Hello all.
I am graduating high school today, and used to hang out with some gothic ppl like me until last month or so.

We used to drink each other and do some other things, which are not related to this topic...

I suppose you know the feeling of all batteries recharged... the ophoric feel...
So, as mentioned above, we dont have much time lately to do this - and soon they will serve in the army (a little Bio about me: almost 17 and a half, study at mornings, work from noons-util night - sometimes in fridays too... and at nights... private customers - which to them i setup, repair and diagnose - sometimes even sell - computers stuff and IT...
sleeping hours: about 2 or 3 per night (dawn)

now, I've tried the psi things... I also study Kung-Fu-Wu-Shu and able to concentrate pretty fine.
It works nice - but...

(this is not new) I am chronically sleepy and tired (although pretty wakey and vibrant, not to mention vital at nights. I can fall to sleep anywhere - anytime - besides while standing - then i only get dizzy from time to time...

I don't smoke nor drink, I don't do drugs and I'm in grate shape (I'm working at saturdays) (I'm from Israel, forgot to mention, my english is pretty good, if may I testify for myself - but please forgive me for typos: they could derive from: A. lack of knowledge and\or lazyness of dictionary use. B. KeyBoard sleeps C. the hours I'm typing at... I'm sure it has to do something with that...)
well...

my chronic weariness never abandoned me, but when I drunk someone from "the gang" - it was less influancing.

Thought:
(I don't do it, but: ) when guys (and gilrs?) 'need' to release their sexual tenses or... actually I don't know the exact cause for porn surfing... but I've heared, from hall-talks at school, about the effects of it: ppl don't need the love, dating and the other stuff anymore - just musturbation... farther more - they said that the pure sex contents causes them to increse their sex standarts - so much that their goldfriends are sometimes not attract them anymore... (I think that it's good, but, well, I'm a misanthrope...)

AW...

Could it be that 3-4 yrs of drinking "with" my pals caused my standards to become too high, so much that psi-draining does'n work for me?

Is psi-draining really is a substitute? with no offense, I am starting to believe it's some kind of a disonanse, you know - self-persuation...

What can I do??? I am beginning to colapse!!!

Thank you, in advanced...

Let be you'll never be (too) hungry... (but be hungry - coz then you'll be satisfied when feed again - "you don't know what's love if you don't know what's hate" etc, etc, etc...)

S_Tangela@HotMail.Com
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If you wan't more replies, you should try shortening the life's story a bit. People may actually take the time to read it than, my eyes hurt.

I beleive that if you've fed as a Sanguinarian, it will be much more diffucult to feed as a psi. When you drink, you feed on the physical plane. It's much more easier for us as humans to interact with the physical, that comes naturally, however interacting with the level energy resides on is something we tend to "un-train" ourselves with. Its easy to cut youre arm and feel it, and enjoy it. But influencing other peoples minds, and tasting their emotions is a little tougher. Psi feeding works much like a ritual, visualizations, representations, and working with those subtle things out of the physical reach. And like a ritual, you must keep youre subconcious clear as possible, remove doubts, basically, don't let youre own mind restrain yourself.

Though I really didn't catch what you really wanted to know with that post, hopefully I helped you out here:

I agree with Feeder_Of_Life on this one. And another thing,


I don't think you could use it as a substitute actually. And blood drinking is a self persuassion, some people think they need it so they need it, that's where that comes from. Or they need transfusions but that is a whole different level. Psi draining on the other hand is something that people do when they need energy. That's why we have empaths and others like that, they feel the emotions and pains of others and they either feed off of them or ignore them. It happens and I don't think it's a substitute. Why do you think that it would be a substitue though, I would like to know your perspective.

I beleive psi feeding, and sang feeding are the same, just two different forms of feeding. This is the reason i chose my nick. We both feed on the same thing, Life Force. The sang takes it on the physical level, its physical representation, blood. The psi takes it directly.

My opinion is that you have a case of what I term 'people fatigue' - too much involvement with people. I realise this sounds bizaree but it's the reason I can't work in Customer service jobs any more. You just got a little too good at it, and now it's no good for you anymore.

