SOME DAYS

some days i think i'm nothing without you
and then i remember i'm nothing with you

i'm all alone now
you don't remember me
but i still remember you

Can you remember the fights?
The broken glass and stoned faces by the window?
Can you remember the love?
The steamed window and the rockin' car?
The music blasting so as not to hear our screams?

Your shoe out in the snow
Spilled coffee on your pants
Somehow resulted in a whip and chains

Please try and remember me
I remember that i love you
I remember that you loved me...

Love me once more

-end-

CUTTERS

Cutters cut
Bulimics Barf
And i am simply here

Withering away in her emptiness
In his sad attempts to win her back
They're tearing us apart

Subconsiously

Ignorantly

Unknowingly

Tearing US apart

Cutting up our lives
Cutting up their writs
Scaring us for life

Cutters will cut
Bulimics will barf...

But i will never be the same

Thank you...

for tearing us apart.

-end-

ALREADY WASTED

I was already wasted according to
everyone i met before you

He wasted me
Nothing left for you
I don't need your sypmathies
I have everything i need

There could have been something left for you but...
You wouldn't even kiss me goodnight
Hold my hand throughout the night

Hold my hand
open up the door
kiss me goodnight
kiss me kiss me goodnigh
I don't love you anymore
Than i did before

Your friends don't like me
Say i'm dark
Say i'm dangerous
I only carry that knife to

clean my fingernails
cut my hair
scare small children
peirce my ear
I'm not gonna hurt nobody else

Hold my hand
open up the door
kiss me goodnight
kiss me kiss me goodnigh
I don't love you anymore
Than i did before

Won't hurt nobody
Hurt nobody
cause i'm
totally wasted
wasted
on you
Not him
not her
I'm totally wasted on you

I'm totally wasted according to
everyone i met before and after you
before and after
before and after

I;m totally wasted
Totally
competely
wasted on
you

-end-

NO NAME

Sit up here on top of the world
Watch whole damn place crumbles
Sometimes you gotta wonder why you're here
Sometimes you gotta wonder
Sometimes you gotta wonder my dear

Sit up hear as the whole world crumbles
Laugh out loud when someone stumbles
Laugh out loud
Laugh out loud
It's good for the brain

Everything is connected somehow
You just gotta know how it works
If you pay attention to me know
You will never know how
Pay attention to me now
I don't want to show you how

-end-

THRIVE

Sometimes i feel like i cannot get away
So i joined a group
A scene
A brotherhood
A sisterhood
My bretheren

And i'm not afraid to let my old woman down
Cause there is nothing she can do to scare me now
Outta bein myself

Cause in this community
They have your back
They trust you to have theirs

Humans will not rule forever
To thrive you need trust
To thrive you need a degree of peace
To thrive you need balance
To thrice you need understanding...

Where is trust
Where is peace
Where is balance
Where is understanding...

if not in your own cold and lifeless heart?

-end-

Dam ! i love these .. do you have more this stuff is HOTT ... the vibe man ... i love it lol well keeop it up !

Ps , welcom to this fourm
jaliesa AkA lady

DAY IN THE LIFE

Talk all night
on the internet
went to bed
then woke up again

went to school
smoked a cigg before
cut 2 classes
cause i was bored

i went home
did my hmwk
well i did half cause i dont giva shit

made the diner
washed the clother
mopped the floor
watched flowers grow

made sure they were all ok
asked them all about their day

Then they bitch and scream and whine in time
to watch TV until 9
then they go 2 bed
Then i am Queen
they have no power over me

i can sit
on my ass and eat
chips and chex

then i go online
download songs but don pay a dime

talk 2 all my friends
untwist all their bends
help up with their gfs

then i go 2 bed
then i wake up again
today ill shower here we go

didnt skip a class
& i aced my test
but i smoked a pack n half

My lighter's my bff
our friendship will never end

so i go home
wit the good news
i got an 'A' i yell to my mother

i don care you're a stupid whore' she calls back to me

so i run away
sleeping on my best friend's couch

she didnt call the cops
No one is looking for me

So i sit and try
real hard not to cry
I'm almost alone here in this world

-END-
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That stuff is really good only 2 but still really good stuff....
i will look forward to your poems...

ur works good , i like the 3rd one best , keep it up :)

to my dad

PAST TO PRESENT

Whatever happened to
The me and you that everyone knew?
THe ones who had fun
The ones who got it on in the pit

Whatever happened to
New tattoos and silver piercings
Why are we wearing these
Designer brand clothes
Custom made white gold

Whatever happened to
Bondage straps and kurdt cobain
Not all we've got.......
well i'ts pretty lame

And now i can see
that we're all pretending it's true
I don't love you anymore
All the memories unfold

I want to love you again...

