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__Schisima__
Let's see if someone can analyze it.

Okay so it starts out in a bathroom, and I try to leave but the door is locked. Then I go to the stalls and there's a crudely printed sign in scribbly writing, as if a five year old did it. It says "Hand jobs, 5 cents ~Jesus" and below it is a diagram of pillars, like some carefully drawn diagram, and the word "Hierophant" which I think has to do with tarot but I'm not sure.

So then I go into the bathroom and where the toilet would be is a gaping hole, like someone smashed it in and scraped out a little hovel. So I go down into it to find a set of stairs, like spiral stairs that lead down to a toilet, not a normal one but huge, painted platinum with red carvings and symbols, and spikes on the seat where you would normally sit down.

Then in walks jesus, in a dirty grey robe and his hair all scraggly with an old hat on top, he looks like a hobo and he's pushing a shopping cart behind him full of lightbulbs. He says "I have an idea." He removes the hat to reveal a hole, he grabs a lightbulb and carefully screws it into the hole. It flickers once and explodes and he starts crying. I walk up and try to help him by handing him another lightbulb, he smiles and hands me a nickel.

So I say "No, you don't have to." And I hand him the nickel back and he starts grabbing my crotch, like excessively hard, trying to give me a "handjob" apparently. I kick him back and he gets enraged, he says "This is my body." and he undresses down to nothing and starts laughing aloud, as if he's having some sort of sexual excitement inside.

And then I look inside the toilet, and there's like hair and bone and teeth and blood, like some blended up human soup, as well as tumor fragments and dead white moths. I get really freaked out and I flush it, pushing the handle down.

Then Jesus says "Do unto others what has been done to me." and he grabs me, gags me and binds me to the toilet. He starts raping me heavily, sodomizing and jamming himself into me, and then his eyes turn total black, no pupils, and his eyes widen like some sort of bizaare alien eyes, almost shaped like those of a fly. Then he says "This is my blood." and he thrusts harder into me, so hard that we're both bleeding.

Then I break down, he breaks me down and I turn to human soup, and he pours me down into that platinum toilet. And he opens his mouth and there's like pins and rusted metal and broken glass where his teeth should be.

Then it sort of fades out, and I'm in the bathroom again, but it's normal now save for Jesus, who is now passed out and lying on his side on the floor naked. Then I hear an intercom go off in the background, and in some broken static voice starts saying "Do unto others what has been done to you. Do unto others what has been done to you. Do unto others..."

And then I wake up. What the hell is it supposed to mean?
Verzen
First of all, the message is relying that what has been done to you should be done to others. It is quite interesting since I came up with that quote long ago, to mock the actual "do unto others as you would have them do unto you". It indicates (to me) that someone has been raped, and are now raping others to present others with his pain. It could mean the same thing, but often dreams are not ment to follow a linear path. I would need to know more about your past to get more of an understanding
__Schisima__
Well in the essence of religion, I'm agnostic although I grew up in a heavily christian family. My grandmother has a plaque above her door that says "Do unto others" and so on so that's where I had originally seen it though I'd never drawn in the full effect of those words.

As far as the "this is my body" input I remember hearing that in church years ago and always found it somewhat grotesque that we are in essence eating god's flesh in some ritualistic fashion.

Also, I've never been raped or known someone who has been, although there has been a lot of domestic violence in my family, particularly with my father.
BlutEngel
Mean?

I know alot of people belive that dreams are like predictions...
If you are asking advice of anykind mine is call it a nightmare (It dosent sound to happy) or a dream and go about you daly life.

It was a rather intersting read I must say. Totaly unexpexted. Ive never had dreams with such realism and if I have ive never rememberd them.
Im also suprised that you can remember it in such great detail.
I usualy forget mine within 30 Mins of waking... Shame realy

And as for the 'Do unto others as they do unto you'. It has been spoken many many times. Lots of people have made it realising the sense behind it compared to the Christian version.
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