It's just how I think..Anyway...you're welcome ^_^

*smiles some* I know, I know...mm thank you, Ummei
you are a good friend...

Above the frozen oceans glimmer...lited by the moon
The first flakes fall in to my palm
melting away...Becoming falling drops
between our naked feet, in to the dark sky
Becoming glowing stars, while our closeness become closer
in our constantly shining-blue-skin
Hands entangling, tenderly conceiving flares...as we love
as we love...love...with so softly laid silence...

I do not know what to say

*bits my lip, trying not to smile* I guess I kind of deserved that...
though I have really no idea of what to replay...don't really know if it is a good thing or not, that is you not knowing what to say. maybe you can tell me one day? hum or you just saying it to make me confused and start to ramble like this...*smiles* nah, you aren't that devious...hem or are you? *looks really confused now* I am really turning this all inside out, aren't I? when it probably just means that you don't know what to say...*sighs* any ways I guess thank you for wasting words on me and my thread, although I am not sure what you are implying with them...I just stop babbling now, and go to bed, I think. hum yea well I guess see you around, and sorry for this hem...sorry for not making any sense, I guess...but you know it is all your own fault, cause you are confusing me. you always confuse me...*glares out the window* well it isn't your fault really, it is mine....always mine...always...well any ways *smiles some* thanks and good night/good morning or whatever it will be....

It does make sense. I don't really know what to say about it either, but thus i'm not in a talkitive mood.

at least buddha is talking to you! he stopped talking to me.
*poofs into dragon forms crying in the snow alone*

Ummie: then I guess it is a good thing, hem I think...
*smiles some* I take it as a good thing, my friend.
it’s okay, you know. thank you though for giving me a replay anyway.

QUOTE (blackdragon @ Nov 24 2004, 03:32 AM)

at least buddha is talking to you! he stopped talking to me.
*poofs into dragon forms crying in the snow alone*

*settles down beside dragon* nah not really my dear
we kind of agreed no to...or more or less I told him we shouldn’t
*smiles some* any ways, don’t worry...you will see in no time you will be talking to him again
he likes you...and he cares. that’s the good thing about him, you know
you’ll know maybe he has things on his mind, you never know...or he is helping someone, that is the way he is you know. and he is good at it, I think...well any way my friend, he will be talking with you soon again. he isn’t the type that just stops talking to you...maybe I shouldn’t be the one to tell ya, cause he will probably tell you himself... so how is life otherwise my dear?

Hi,
I did not have the pleasure of reading your older writings, but I have to say, Blue Dream is very beautiful.

um..hehe can you repeat that?...lol..wow...I didn't really realize anyone here really knew me like that...so forever special you always are to me Yuui..and yes..I am still talking to miss Dragon

Star_69: mm...well my older works weren't much to read any way. and thank you for such kindness. it means a lot.

Buddha: repeat what? hem...I guess I know you that hem...well. oh! special? that is very kindly said...*smiles some* I don't know what to say.
and I know that you are still talking to miss dragon, she just didn't know it...

*sniff sniff*
well...i....i just wanted to ask him if he got my pics in the mail.
and he....he egnores me!*sniff*maybe i did somthing wrong..or somthin.
---
well...*sits up straight*i think everything is ok..just
me and grams for thanksgiving..drinkin and eatin.
---
what u doin?

*smiles a little* it isn’t your fault my dear...don’t think like that. just ask him, and he will tell you why he didn’t give you a answer when you asked him. like I said he is a good guy...

well that’s good to hear, my friend...

me? Not much, talking to a friend, that needs my advice. Well more or less she wants me to feel sorry for her, but I know that it isn’t what she needs...so I tell her what she doesn’t wants to hear. *smiles* other wise I looking out through my window...seeing the snow, how it storming-ly frenetically try’s to find a place to land up on...to bad though that the moon can’t be seen, it is to cloudy, you know. and yea well I am trying to understand what Buddha is trying to say with his confusing words...*smiles* does he talk like that with you too? you know say’s something and you aren’t sure if he means this or that?
I think I am getting to talky now, so I will stop... but I’ll see you around, ne?

hello again...im a tad sick...throat hurts and im just not feeling too well...and im lonely...i need a loved one....

I am sorry to hear that you are sick...I hope you get well soon, my friend.
....a loved one?

[quote=Yuui,Nov 23 2004, 03:35 PM]
Above the frozen oceans glimmer...lited by the moon
The first flakes fall in to my palm
melting away...Becoming falling drops
between our naked feet, in to the dark sky
Becoming glowing stars, while our closeness become closer
in our constantly shining-blue-skin
Hands entangling, tenderly conceiving flares...as we love
as we love...love...with so softly laid silence...

