I feel a certainty in myself. Of what I could be. Yet here I sit, telling myself such a thing never could exist.
I can't deny my soul but I can't believe it either.
I would appreciate any powerful psi vamps out there that can determine these things by energy to help me understand if I am right or wrong. If there is indeed any way to determine that. I have read a lot about this and read a lot about some psi vamps that can determine these things online (in fact I can determine moods of people online as well...even if they don't know it)
I want to conclude by saying that I do not want this to be true, what I think it is, but I can't avoid it. I want to believe I have medical conditions that border around the lines of something like vampirism, but my inner being keeps telling me it's more than I think it is.
Any help, serious and true, would be very appreciated....
Thank you in advance.

you just might be a psi vamp, I'm nto oen that could tell online, but I can play psi paint ball with you :D
if you can't play it, then you most probably aren't a psi vamp, if you can, it still is no proof that you are
many people have psionic abilities but are not vamps, what makes you a vamp is the need to drainhumans or inanimate objects or anything to function normaly...

Doing the research for myself I am running along the lines of an empath and blood vamp....I can tell people's moods, sometimes read thoughts of loved ones that are close enough to me.
I don't think that the need to drain humans really makes people vampires, though. Like I said, there are those signs that poke at me, but if I weren't feeling this overwhelming spiritual realization (or 'awakening' as it's called) then I would have thought it was merely a medical problem.
That is why I am confused.
But thank you for your response. I appreciate it greatly. :)

well for me its like, if I don't drain some psi evry 3 hours or so I get very sleepy...

must be a lot of feeding.

much is open to debate in this area, but the need to feed is pretty much agreed upon. what makes you feel otherwise?

Otherwise, as in what makes me deny it or what other things make me believe what I think might be true? ::confusion:: :)

Rivinous, I'm a bit confused. Are you asking if you're a psivamp? If you think you might be, I would suggest going over to the Energy Vampires section and taking a look there. There are several threads that might help you.

No, I'm not suggesting a thing like that. I am probably sang, but just have an empath tendency. There's a difference between empath and psy vampires. I can detect other's emotions and take them as my own but I don't feed off of it. I thought maybe some actual psy vampires could determine is they see something inside of me.
It's a long, and very very hard road. I know my past life and have a feeling it was the same way...
It's all just so difficult to grasp.

I have a strong empath tendancy myself, but also do not feed off of it. I can 'feel' others thoughts and feelings to the point that I am consumed by their feelings, but I do not consider myself a psy vamp at all. I love blood more than just about anything. I don't understand it, but I don't need to. I love it. My fiance loves it. We drink each others blood at least once a week, preferably every day if we can arrange it. It has changed my whole world.

Your an Empathic Psi . . . as gathered from your posts in this thread . . I'm a bit unclear here however. You said in your other thread; also in this sub forum (energy vampires) that you wanted to forget your Vampric ways. You also said that you have gone through it many times before and you always have a problem with setting aside the creature you are becoming/are to become and moving beyond that.

I'm a smidge confused on why you would need proof of anything. But maybe I have misconstrued your words. Can you explain to me . . .

Thank you.

- Arshes

i think he can remember his past lives and that he always went through this,
but with the memmorie of what, didn't come the memory of how

thats how I see it :D

You Are What You Decide.

True, but to decide you have to look to yourself to see what is already there . . .

for me it was like,
waking up some day knowing I was a vampire...

try meditation, it always helps to see the bigger picture of things :D

rivinous,why do you ask a question to which you already know the answer?You can be sang and empathetic as well as feed from other sources of psi energy.I dont understand the need some feel to distinguish between psi energy and sang other than one enjoys the taste of blood and one doesnt.Both are still drawing from energy.I really dont think your question is am I a vamp,I think it is how can I stop the process.Unfortunately none of us here have the answer to either question for you.