Hmm.. Im not sure if this truely applies to me. But oh well I will give it a shot. I have grown up in a family of extreme christians on one side, outside my immediate family and then witches.. which sum up my mother and siblings... aunts and the related. Actually we have been linear witches.. or whatnot.. My grandmother broke the string but thats besides the point as well. What Im trying to say is that I have grown up around magic practitioners.. (and I know my spelling is horrible.. sorry) I have two sisters.. I am the middle and they studied with me when I was younger.. Of them I have always been the more psychic... and loved the occult and umm... unnormal? more. I have always seen the ghosts and such. and they seem to not have the nack for it. Ghosts dont bother me much anymore but since I moved from my birth place things have picked up speed. For one.. I can do something I never was able to do before.. or I hadnt realized.. I can remote view. Or that's what my friend called it and Im wandering if it is true - I hadnt been to her house in a month.. I'd been visiting family out of town and when I returned I called her and we had been talking and all of a sudden I saw in my head her, where she was standing.. and that her house had been rearranged.. now she has always been into this stuff with me so it didnt freak her out.. she knows more then I do.. and she started screaming and told her mother what I'd said and then asked me where everything was. I told her and was correct on every bit of furniture moved down to where her mother was sitting and that she had a cigerette in one hand and a green glass in the other. I've only been able to do it occationally since.
I didnt think much of it and time passed alot. I saw a Psychic in New Orleans who told me I needed to be careful and put up protections cause I was a very strong psychic and so I thought everything natural and did as was asked. Then I met someone else who reacted strangely to me and said they had to build up protections or something before I could come to her house again cause I was a psychic Vampire. So that is why Im here.. and Im wandering if they were just trying to add to the confusion of my life or were actually right. I've read a few other people's posts and have to say that I'm not afraid of nor does the sun bother me.. Im not pale and never am.. even in the winter... oO?? though I do have to wear sun glasses when leaving any inside/ out of the sun area because my eyes water up and hurt and I cant see for some time.. which I believe happens to most people.. ^^ what else.. I love garlic... ^.^ Yum..blah blah blah... I dont crave blood.. nor get extremely hungry .. anytimes.. I do become more depressed and sometimes sick.. Oo.. when I do not see sertain (spelling?) people and am just around particular people for days. After I was told I was a Psi Vamp I started studying it so I could try to stop it if I was doing anything for I have some what control over my aura when I concentrate and can do somethings. I even tested it at my school to see if I could feed off the aura's I saw but I did not affect but a few people and they seemed to sense it and move away. But I could be mistaken. Any help to clear this up would be appreciated... Sorry its so long. Thanks.. and If there is any thing I need to clear up.. or .. Oo.. questions I need to answer just post them please. I appreciate your help. Really! Anywho.. Thanks..

for starters a word of advice, next time when you post long posts break them up a little to make it easier to read

that out of the way I have to say that its really great to hear of someone who can do stuff like that

about the psivamp, you could be a natural born one which is kinda great but really is something that you should learn to control,
I think that the reason why you couldn't make those ppl feel anything is that most ppl can't feels tuf flike this, actually very few can, mainly just ones that are into this stuff or have some natural ability

next thing, you should avoid draining on purpose if you cant control it right (ppl could pass out if u drained too much),
next reason is that it is actually a sort of psionic attack and it adds to ur karma debt (or something like that)

hope I helped at all :)

Thanks for responding and the advice. I realize that would be much more easier to read if I did that.. sorry.

Do stuff like what? Remote View? Is it truely remote viewing?

umm... A natural born? I dont know what you mean. there are different kinds? o.O
I am trying to learn to control it. ^^ But its not like I can call a PsiVamp question hotline... and I dont trust everything I read on the internet so .... How do you suggest I go about learning how to control it?

I havent tried draining on purpose since then... that I know of... It wasnt conscious if I have since then. Though I do tend to go to the park and swing alot since I was little and my friend gave me the suggestion that perhaps I am feeding off the people around me at the park.. I seem to day dream alot while Im there and just stare, unfocused at the trees... If I am how do I stop that?? Should I just not go to the park anymore? I havent been in a while and truthfully its like a craving so that was why I was so ready to believe her ... theory.

No one has passed out around me... that I remember.. and I dont want anyone starting now. I read the Celestine (sp?) Prophesy. Has anyone heard of it? It's a book mainly about controlling energy.. concidered occult and I was wondering if I should practice it more.. I used to concentrate on the plants around me like one of the lesson's in the book and feel more energized after wards. But I was in the park that time as well so I dont know if I was doing better or worse.

Anywho.. Thank you soooo much for your help escoban!

Well I think it is remote viewing but it could also be telephatic or soemthing, since ur friend knew where everything was and you read their mind...

a natural born si someone who has this abilities from birth or one that starts showing them without training
there are psivamps like me that learned to manipulate psi and just drain it from ppl for reasons known to them :)

anyway if ur a natural it's a bit harder, I suggest you read soem fo the articles at www.psipog.net, everything written there actually works :D


to stop urself from draining unintentially I suggest you build a shield and programming it to stop you from intakeing energy you are not willingly draining (the howto is on that site, much nicer one than what I could make)

about the park, well fi u are what I think u are then it is very likely that you drain the ppl arround you, anywhere, but it might from some reason happen especially at the park...

I do not know you in person
but you do not seem to be a psi vamp. just a strong emathic connection to some one. it was one of the basic levels of a new awakening level within empathic abilities. (some people miscontrew as psi vamp) you had a Out of body experience. also known or described as side stepping.(psychicaly half your essence travels to said location and looks about as the other half stays in your body relaying) as you learn to master your mind and emotions you will find that you will beable to do this at will.
this is but apart of astral work, an aspect of projection ect. (due to empathic responces to desires ect..) your subconcience sent you there.

((Note for Moderator...I suggest this should be moved to the magic section))


I see no psychic vamperism just fear within you. let go what they have said to you and trust your heart and who you are. people fear what they do not know and what they have been told to fear. center yourself and walk on. you know the truth. it echoes within you. trust not the words of the fearful. listen to the voice you know is truth.

walk in peace and may the gaurdians protect you.

errm.. Ok... SO Im not a PsiVamp? and Im just astral projecting... kinda... O...k... I dont know if that is more assureing.. I'd rather just stay in my own head.. My night mare since I was a little child was losing my body.. or flying away and not being able to find the ground again so I never really practiced astral projection.. ..... but thanks..

Im afraid? of PsiVamps? or what? Cause.. I dont remember feeling afraid just that if I am.. was... I should do something.. so.... I guess thats the end of this.. Thanks you guys