[/quote

[I]Shadows fall to the depth and the rustling of the wind pulls the water forward till it crush's on the sure. just and only to be seen by the moons eye. Still pictures float upon the ocean,, left me with the feeling like when you just walked on some one who was having a deep and meaningfull moment with another person. still warm and senusal brillance none the less.

winter come's and forms underneath the raging snow. violent fights of nature hurt the eyes. soften only in the candles light in a it's reflection stands a ghost of distance, a king in a armer of dust and as he tastes the silence of his neglect. he can only whisper respect as he fades away to nothing..

the streams halt their flowing
and the wind stops its blowing
flowers wilt and inexorably fade
with a song, your heart it bade
sunset painted across the sky
time froze without knowing why
and the gentle rhythm beating
is what made me keep believing

to you.. my dear yuui..

Escape: my king no neglect has been committed...sometimes silence is needed, sometimes it has a purpose...sometimes words are hard to find.
I wish I had them...words...so I could give you a answer in the way of the glowing lights, outside my window. but I am afraid, that I have non to give...I am empty handed this time around...
and right now it feels like a crime, cause you have given me words that fills my eye with tears...of warmth, that fill that which for the most is cold...and so very empty. Please forgive me...for my inability to give you what I have received...



oh Astarael! I do not deserve such entirely warm kindness.
what can I ever give that will return that which you have given me?
I only have my small words, nothing of greatness, like you possess...
my deepest, deepest thanks, though I give you. and if you find anything that you want in return, then tell me and I will try to give it to you...

yuui,
and u think no one cares about you.
and one day u find somthing special from someone
in your thread..u silly. :ph34r: :banana00:

Hello my friend. Just stopping by for a friendly hello. ^_^

Blackdargon: mm...yea well I have a hard time believing it myself.

Ummei: hey...what have you been up too lately?


There is only one...
and if he doesn’t exist
...then there will be no one...

Blue Lights

I didn’t know that words could be so hard
so shapeless and cold
as they have become...under the eyelids of my closed eyes
frozen like the parts of my shell
I’ve ended up on the same street...dear memory lane...

Soaking wet, shaking and stumbling
cause the beauty of the nightmares still pull my strings
and I cry...weep tears that were meant for yesteryears...

I press down my eyelids a little more...a little harder
and hope for your arms to find their way around my waist
...to clinch me close...to your heat
melt me into human function...give me a beating heart
kiss my neck...and save from all the monsters inside my head

...the blue light begins to fade
and the lonely harshness begins to fill my room
singing words of long lasting fragments...and I curl
when your whispers reach my ear...in a low-pitched voice...
arms pulling me in. Making me pulse...for the first time, inside...

Yes a loved one...a companion....*tears* yeah im kinda lonely..... :ph34r:

oh! that’s very kind of you to say, my friend...very kind
but perhaps to easily given....I’m sorry that I can’t find words that would make the loneliness go away...maybe if I had the time *sighs* but as it is I have non...*smiles* at least I got some sleep this night...sorry for my babbling, my friend. and thank you for your kindness in your replay. it means maybe to much, for my own good, but still thank you...

wow my dear Yuui you have such talent in you alas! if only I could have a little of your light so blue, yet reading such inspiring work is good for me, because it fills up the broken heart.

I apologize...maybe not for a need from you..but for a need from me...

You have an extrodinairy talent...I love this work of art...
Such sadness in your words, yet so very beautiful....
Your words ring very true to me, these really touch my heart...

How very closely I can relate to this.
Again, wonderful work.
I will most definately be back.

Peace to you~
Mourning...
:ph34r:

You are welcome...I see it as a more of a need for me than for you...Yuui....

DeadlyReaper: my friend, you do have it. don’t ever think anything else
I can’t really fin any words to thank you with...but your words means so much
thank you, for such given kindness...

Buddha: no need to apologise...but I am sorry to say, my friend...I can’t
I wish I could give you another answer...but I think it is for the best...

Ravenous: *smiles some* nah not really, I am just ordinary, compared to everyone
else in here...but than you so much for your kindness...I really do not know how to return it...

Donovan: okay...if you say so..

understood..I will wait by the ice bar

I'm sorry...

Haha...yes I do say so....post more masterpieces....I shall await for them!!

don't be...it has been an honor

mm....masterpieces? I think you are a bit confused. it is very kindly said, but my poems are nothing like masterpieces...but thank you so very much, Donovan.



In Blue: I Call Your Name

Blue lights...neon-blue broken flares
Illuminated...in the blue ocean air
I did call out your name...again and again...

Even as the first snow was falling
...I was calling your name...

rending...my eyes could no longer close
while I touched that mirage...claiming to be you
...still calling out your name...
again...and again
I was calling your name...

Frozen... I couldn’t leave you all alone
Blue lights...broken flares
Illuminating my last breath
...I was still calling your name...

mm...okay

the blue lights..ones are good..
so what happened to the happy writings?
is it all gonna be this way for now on..
i mean i dont mind..i like these..i just
wonderin.

it is true they are masterpieces....to me they are and always will be....

Beautiful poems Yuui. Sorry I haven't been around. Last week I wasn't really home at all. Very busy week. What have you been up to?

