blood-ornament
Jun 29 2004, 01:03 AM
I'm very new here, only stumbled across it a few minutes ago.
For a long time I've been obsessed with vampires, and I'd always known that there were people who chose to live the vampire lifestyle but I'd never met one and before today I never even knew that there were such things as HLVs. I read through a few descriptions, and I'm glad to say that it doesn't sound as if I'm a blood-lusting HLV, but I think I might be a psi-vampire.
I'm reclusive, and people stay away from me because I have a tendancy to make the people arround me feel depressed or irritated, yet I hate to be alone and when I go for too long without seeing someone I feel down and fatigued and I get very bad insomnia. When I meet new people, I'm generally very bitchy and unkind, but it makes me feel good to "drain" other people's happiness, or to make them upset or irritated. I also feel good when I make someone who is upset feel happy, or someone who is overly happy feel upset. When there's no one around for me to be with I usually turn to nature and sit under a tree and I feel like I can be recharged by its life force.
Can someone tell me, is it possible that I'm a psi-vampire? Or am I just a sadistic prick? I hope I'm just a sadistic prick lol by the sounds of it being a psi-vampire doesn't sound too fun...
NightVision
Jun 29 2004, 01:25 AM
LOL I'm sure you're not a sadistic prick.
I'm afraid we can't 'diagnose' you: that's not what we do on this board, but rather that sharing experiences seems to help.
You don't need to label yourself just to fit in somewhere, you know. I say this to every newbie that ever comes here, but well, I dunno, maybe for some people it helps.
Anyway, the more you find out about this, the more easily you'll be able to set your worries at rest, I hope. Best wishes.
Draquilas
Jun 29 2004, 11:16 AM
I wouldn't say you are a psi vamp. I think you could possibly be someone who likes to annoy others, or help them, whatever your mood is. Trees have good energy, just like waterfalls, they make people feel better. It's something scientific.
Morph
Jun 30 2004, 05:25 AM
Hi everyone, I'm new to this forum since I stumbelled upon it yesterday. Yet immediatly after reading some posts I discovered that many of the things discribed apply to me too.
To begin with, I practice Jiu-Jitsu (martial arts) and after two hours of training with my mates everybody gets a little tired, wich is logical since it is quite an energy taking sport. But after 5 minutes or so I feel new energy "flowing" into me and my mates seems to become even more tired than he was during training. It seems that I am "draining" his energy somehow, cause when hes not around I'll feel just as tired as he does after training.
I read in one of the posts here that that kind of thing (the "draining" of energy) happens with people called "Psi-vamps". Now I was wondering if I happened to be one too.
I also have extreme reflexes (saved me life once), cannot look straight into the sky (even when clouded) for more than 2 seconds and I have trouble sleeping at night.
Am I just weird or am I really "different" ?
Morph :help:
Draquilas
Jun 30 2004, 06:16 PM
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Am I just weird or am I really "different" ?
Alright, to begin with, I would say, you are competitive. People when around other friends, especially in matrial arts, me being one myself, are much more competitve to regain strength and seem stronger. I don't think that would be psi though because you seem to be quite able to get tired when you're not around your friends. I believe that in the beginning of the training your friends may have been tired because if you were a psi you may have taken some power then.
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To begin with, I practice Jiu-Jitsu (martial arts) and after two hours of training with my mates everybody gets a little tired, wich is logical since it is quite an energy taking sport. But after 5 minutes or so I feel new energy "flowing" into me and my mates seems to become even more tired than he was during training. It seems that I am "draining" his energy somehow, cause when hes not around I'll feel just as tired as he does after training.
And another thing, good example. :imu:
sourpie
Jun 30 2004, 08:21 PM
It is possible your both crazy, sadistic at the same time, not that I really know. From what you say, it sounds like you do this all intentionally with your ACTIOns and what you say to ppl! Be a little more clear in your post, please.
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