All their eyes were upon me
and with all the attention
theyve given me
I still ont feel accepted
Blood and Pain
Torture and Tears
All I have to make reality real
Blood and Pain
They keep me here
Would I be able to face he demons of the dy
without the angels of the night?
Would I take another day
of this monotonous existence
without my blood and pain?
Torture and Tears
As the cover of night descends
I know it is time to make an incision
to begin my never ending cycle
like a pheonix bound to one fate
My Blood and Pain
Through the veil of darkness
a hazy red begins to flow
a slow trickle upon my skin.
You tell me its wrong
You tell me its dangerous
But,
is it better to live a lie
to live without a meaning or a purpose?
No.
I shall keep my blood
that shows tge truth of a life I live
I shall keep my torture
that shows my true sadistic nature
I shall keep my pain
that breaks my shell of numbness
I shall keep my tears
that prove the turmoil inside me
Torture and Tears
a melancholy mindset
a few suicidal tendencies
are all that hint at
my sacred ritual
my series of silent screams
If the dawn should break
and my eyes refuse to open
Remove the smile from my face
so they dont know the lies I told
All their eyes were on me
and with all the attention
they had given me
I still wasnt accepted
Blood and Pain
Torture and Tears
were all I had to make reality real

Well, tell me what you all think i guess....

hey hey have i read that one? yay u posted as one of ur best friends i get the privlage to say welcome to the boards. :devilflip:
o and u know i like practically all ur work. are u gonna put up ur past work or start over new?

well this isnt new and i havent any inspiration u kno that...

i know it aint new. so ur gonna post all ur old work? god that theres like 10 pages

well considering ur the only one who cares I doubt it

huh wat do u doubt? im lost as usual