And now all i want
is for us to be me and you again

All iwant is
to be like us again

I don't know who we fucking are anymore


So lets change back.
-end-

I LOVE YOU DAD! mom, u can kiss my ass.

dru i loved your poems ...id like to see some more please !!!!

beautiful.

Already Wasted is my fav so far....

More, give me more.

this is a little short story... thingy that i wrote about my exgirlfriend

Hair so black it's almost blue. But not dyed like everyone else. Long and sleek it falls to the middle of the back. Intimidating to those who do not know her. Pierced eyebrow, lip, tounge, and nose. A tatoo of a heart with a flower and a cloud adornes her pale skinned shoulder. Hard to forget but everyone does. She speaks her mind, but manages to still pass as polite. Moved from the cold snows of Conneticut to the fiery sun of Florida... away from me, away from me.

Came up a few weeks ago. Saw each other for the first time in months. She's lost weight again, and barely any fat clings to her already slim, uncurved, flat frame. We kiss and rejoyce in each other, but still feeling the deep remorse at the loss of my great-grandmother. Tears fall into the puddle of spilt soda nad beer. We go outside to escape the madness of Great-Grandma Cone's post funeral party.

Inside the bar, tears are spilt, but in my mother's car, peals of laughter can be heard as we reunite. Loud music plays, the kind out would hear on Headbangers Ball or Uranium, well if you listen to corperate music stations. Then, a channel change, the music is softer now, but still loud enough and angry enough to make the nearby adults think that we are touched in the head.

She brought me a present to represent our loss of innocence. Shine and a little bit of colour. If someone where to stand outside with and ear pressed to the window, they would hear one of the sounds for loss of innnocence, the click of a lighter, some coughs, and then the random disscusion of dirty socks.

She's gone back to the constant sunshine of Florida, leaving me shrouded in my loving darkness and cold.

Everytime i see my baby girl, innocence is lost. She takes a peice of me, not of my heart mind you, she takes a piece of my innocence and adds it to her wonderus life. If she where to die right this second, right now, the only thing left would be all she's taken from others.

She's like a vampire lusting for love and innocence.

-end-

Wow I like the also. Welcome to the form .
Rose

This is a short story i wrote for English class in 8th grade. MEMO: this story is based on a classic image of vampires, but minus the sun burning thing. what i mean by classic is like, changed by being bitten, like that sorta thing.


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A Brief Look At Death

You watch out your window a few hours past dawn as i trudge down the street, hands gloved, avoiding direct sunlight and pulling my hood down past my nose. You mutter something about paranoia and crazy teenages.

My head snaps up in your direction as if i heard you, and my hood falls back, revealing skin whiter than white, and eyes the amber colour of a wolf's. You also notice that i am wearing headphones, and you can hear, behind closed doors and windows, an echo of the sound emitting from them, so there is no way i could have heard you. You look away from the window when your son enters the room, and when you glance back out the window i have already crossed the street, and a few othershave joined me.

ANd that is all you will ever see of a true child of darkness, a glimpse here and there, maybe even a hello if you are brave... or stupid enough.

Because, you see, most vampires do not see mortals as prey exactly, certianly not as equals, more like predecessors, how you see cavemen. What we would have been were it not for our evolution, the night we traded blood for blood and mortality for immortality.

We walk among you unnoticed by most, except for the occasional human who obsesses over us, reading any vampire book they can lay their greasy human paws on. But even our loyal band of followers cannot be there for us, because once they find us, they usually become on of us, or become frightened and find a new obbsession. So we only have our brothers and sisters, and other children of darkness to care for. Except, that is, for the lucky ones, the ones like me, who are changed at a young age, and still manage to have human friends and family, who are easily deceived into thinking that we are the same living people they knew.

But we will never be the same. The darkness calls to us and we will heed the call. We will shirk our old life of skulking and moping, and embrace our destiny, one void of death.

We will linger on until our world's end. Until your world and our world merge and destroy each other. Then, and only then, will we have true peace, only then will we breathe again. But until that day we must linger on, watching the world go past us, ready to break, ready to fall, but forever holding on to whatever we may find, holding, delaying, fighting, strengthening...

living.

