...well it's hard to not be. I am just so afraid that I will do something that is not pleasing for others...it is really hard to explain, and it is kind of ridiculous really...
thank you for your kind words, but I don't know if I am that talented...it is just me my life and my thoughts...in other words it is just mind games...

in other words life lol. Yuui, don't try to please your readers, please yourself. If you are happy with what you do, than others will be too.

yea well I do not really know what it is that makes me happy...cause I do not know happiness...

:ol_sad: That's too bad....

I guess...

Everyone should know what happiness is, even if the moment itself is breif.

*smiles some* well that's a nice thought...my friend.

I try to be optmistic, or atleast more so. It's not so easy, but if I can get a smile from you, then I must be doing something right. *smiles*

alright!nice&short and to the point..
the flow is spectacular!*hugs* :punk: cool.

mm...well maybe you are. it's just good to know that some one cares so much that they are willing to try to make someone hum...feel better about themself...thank you Ummei

...mm true...thank you so very much my dear friend
it means so much to me that you like it...

No need to thank me. I just like to cheer people up.

but I do need to thank you... you see if I don't you wont know if I appreciate what you say or do...

*smiles* Well I must bid my adieu until tomorrow. You have a good night my friend.

Adieu then my friend...and have a sweet sleep.

*smiles* Any new works for the world to enjoy?

well I have one poem...but it is...hum not that good.

HELLLLOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! Oh dont be so silly your stuff is never bad! They always have that something that I do not know what it is yet is still so delicious! Come on give us the poem!

hey, there...

well I guess I just don't want you all to get the wrong idea, about me...

Hey baby *drops in and plants a kiss on her cheek*
Never be afried of what people think. People think all the time. Some times good some bad. You have to take them both. Dosen't mean you have to except them. *smile*
And where your friends. feel comfortable okay. Do what you want to do. don't ever feel preassured okay.
Here's a hint for you hun. It dosen't matter what other people think.. All that matters is what you think about yourself. As long as you know the truth. Nothing else matters.
Love you lots,
~Adora~

She is right. Don't be afraid.

such a sad state for me...not being able to visit more frequently...Tsk tsk...

mm...well I am just getting to know myself, so what others think is in a way almost all I have...it's hard to explain, so I wont even try to. but thank you for such given kindness my friend. it means a lot.

Ummei: thank you my friend...

Donavan: *smiles some* well that you come to my thread at all is more then I can ask for...don't be sad, it isn't like the thread is going any where, don't you worry so much, it makes life easier, ne?

. . .. *looks around to see no new works* aww poopie!

sorry...

not sorry

not sorry?

His echoing voice is calling her name
As the illusions crawl in-under his skin
Convulsing…clutching the sheets
While his sinful dreams run through his bloodstream
He try’s to kill the guilt-trip with begging moans
As his pules is raging for her touching fingers
Making him scream for that burning release

With velvet touches she moves inside him
Finding his neck, with her wet taunting trails
Torturing his mind with softly chanted evocations
In the likes of the mist she dances above his throbbing body
Smiling as he tries to reach the end
With calling prayers in her name
Like a demon she swirls her tongue making him din for more

Weeping he is turning inside out, losing the control
As she lights a frenzy inside his visions
Imageries floating in fast desperate beats
His end is closing in
As she encircles the lited universal encounter
He is melted into a roaring storm ramming a heavenly coalition
Within her magic dream-webs

Breathing heavily he whirls her under
Gazing into her glowing eyes
Finding her lips, with embracing grace
As the pulsing after burn becomes a sweet sleepiness
Enfolding each other into blankets
The moon captivates their remains in a sliver-blue reflection
Through the glass-wall…



I hope that no one will get the wrong image of me...

I think he means dont' be sorry.

And friend, I know how it feels to find yourself, but don't make the mistake of basing it on what other people think of you. Find yourself from the inside, it's a long and hard journey, but if you know yourself from you, it's just more reassuring.

And lastly, I do not judge oneself on a poem that is written. It is a beautiful poem, and probably one of the hardest things to capture in words. Great job. *smiles*

wow yuui..that was good..like it came from
a well writtin book or somthing.if tis was
a book id shure hell would buy it!*smiles*

loved it

what exactly would the wrong image be? I will see what I see as I have always seen what I see in you...each moment is merely a passing moment where words are our only communication

Buddha don’t ask questions I am not willing to answer, pleas…

CSAsniper00: thank you so very much for such kindness, it means a lot.

BD: *smiles* you think? mm…thank you so very much, my friend.
I really don’t know what else to say…I guess wasn’t expecting such words
thank you

Ummei: mm…okay
I know…
hum…okay. …well I just wrote it, I wouldn’t know if it is hard or not
you know words are all I have.

actually it was rhetorical in a question...what may seem wrong to you may not be for me..so without knowing what your image of what would be wrong is..then I don't think I would really know if what I was thinking was the wrong image you speak of...but with that said I really enjoyed your last words ere

okay...thanks for explaining it to me...
thank you, it is very kind of you to tell me, it means a lot.

you know I will always tell you..hope you know me better than that

maybe I do, I just don't want to take people for granted
so I don’t expect thing’s to happen/be in a surten way
cause that is not right towards anyone…

yes yes..you have always been so wise..I appreciate your wisdom always

*softly laughs* wise? me? no I am not wise. it is just ethics, my friend

hmmm...maybe not compared to some you may compare yourself to..but wise you are...I know you know much..as far as life is concerned...wiser in many things you are more than me

mm...well to know much, to have knowledge about life doesn't make you wise.... to be wise is to understand that which you know, ne?
you see if you take a man ruling a country, like Bush or Göran Persson (the Swedish prime minister) they know a lot about a lot. but do they understand the course of their actions? although they know what they can do, do they ever understand what they are doing? that is wisdom...to know and understand what you are doing and how it connects with everything else...and like I said I can't claim that I do know and understand. in time though I think I will, no I know I will... but then again what is time?

lol..I think you reinforce my point of you being wise very well..take what you just said and think of it coming from someone else and I gaurentee you would think them wise...

mm...maybe, maybe not.
cause in the end it is just words about knowing, ne? and where does my understanding of what I know come across? no my friend, I can't say that I am wise, or anyone else that would have said that which I said.

well it is only a matter of understanding

*smiles* something like that...

I love it when you smile

mm...you do, hu?

yes i do very much

mm...well I do not know what to say to that.

just smile and all the world will be right