I'm going though my own self dicovery, life long, & now at a cross roads. I'm questioning my own strenghts, gifts & perception of self. What I once thought was a good thing( my reading & energy work) , I'm now wondering if I've been feeding all along?

I think only you can decide that - for me it's all a matter of perception anyway. Maybe just have a good old read of other people's posts here, you can learn a lot from other people's experiences.

life is just a reflection and anything you say or do is just a refracted picture of your experiences so dont worry about strengths or weaknesses. whenever you examine yourself in life you define this ideal image and try to contort that over who you really are which is prolly a completely different person basically dont try to make a complete spin just keep yourself in check and change will come through a natural progression.