just got to thinking that i can often feel lonely around people, even when surrounded by friends and loved ones... This i put mainly down to being and empath and a psivamp. The problem i have is that as an empath no one can lie to me.. so when they are telling white lies i have to ignore it as to ask would provoke a very embarrasing reaction... sometimes the saying that ignorance is bliss.

Arguements i have with my husband can be over very silly things that i can tell when he is telling me a half truth or lieing about the way he is feeling.. but to 'call him out' so to speak would just escalate the row as he would deny it anyway.

Most people are like this, we all lie to some extent but the saying ignorance is bliss can sound very inticing alot of the time when you are aware of it.

Now thats just the empath part.. when i need to feed i have to go to a large group of people and feed off of the adrenalin related rushes people get at gigs and events.. i find feeding very easy just by walking around and through the atmosphere of these people is often enough. Sometimes I will draw energy from nature, sometimes for witchcraft. And i can safely say that these times are the rare times that i feel 'part of the loop'.

I am fortunate that my husband is very strong spiritually as well and our sex life is charged to say the least, but as for everyone else...well, i only feel part of it when feeding... and i cannot feed from individuals it feels to personal and if i like someone i wont feed from them.....

was wondering all you other psivamps out there, is this a common frame of mind or is it only me that feels like this? How do you cope with the isolation?

I don't know if this is coz I'm a psi or something else,
but I am very isolated at all times,
don't even like other ppl so much, they seem so, unaware...

how do I cope?
I don't, I actually like it...

i wish i could have your detatchment.. thing is i used to, but i am now married with kids... i still feel detatched most of the time, but now i have threads holding me to the'rat race' so to speak. And i agree with you whole heartedly, people do seem unaware, its very rare that i find someone i can interact with and connect with... it all seems so trivial at times.... i have 3 people, not including my kids that i have a connection with. My husband, my best friend of 15 years and my witch friend.

I've created companions but in time I got tired of them. Psi company is not all that you think it is. Yes, it is lonely sometimes around plain humans, walking around like cattle, thinking like cattle, even using their senses like cattle. I'm sorry to hear you're already married. My advice would have been to find a psi lover, someone that you can share more than just love, but converge your senses. Found one... there's nothing like it. You can try to awaken someone you know how, but be warned: choose carefuly 'cause the bond that you will tie with that individual will last forever and so will the disappointment if that person will fail to raise to your expectations.

Vicerine I understand what you are going through; I have lost so called friends because they lie and they get upset when I try to bring truth to the matter. I feel alone very often when I am surrounded by people and I think it is becuase the emotions that we feel are isolated from them.

As for the total honesty and understanding in a relationship; it works like a charm. It brings about wellness in its entirety.

my husband is very strong spiritually and i cannot meditate with him for very long because he drains people and doesnt even know he is doing it.. problem is he works alot and long hours so trying to help him enhance his ability is hard...he uses this site from time to time also.. he is called Kristopher.. maybe if you see him around you could offer some advice?

that it does.. unfortunatly it means i cant let things lie when we argue, because i know when he is hiding something or isnt being 100% truthfull.. but when someone doesnt want to tell you something you cant make them and it frustrates me that he wont, even though thats his right, so i sit there stewing knowing there is something i dont know and unable to make him tell me....

I think even though it is difficult it is still a good thing. It will work out for the best and in time he would not feel the need to lie . .and woul dwant to build something more in depth with you in terms of trust and understanding.

agreed.. although it has taken 7 years so far.. he is realising that i can see through him alot of the time.. ahh well... i have the rest of my life in which to torture him..MWAHAHAHAHA

Torture him good . . .:rawr!:

I mean . . be nice. :15:

i think all loving partners/husbands desearved to be tortured.. even if only a little bit.. stops them assigning you that label of 'the little woman'! hehehe

I still get it . .with additions; fierce little woman, sassy lil woman . . and I wonder why it has to be "little" I'm 5 ft 9 inches . . .never got that part.

But yes, they need to be tortured; it shows that we care.

Well, since we're on the subject... *sexy smile* Ever tried pushing the energy out to the skin level and move your palms up on your partner's back? I did that once and... well, just imagine the best reaction one can have... *flashing a delighted smile*

funny you should say that. one of my husband and my favourite parlor games is for one to lay on their front with their eyes closed and the other to position their hand about 3 inches from the surface of the skin and see if the other can tell where the hand is.....

energy transference is, well, hot!

Damn right!

any other little tricks you can teach me? ;)

You can use energy in any way during sex. I specially enjoy projecting the energy on the lips while biting a neck or licking down my lovers' tummy. But if you got imagination, you got it made... *winking*

I like teasing kisses and feeding through my partner's breath. Almost all psi's I know pretty personnally only look at being out in society among all those people that can't share the same things you have that set you apart from them, can be compared to the way a wolf would feel tracing the outer edge of the herd.

Well Vicereine, I feel pretty isolated most of the time. I think that's just a thing with us. When the need is there, I feed, and can be completely detached. While groups can be a decent source, I prefer selecting a single individual. It's pretty easy to find a donor, whether they realize it or not.

As for the other discussions in this thread, energy manipulation during sex is one of the cool advantages we have as psi's. It can be quite entertaining blowing all your partners circuit breakers during an encounter. I never reveal my vamp side to them.. they just think it was mind-blowing sex!

sex now that is very damn good energy...

good very good

sometimes the energy off my husband will be postivly crackling and if i sit too close i will just jump him then and there. mmmmmmm

Y do i always get to thinking aboutthis when he has gone out?

*bows most respectfully*
M'lady Vicereine,
I am a psi/sang vampyre and I have been lonely nearly all my life. I have known very few times, and very few individuals, where I have not experienced isolated feelings.

I prefer to 'feed', if thee will, in large anonymous groups... my favourite places being nightclubs, concerts or shopping malls.

How do I cope with the isolation? I know that I am different, I have known since I was old enough to think about myself, I know therefore that I cannot be part o' "their" world...to me it has been part o' me since I was born and I have accepted it, long ago, as being an integral part o' whom and what I am. 'Tis not a matter o' coping for me, 'tis simply a matter o' "being me".

One day I may find someone to share this with, to share these same feelings and isolations with...'til that day comes I remain alone.

Respectfully
H

Very fun! When I trance out I do energy work & readings that way.

I can only think that this would be the problem. The ones who are different are the ones bound to stand alone. That should be a proverb. I know this well, for reasons of my own. I break down your problems to this. As a vampire, you feed on humans, weather it be emotions, energy, or blood. Often times, the hunter will feel lonely and out of place because these are the very people that you feed off of. They do not count as suitable companions because they are your food, and we all know that we're not supposed to talk to our food ^_~. My remedy, find another person like you and converse deeply with them whenever you feel like an outcast.