logain69
Oct 7 2004, 09:05 PM
when i was 18 i was abusing the powers that i had and cast a spell out of anger that really messed up this persons life. the consequences of my actions was that i was binded and i want to know how i can have this spell reversed so that i can practice at the level that i was at when i was 18.
Sanctuary
Oct 7 2004, 09:38 PM
First of all, lets have a conversation about your past actions, the binding and everything else that goes with it.
Have you tried making amends for your past wrong?
Who Bound you?
Why do you want your skills back?
Let's start there.
logain69
Oct 7 2004, 09:51 PM
i have made amend with the person whom i did wrong to.
it was his aunt that did the binding.
i want my skill back so that i can use my knowledge that i had then and have learned since then to help others on their path and further my path that i have chosen. i know what i did was abuse of my skills and for 3 1/2 years have done nothing but think about my actions. his aunt will not talk to me or him about the past actions that ive done. this is why ive come to others with my problem.
Sanctuary
Oct 7 2004, 10:16 PM
I can't say I disagree with his Aunt for binding you.
Whether or not you can remove the binding will depend on serveral factors.
- How sincere you are about knowing you were wrong and being Genuinely sorrowful of it?
- If the person you attacked forgives you?
- If you forgive yourself?
- How powerful the Aunt is and if she kept up with the binding as overtime the binding spell itself can weaken.
- Was the spell just to bind your powers?
There are several ways to remove it depending on the above... however there is a risk factor to it.
logain69
Oct 7 2004, 10:29 PM
i am very sincere about knowing that i was wrong and have been given forgiveness from him. to this day we are very close friends and will continue to be for a long while. i have forgiven myself over time.
the binding spell was just to bind my powers.
i dont recall how powerful his aunt was and i dont know if she has kept up with the binding.
i dont want to do it if the risk involves hutrin someone involved with this or anyone else.
Sanctuary
Oct 7 2004, 10:35 PM
The only person it risks is you if you break the oath you'd have to make.
It also will not restore the powers you had... only time will do that... you'd have to earn them back a peice at a time.
Think of it as a test.
logain69
Oct 7 2004, 10:38 PM
ok im willing to do this.
what do i have to do?
Sanctuary
Oct 7 2004, 11:21 PM
You will need a waning moon and as luck would have it that's what the moon is right now. (Take your time the moon is waning until the 12th) but there is always next month... this is not a race. You need to take your time with it.
I would recommend firstly that you spend the next few days in quiet contemplation over your past actions, their results on others as well as yourself and quietly mentally prepare. The kick back you'll feel from this is enough to knock you right on you ass.
The main chant you'll have to use is going to have to come from you. I can just give you the guidelines.
Firstly you are going to have to write out everything that happened in the form of a letter to yourself and this other person, including whatever this person did to you that caused your reaction. It might even mean reliving the feelings you had over it.
During this process you'll have to release that anger. You can only release it by saying how what they did made you feel not by attacking them in the letter. You are not to justify what they did to you or what you did to them. It's merely how you feel and how it made you feel. Keep going until you come full circle to today, this moment... express your remorse... the forgiveness is your heart for what they did and what you did to them.
You can, if you wish, have them write a similar letter to you... if you chose that root the same applies to them. No attacking, no justifying actions. Merely the situation and the feelings.
Next you are going to keep these letters on you for no less than 24 hours. Sleep with them under your pillow. Whatever you need to do.
Here comes the hard part. The contract with yourself and the universe.
You are going to write a contract with yourself, yes, that's right. Basically it's going to lay out the 'rules' of your release... essentially you are negotiating. In this contract will be simply put... a oath to yourself about how you are going to use the gifts you’ll be given and a punishment of that binding spell and the three fold law being in full effect should you break your word.
Once you've written the contract you are to write a simple chant that expresses it the best you can.
When all this is in place. Find a spot where you can be alone. Mediate and build your energy.
Outside, Light a white candle, have a large bowl of clean water right by it. (and be away from anything flammable please.) Have another large metal bowl or some kind of bowl that won't catch fire there too. Read the contact out loud. Take all the letters and light them on fire using the candle. Place them in the flame retardant bowl. When the letters are burnt to nothing... poor the water over them and bury them in the ground along with the contract. (Which you don't burn... it's buried intact.)
Lastly, (for this part anyway) spin around nine times counter clockwise as you recite the chant you've created.
That's it. Keep to your word and everything’s fine. Break it and live with the consequences.
There is one last thing I would recommend. At the full moon, perform a blessing spell for the person you injured. Not to take away the karmatic punishment they should endure for what ever they did to you. (If there is karma there.) but merely to help ease the reversal of the harm you caused them.
I hope this helps you. It's going to take a lot of energy to do it. If you are sincere you should feel the effects start right away. If you're not... well nothing's going to happen.
If you have any questions.. just ask.
I wish you luck and a bright future for both you and your friend.
logain69
Oct 7 2004, 11:36 PM
thanks. my friend is coming down from ohio next month so ill be able to do it next month.
if i do forget anything i'll ask.
Sanctuary
Oct 7 2004, 11:40 PM
Anytime. Glad to help.
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