultic world (for this is an occultic topic), it is necisary to do a little bit of experimenting. Start observing the feelings of yourself when you notice that you are "feeding". If there is a consistancy, than the effect is triggered by e3motion. This is a difficult situation, if so, as deep meditation and often guided astral projection and imagery is used to correct these problems. What I think would be most effective is to experiance this "feeding" on yourself. Try staring into a mirror and imagining your own energy flow into the mirror and back into your reflection as if you were sucking out your own energy through your reflection. This should give the desired effects. Then, you'll feel how your friends and family feel.

Meditaion. You've heard this word, and now you must hear it again. Take at least ten minuets each day to experiance deep relaxation and focus on the power surging through your body. As you meditate, you might notice that the energy becomes more regular, maybe like that of a heartbeat. Then, you have consistancy and your aura is becoming balanced, meaning that you should now have minimized a number of problems. Finally, when you start to suspect yourself of feeding against your own will, I sugest blocking the mental flow of energy by just focusing on your own energy and cutting off the energy flowing into your body from the outside, returning your own energy to harmony. If the feedings become less occuring, you should be begining to perfect the harmony of your own energy, thereby mastering yourself and leaving no room for inconstants.

(Whew, I go on forever. Though I believe my points are valid.)

You call yourself a minor psychic? You amaze me: good logic! And yes, a whole lot of valid points!

Why thank you Angell! I only call myself a minor psychic because it happens involentarily. I cannot control whenever these things do happen, but they do. I don't pretend to be a master at these things though, though I understand more things than I think I should ':).

It's no sin to be as good as you can and use your potential at maximum. On contraire... everybody should use their full capacity.

Well, it certainly is good logic. But, we digress. How is said energyvamp doing? I don't believe he's posted in awhile.