::*End*::

BRING ME:
Cant bring myself to run away
Can't bring myself to leave today
Don't know what's keeping me here
But it's not love...
It's not love.

Can't bring myself to leave.
Can never bring myself to leave.
Just wanna leave
Just want to be invisable

Leace me alone so i can bring myself to leave
Can't bring myself to...

leave.

Don't know what's keeping me here.
But it's not love
not love

Why can't i leave?
Got no reason to stay
What hope is left inside?
Nothing left inside.

Still can't leave.
Haven't brung myself to go.
No one sees my point of
viewing my life passing me
buying time

Short on cash and out of time to live
Can't bring myself to leave
Dunno what's keeping me here...
Bring me to...
Bring me to live
Bring me to leave.

No lov ehere...
bring me to...

leave.

HUMAN LIES
He said,
Don't worry for just a little bit
She said,
Don't go there you're just a stupid bint
I went,
He lied
All I feel emptyness inside
All pain, no gain...
future therapy bill piles high
He said,
So sorry
She said i told you so
I said
Goodbye
No amount of happiness, is mine

No more,
no more,
no more abuse in my life
I wont, hurt my kids
I wont, touch my friends.

They lied
All those years ago
She's never hit me as far as i know
He's always standing passivly
She's always been the aggressive one
They lied
They lied
They lied
and i died.

Not metaphorical,
completely literal
no pulse
no breathing
all carbon dioxide
all bleeding
all drugs
all acohol in my veins

My veins, so blue
blue like the colour of her eyes
like ice
like water
like all that i do not desire
my face
turns purple
as i scream with a undefeated passion silently in my heart

your pantomime motions
you are naught but a puppet on her strings
I thought, you'd save me
who do i turn to now?

my ashes
my tears
my life, it isn't


{spoken}
My life is like the weeping willow
Sways and cries and understands naught but misery
Thick and strong, holding ground
waiting for the carpenter to saw me down
{end spoken}

He said,
Come on i love you
She said
Oh fuck you
I said
Goodbye
and ran outside onto the line
in my heart breaking slowly as i stand alone
in this world filled with hatred and arrogance
suits her well
so perfect
i will return for you...
i will return...

who are you?

Suicide Orgy
Ooh baby
One the bathroom floor
the blood goes
drip drip
the blood goes
drip drip
Your blood
my lips
Kissing your wounded
fingertips
My blood
Your veins
pumping strong
going insane
Spectators go
run far away
running running
DRIP DRIP
running running
DRIP DRIP
Ooh baby
on the bathroom floor
mixed up blood
drip drip
My blood
Your lips
Your blood
My viens
PUMP PUMP
Ooh baby on the
bathroom floor
Ooh baby
We bleed

One Day
One day
Baby you and me
We'll be human
one day
One day
Baby you and me
We'll be happy
Until that day
Baby you and me
We'll be dead
Dead together
Ashes mingled
In the same urn
Dead as a doorknob
BUT one day
baby you and me
we'll be free
of this porcelin chamber
Ashes mixed
Ashes mingled
One day
Baby we'll breathe
Crack crack crack
A crack runs through the side
smash smash smash
We are free today
Baby you and me
The ashes swirl
The ashes seperate
The ashes form bodies
One day
is TODAY
Today
Baby you and me
Today we're free.
Today
baby you and me
Today we're alive
Today
baby you and me
today baby we're human
ASHES
mingled
ASHES
mixed
ASHES placed under
that upside down
CRUCIFIX
Ashes to ashes
dust to dust
We are the ashes
We are the dust
We are alive
ONE DAY
baby you and me
We are so happy

Wild
You make me
wild
You make me
crazy
Not afraid to say it
drunk off the blood
And one day, someday
First chance i get
I'm gonna make you wild
I'm gonna make you animalistic
I'm gonna make you scream
Can't wait to make you wild
You make me wild
Gotta return the favor
Gotta remember the taste
Have to remember the smells
First chance baby
With that music on
First chance baby
I'm gonna make you wild
With that music on
We'll have
choruses filled with screaming
and verses soley of blood and passion
Gotta make you wild
And the bridge
the bridge is unspeakable
I can't put it into words
CAN'T stop the words
I'm drunk off your blood
Ooh baby right now
Oooh baby gotta make you crazy
First chance i get
Gonna make you wild
Gonna make you animalistic
First chance i get baby
So get ready
Get set
Get wild
Gonna make you wild
I watch your
Every move
Studying how
to make you wild
Studying a forbidden art
Studying and studying
All for you
Studying how to make you
wild.

