Bloodplay...


my adoration for you flowed from me like blood from a gunshot wound
salty sweet sticky and oh so violent
beat me rape me see my smile
kiss my body with bruises
make me your tattered rag doll and do what you will
i like it
the sparkley silver glitters in my eyes and the reflection makes me go insane
the colors make me wild and i want that blade so badly
crimson runs over us enveloping all the madness in a
deadly sick exotic display
is there a difference between pleasure and pain? i think not.
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sad but powerful...

pain is not pleasure.

i mean, some see it as pleasure, and it's so tragic...

tragic beauty...

scar me with your words and harsh looks
forcing me to lock myself away from all
i cannot stand your tainted touch
filthy from your tongue
killer words roll from it like poison and bitter like hatred
filtered through your crimson lips
deceit is your drink of choice spit in my face too often that i cannot wash the stains away.drowning in your eyes.

ooo...cool..i like..but it feels that it hasent
ended.

I loved the first one.
kiss my body with bruises was my fav line, well done.
~is swimming in panties~ tehe
That one was wild. Me likies.

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I agree with BD on the second one, it didn't feel quite complete. I love your choice in words though, you have a wonderful vocabulary. And very desciptive. Keep them comming Try and work on the rhyme scheme a little bit more though. :meow:

steely gray coldness in your dead eyes melts my coal heart with flames of blood
in darkness i stalk and betray mankind with plague
this is your legacy to rot under your skin
decay
fuck it all away....no time to live
hang a little cross? no.
faith does not save false hope is no hope at all
(god) like a nail through the heart is your betrayal
i am your blood and your fucking hope
my eyes like daggers kill you with just a glance
your blood spilling on these stone floors
advances to my toes warming them
goodnight my little one
close those dead eyes and dream no more.

thank you, however the second poem doesnt end.


and as for a rhyming scheme....i prefer not to rhyme.

there are all kinds of poems.

my heart is a deathbeat funeral drum
killing time pounding away in a morbid silence
i am nothing more than you have made me
perhaps nothing at all
fold me away like a dirty little secret
the time has come to wash the ink
melted letters like an eyeliner trail
dead and gone but only an echo left
my heart is empty
lily dies and maggots come
maggots like a virus for your hard drive
erasing all traces
i am a vcr funeral of dead memory waste
you can see it in my face
or not.

this one better.. i likeith lots.
...i take it u dont like nameing your works.
thats ok..they are just as good..well this one..yes.

creaShun...


my life is art untainted by reality
blood the paint and flesh canvas
knives are paintbrushes in my fingers
i pick away at it like a scab that never heals
burning in my brain is the image of you
that im trying to create
how you should REALLY be
monsterous distorted deformed
not unlike the images in a funhouse mirror
no beauty to be seen
i wash the blood from my hands and tighten your stiches
my work is done

thank you...and well, the titles are in the poems.

dont need anyone
no one at all
darkness only
light kills my pain
offers hope
i wish to suffer
deserve it
little cuts
up and down
side to side
even deeper
deeper still
blood flows
as do tears
my own fault
just go away
salty tears
burn the wounds
no grimace of pain
just acceptance
knowing the truth
i deserve to die
these would be
future scars if only
i could stop

inky gray sketches upon a summer sky drowning shadow attempt to feel something but nothing
overthrowing jesters laugh as the violins play on
tragedy and joy....like....silver dreams and black moonbeams
dancing in an empty space
just a void in my heart made by you and the pain you took away.


:cofpap:

your voice wraps around me
a razorblade cloak
dark and warm and it hurts just a little
bleed me drain me
i will be your everything
the tainted looks you give
give me to my frailty
weak at the knees
i cant seem to breathe
lost amongst your tears
battling with deep inside demons
scars from long ago
i shall be a gentle hand on your cold face
wiping away these memories
i will be your inspiration
though you dont really know me
your muse
your funeral angel
dark and painted in gray
faceless in a crowd of millions
but i know you see me and i can still feel your kisses and your razorblade smile cuts me open wide to expose my heart.

never knowing wishing praying dreaming hoping that the end will come

killing it all away into oblivious reality

spiraling down further into a dark decay from which there is no ressurection

fuck it all

twisted faces in my mind only a reminder of all i left behind and how i hated them

oil smeared on glass smudging my view of what its really like

making things so dark and dirty obscuring my sight once more

nails on concrete of my own making torn and bloodied shredded and crying tears of blood

for freedom and lack of love....

Lily, these poems are powerful...I can honestly say that I like them...those emotions...mindboggling...