BD, my friend…I don’t know if any thing of that I write is really happy or have anything to do with happiness. I only write what I see inside, what my mind plays before my eyes. That is really all I do…though maybe my state of being effects my writing….and lately I guess I have only been seeing walls, for some reason…

Thank you so very much, though, for your kind words…they mean more then I could ever come to be able to tell you.

Donovan, Donovan what am I to do with you…*smiles a little*… thank you so very, very much for such kind words. I really do not know what to say…but thank you so much, my friend.

Ummei do not worry, I understand…that you come by at all is a bigger gift then I can return. So thank you for just being here….and thank you so very much for your kind words about my writings…

Well I been mostly studying… have exams on exams right now, and it is kind of a good thing. Leaves me out of reach to think about anything else. For the moment I am just happy that I have time to do this…the reality is that I should really get some sleep…not that I would sleep any way, but it would make mom happy. So yea I guess I am just studying 24/7: minus the few hours I find myself blacking out…

Good luck on your exams. hehe don't forget to get good rest.

Escape: my king no neglect has been committed...sometimes silence is needed, sometimes it has a purpose...sometimes words are hard to find.
I wish I had them...words...so I could give you a answer in the way of the glowing lights, outside my window. but I am afraid, that I have non to give...I am empty handed this time around...
and right now it feels like a crime, cause you have given me words that fills my eye with tears...of warmth, that fill that which for the most is cold...and so very empty. Please forgive me...for my inability to give you what I have received...

Dearest lady of ice, hold not sadness...I've never been able to see the value of silence indeed in the realms of those I care it has given me small favors. But this flaw on my part has slain allot of things I hold dearly....causing them to drift and then finally to be pushed away….I am trying to do better with this inpatient selfishness.

I wish no guilt to have fallen on you dearest kindred. There is no crime here. Tears of warmth:

These tears are your own.
Once they leave you may feel empty,
As do I of my own.

But the warmth is my honest feelings taken by your eyes.
Just reflected in the beautiful complexity you feel.
Indeed dearest you are far from empty.

I now feel like I must explore this flaw you’ve shown me so clearly. A king bow’s raising to find him self bathed in irony for himself has up to now sent only silences for the simple reason that he has find it hard to finish these words.

Many combinations have gone through his head and away none less valued then the other. It would seem I have selfishly used silence completely below the level of my awareness.

You expose much with your present kindred of ice and fire. Escape whispers “I hope to use this gift to better my existence.” Focusing on himself for a few moments escape disappears to be replaced with a pile of bleeding red roses.

good rest yes

*smiles* thank you Ummei…well it seams like I’ll get a lot of rest this weekend. Mom have hidden all my books and wont tell me where they are… She didn’t like the fact that I got some blackouts, she at first wanted me to seek up a doctor. But I really wasn’t in favour of that, cause I told her that I didn’t have the time…well any ways things had their course and now she wont tell me until Monday, where my books are. So yea I will get some sleep…

escape: *sinks down beside the roses…trying to stop the bleeding*
…your silence will not push me away,
all you ever have to do is call my name, send me some words, and I be there.
I don’t see anything wrong, with silence…
I understand the why and the how of silence. Cause there is really no silence or sound.
The one cant be without the other, and they can’t be at the same time.
Therefore do not worry about it… take all the time you need, in silence.
And when you feel that the silence no more is needed
then speak.

In words…floating from one heart to another
…you leave me speechless…my king…my angel of heaven
you are a gift in your being…and I do not know how to return all that you give me…

words that bind me…holds me and tells me all that I don’t see…
I’ll keep them close to my heart…always

Buddha: like I told Ummei; I will get some sleep, cause my mom made it possible. In her little way.
I am glade thought that you give me some words…I was…nah never mind. Thank you so much for the few words you given me…and do not worry, I’ll be fine..

yuui,
eeeeeee.eeeeeeeeee...heehee....ok im ok now.
just boren outa my mind!
:icon9: *meow*hahahaha...mmmmm.
think this not,
for nights bring songs
of whatever will be,
comanding past and present,
to serch beyond the moon
to the papers of poetry.
whatever is thought and felt,
must haunt your every being,
to be wrote in such beauty.

I await for new material....

hehe. Mom's are silly that way, but mean the best.

maybe so, BD, maybe so…thank you so very much, my friend

Donovan: *smiles a little* well I have something, although without any beauty
without ah…I don’t know, it is just not that great that’s all

Ummei: yea I know…

this is where we all fall down
breaking
and take a place among the living
they wane call it home
I just wane find love
and this isn’t the time
the wrong concrete space
careless fractions
I am afraid I’m cracking
shattering…on your surface
so easily done
from the ruff-tops
with wings of pleasure
saying goodbye, with your fingers inside
no more pain
a promise made by screaming my name…

interesting as always..your use of imagery is very good...
sa

oo i like that one.short but good.
oh yeah oh yeah :banana00: *boogies*