Magic Marker Maggie
One night
Maggie was sitting home
just got off the telephone
decided to fall in love

She made a list
list of prospects
Dropped a pen
on the name of a boy she's known for years

That was the day that Maggie magic-markered
"Lawrence" on her leg. Plain old Maggie became
Magic Marker Maggie
Confessing her love through Magic Marker scrawl
and Magic Marker block letters
Magic Marker Maggie
Magic Marker Maggie

She called him on the telephone
Said "Come right over"
He said "Hell no!"

That was the day Magic Marker Maggie
X'ed his name off in a different shade and
dropped the pen again
On the name of a boy she'd known for years

That was the day that Maggie magic-markered
"David" on her lips. Plain old Maggie became
Magic Marker Maggie
Confessing her love through Magic Marker scrawl
and Magic Marker block letters
Magic Marker Maggie
Magic Marker Maggie

By the time the night was through
Maggie was through
Magic Marker Maggie didn't know what to do
Magic Marker Maggie was confused

Every inch of her body
Magic markered inand out of love
Names and X's covered her and she didn't know what to do
Magic Marker Maggie... was through

That was the day that Maggie magic-markered
"Sam" on her arm. Plain old Maggie became
Magic Marker Maggie
Confessing her love through Magic Marker scrawl
and Magic Marker block letters
Magic Marker Maggie
Magic Marker Maggie

That was the day that Maggie magic-markered
"Chris" on her arse. Plain old Maggie became
Magic Marker Maggie
Confessing her love through Magic Marker scrawl
and Magic Marker block letters
Magic Marker Maggie
Magic Marker Maggie

Magic Marker Maggie
Magic Marker Maggie
Was not a pretty girle
Magic Marker Maggie
Was not a witty girl
Magic Marker Maggie
Is gone


SOME OF MY THOUGHTS:
I stand alone and i don't know why.
I want to fix everyone's problems and i can fix, or at least offer guidance for most, but when it comes to the big problems, ones that i will not mention but if you go to my school and know my friends you should know what i'm talking about. I feel the need to fix everyone elses problems, and that my own problems are last in the long list of things to fix.
I feel like the maid, the minute i've cleaned everything, someone busts in and fucks it all up again.
I just want everyone to be happy. Because i was told that if i touched other peoples lives, they would touch mine. But so far all i've done is try and help people, try and understand, but all that has happened is that my grades have suffered, i've gotten in trouble with the police, i've fallen in love three times and currently am in love with someone nobody would expect.
I cannot feel myself.

the blood is not flowing
the circulation cut off by invisible hands
with invisible ropes
invisible knives and
invisible tools of torture
Seeing is not beliveing because something is killing me and i do not know what

i cant see it or taste it or smell it, but God do i feel it. Red hot knives stab into my ribcage and hips
Invisible ropes trip me and wrap around my ankles
Invisible hands beat me and get me to the point of death when suddenly

they're gone.
to return the second i've healed
to return the second i think i've fixed things
to return

PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE

but these invisible hands and their tools of torture always seem to come back to me and for that i am grateful despite the pain

despite the paranioa now embedded in me
despite the invisible scars that only my eyes can see
despite this feeling of desperation...

i am grateful because they always come back...

but i would rather be grateful that one of you never left my side
that one of you loved me as much as i love you

i would die for most of you
yes that's right
your life is worth more than mine

but only a handful of the most that i would die for would even
CONSIDER
laying their life on the line for me

because i am invisible
i am the invisible hands
i am the invisible knives
and ropes
and tools of tourture

and i need my knight in rusted cold armor to stagger up to me with a broken leg and ribs...

so that he or she can save me and i do the same for him or her.

Where are you knight? i have been searching for you all my life but never moving for i am lost
and when you are lost you are to stay where you are so that someone will find you. I've been lost for 15 years and counting. How long will i wait to be found?


MORE THOUGHTS:hate is an emotion. that can only be felt for one person.

yourself.