Im sorry if I'm reading this wrong but if all you are getting is 2 or 3 hours of sleep each night, maby you are just tired. No amount of psychic or blod energy will make up for a lack of sleep, slow down and get some rest.

I completely agree with Entropy. 2-3 hours? Are you nuts or just busy?
Your english is pretty good? Yeah? Okay? And um .. what.is. your. QUESTION?
(Not flaming. Inpersonating a game host. j/k.) Do I believe psi is a filler for sang?
.. I wouldn't really know. I don't have those cravings for bloooooooddd.

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Could it be that 3-4 yrs of drinking "with" my pals caused my standards to become too high, so much that psi-draining does'n work for me?

Is psi-draining really is a substitute? with no offense, I am starting to believe it's some kind of a disonanse, you know - self-persuation...

What can I do??? I am beginning to colapse!!!

These are my questions...

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If you wan't more replies, you should try shortening the life's story a bit. People may actually take the time to read it than, my eyes hurt.

I am sorry if I had over-informatized you all... just wanted to get the best help I could get...

For some reason, I can't (more likely: Don't know, Can't see how, etc...) edit my original post... (I would... if I could...)

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Psi draining on the other hand is something that people do when they need energy

But:

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We used to drink each other and do some other things, which are not related to this topic...

I suppose you know the feeling of all batteries recharged... the ophoric feel...

So, my POV about PSI, simply deriving out of ME NOT feeling the same feels of blood feeding - when PSI-feeding, although it seems like I'm doing this right - the feel is exactly the same as a good meditation...

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The psi takes it directly

(the energy)
could you (Feeder_Of_Life) be more specific, or perhapes direct me to the differences?

NightVision - I didn't fully understand what you said about too much involvement with people (is it like that example I gave about porn-sites?)

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slow down and get some rest

- entropy

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2-3 hours? Are you nuts or just busy?

- sourpie
I wish you were right!
but: If no one would awakening me - I could sleep for over 20 hours - and get up tired again (It happens every once in a while...)

And, yes, I am busy - BUT - besides -

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although pretty wakey and vibrant, not to mention vital at nights

Thank you all for post-commenting and trying to help me!!!

S_Tangela@HotMail.Com

what i mean is this, a vampire is a vampire because it feeds on the life force, the energy, of other living beings. That life force can be taken two ways, the psi wills it, controls it, and steals it directly. The blood drinker takes the physical representation of life, blood. of course it is going to be easier and more fulfilling to skip all the focus, all the concentration, and everything necessary to feed like a psi, and just drink blood.

I like to try and feed by every method i can imagine.
variety is the spice...

erm, you might have sleep deprivation, or malnutrition, or low thyroid, or diabetes, or other things.
or
you might be in energy defficit... if you are, they you need to feed more.

incidently, you can make up for some physical shortcomings (like not enough sleep) by feeding on a lot of energy... but its really simpler to sleep more ;)

Kath

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Um, get an .. alarm clock? Well fair? Ask for money so you can SLEEP?
That's how we do it in the Us? :rolleyes:

I can't read all that o.o;;;

Hi! Where are you from? I'm from Jerusalem. My name is Julia, my telephone is *edited by admin - please don't post phone numbers...internet security*. Would you like chat with me?)

I'm with Kath :D I like to feed in as many different ways as I am able to :P

Damn you Clearwitch!!! :devilflip: j/k I suppose I wouldn't mind chatting...

Could we please keep to the topic? this is not the place to discuss contact information :P if you wish to get a particular member's contact info, try making use of the wonderful PM system :D

thanx guys :)


going back a bit in the thread, I totally agree with feeder of life, about all methods of feeding being essentially the same. with obvious differences :heh: if anyone wants to discuss feeding on the astral level, heres a link to the thread;

http://forum.vampires.com/index.php?showtopic=20477

Thats's 80% of your problem, combined with the kind of work you do which involves a lot of thought processing.
When your mind gets over worked it's just as hard on you energy supply as physical work.