And right now... i've seen myself in someone. that i don't ever want to be. and i'm sick of running.

i want to come home. But there is nobody waiting for me. And that just isn't how i want to be

i was having such a good day. and now i can barely breathe. DONT TALK TO ME LIKE I"M CRAZY! I'M SICK OF JUST EVERYTHING. I'M GOING TO GROW UP TO BE A FAILURE. I'm going to be the older sister nobody talks about. The one who wreaks havoc when she spins into town. I'm going to be the girl who punches her most recent fling at the 10 year reunion and grabs the nearest female and kisses her before storming out.

I'm going to ruin everyone's lives. And after that? I'm going to run away. Be just one more drug addict living in a flat in london.

YOU NEVER KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME! YOU'VE NEVER UNDERSTOOD! EVERYTIME THIS HAPPENS SOMEONE GETS HURT AND IT'S ALWAYS ME. I'm sick of cutting myself open everytime i think too hard. I'm sick of being that girl. I'M SICK OF HIDING.

I NEVER expected you to understand. I just expected you to be around when things got worse. AND NOBODY WAS THERE. i am ALWAYS there to help. To listen. To mend and to fix. I butt into other peoples lives because i think they deserve the help. DO I NOT DESERVE HELP? AM I THAT BAD A PERSON THAT YOU CANNOT EXTEND YOUR HAND TO PULL ME UP WHEN I'VE PUSHED MYSELF DOWN AGAIN?! I never expected anyone to help me. But i didn't think i'd get what i ordered. Someone was usually THERE just to listen to me... but they're gone.

And i'm fading away. I've been lying to all of you once again. I've been hurting myself again. And i am so tired of this pain... i am so tired of everything but i'm not that selfish. I'm not smart enough to just end it now. I'm stupid so i'll keep on living. But only for so long.

A cat only has nine lives. I've used up more than my share as it is.

THINGS GIRLS WANT GUYS TO KNOW:
things we wish guys knew….

We aren’t mind readers, and neither are you, so just say it.

Getting high, although fun, is a bit of a turnoff cause you're all so stupid when high

It never hurts to work out.

If we ask u a question, we dont want the truth we want u to tell us what we wanna hear

“Fine” or “whatever” is an appropriate end to a conversation

If you want sex, just ask.

Don't expect sex whenever you ask tho... only about 99.5% of the time

Only models are able to wear most of the stuff you see in fashion magazines.

No girl will complain to come home to you in jeans and a teeshirt with a vaccum, cleaning.

You do need a condom.

Guys look silly naked, so start worring.

Sharing your deepest feelings in no way guarantees reciprocity.

We are all kinky and willing to try anything that you may enjoy, just let us know.

Every so often no matter whether it is true or not remind us that we are the prettiest girl you've been with.

If were not getting love we’ll start looking…(haha…just kidding…psych…I’m dead serious)

The worst thing ever is to watch a guy touch himself.

Most of the time when I fantasize it is about another person.

If you, the guy, make out with another guy in our presence, we won't consider this cheating... in fact, we want you to do this

We woun't be flattered or grossed out if you get an erection when dancing with us. All you need is Friction.

Porn…hmmm…Porn. Watching porn is like breathing it would just be wrong to ask us to stop.

We masturbate, usually more when we are in a relationship, can’t explain it but it is just fact.

Giving head is usually a bad idea

We are conservationists at heart, water is our biggest love, so shower with us.

There are three acceptable ways to wake up: (1) You on top of us. (2) Sex (3) Some sort of breakfast.

We love action flicks and scary movies, gives us an excuse to cling to you

we can hold it against you if you cry after sports movies or “Old yeller.”

“The game is on” is an acceptable excuse to avoid any non-serious conversation.

Any harsh contact with the female body will be considered abuse, unless specifically called for

You’re probably not as funny as you think.

Uma Therman is NOT HOT. get over her and go jack off to Lindsey Lohan like a normal human being.

Our period is hell. Don't piss us off.

Cooking makes a guy more attractive, unless it involves a grill or a microwave.

You can’t get mad if we refuse to hook up your “ugly friend” with one of our friends.

If we want to take pictures of u kissing other guys its cause it makes us hott.

The red light means the video camera is off.

Whip cream and chocolate syrup are not just condiments for ice cream

Nothing you will ever do will entitle you to operate the remote control. (Unless operating means handing it to us.)

Critiquing our driving is only second to critiquing our love making.

Girls nights are sacred... if we answer questions you will be castrated.

If we ask you to go shopping, we have entertained the idea of having sex in a dressing room and are still considering it.