Yes, very good stuff, and post more if you could! :)

JUSTICE di AMORE


tresspass upon my tainted soul
the reason why you left
i cannot stand to be without you
but i often find myself smiling more
i guess i used to miss you more than anything
but suppose time heals all wounds
what would it be like if you were still here
i could only assume
but i am sure that i am happier now
without you here to remind me
i really cant believe that i was
miserable for so long after you left
why did i think you would come back
i should have spent my time
praying that i would never see you again
now i only see you when i close my eyes
and when someones mentions your name
maybe someday your name wont make my flesh crawl
you had to make life difficult didnt you
to think i once loved you above all else
and now the thought of you makes me want to scream
in anger and fury
at least we had out moment
pointless as it was
i learned alot from you
and even though that chapter of our lives has ended
i will go on and love again
while you rot in a decay
from which there is no escape
goodbye justice.

i will fucking kill you...slit your wrists and bleed you dry.

decay you away from the inside
i am death, the moon and stars
i want you more than eternity and i am willing to die for my cause

you never fucking understood and i cant blame you though all i feel for you is hate and it burns like acid in the wound you left upon my heart

darkness flows in my veins instead of blood and i bury this knife where you left yours in me

killing sorrow and destroying pain with vengance upon a devils soul

united in death but torn apart

standing in the rain
death shroud cloud
covers my soul and hides its black hole

cold pale deathbeat heart
burning with desire
killing away all emotion in a rage of flames
cold enough to die
without you here
in my arms weeping but your pleas fall on deaf ears

no pity or salvation
a demon inside
an innocent angel diguise complete with halo

wishing for corruption
for corruption is innocence
compared to the monster i have become

beg me not
for an answer
i shall not provide to you sweet child of the night

darkness does not suit you
you only wanna be me
because you can never have me and i fucking love it.

just drenched in your hate
i wash it off cuz i have no time to waste
with such human emotions

empty is my heart for feeling
for you and the rest of the world
i am like ice...bitter cold

killing you would slate my thirst
for carnage and sex and violence
but my hunger runs deeper than that.

wrapped in your darkness
sinking ever deeper into your arms
wasting all my breath to whisper to you


.....dont let go.....


your voice is a comfort to me
i wind it around me for security
and the voices begin to scream

.....dont let go.....


you long for my innocence
to counteract your corruption
and chaos that your life has become

.....dont let go.....

a million stars in the sky
a million answers to a question no one knows
i feel a world away from everyone
i wish my heart was not so empty
isolated and dragged down down down
sitting in the shadows watching others
wanting nothing more than to be accepted
loved and adored
but ugliness is in me....twisting things and
making me this way
i need to hide...cant let them see me so i run
i dont wanna be me
nowhere to go...so i die.
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i need my love more than he knows
not so much love as object of my desire.
longing for his sweet embrace
knowing we were meant to be
if only i could get close enough
just to touch him
seperated by so much
i cling to hope when things get rocky
hoping praying dreaming wishing
that soon we will be together
locked forever in his unique gaze
his fingers wrapped around mine
as i dance to sad music for him
i want to be the only one

feel so dirty every breath just hurts that much more
cant stand to see these old battle scars
hate to feel like this but its been building up for quite some time
so ugly...how can anyone love?
not blind love is but ignorant

dissect my heart
pink scar tissue exposed
reap the benefits of my demise
cold table silver glisten lights BLIND
my death white cold pale velvet skin
across the metal ice my body lies
if eyes are the souls windows
then mine are frosted with death....
no one home
fingers white tipped in pink
last viewed as im locked away into my box

trapped in my misery by your sins
no apology trust or help from you
chained in my room by despair
with your lies glistening in your devilish eyes
twist the chains and tighten them
freedom you wont let me ever have
talking to you is like pulling teeth
the end result is pain with not much accomplished
i am nothing if not a lover betrayed

you stabbed this knife into my heart
you vicious killer
you cannot fucking understand the way i feel
something has just come over me
something so violent
i let your blood wash over me and it makes me hate you

silent like a venom
words cutting deeper than any razor can
your tongue lashes out at me with spiked chaos
feed you vengance and leave me dry
withered away
to nothing
drain all of my candle light emotion and burn my skin
my sweet acid eyed princess
burrow into me and destroy my scarred heart all fucked to pieces and buried in your hair
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there are so many thing i want to say to you
but your eyes are like coal and they freeze my heart
to a standstill and i cannot utter a word
silent in my realm
depleted of any way to express anything
only feeling
building up of emotion and no release
tears fill my eyes but i have no way i can tell you how i feel
you lied to me and the emotion is just too much
fuck this...what a waste of my time
i give up.

broken bleeding and torn
claw marks on snowy living canvas
of tortured flesh
raped and innocence stolen away like light hidden
in a shadow realm
decayed is my memory of you and all i once loved is dead
i can still feel the knife turning in my back
and you with your evil grin
pushed it in deeper
i want to trust you but your anger and vengance scare me
what happened to our love?

a rhyming one.... o.O


stop! and look into my eyes
and tell me that your feelings were not lies
fuck with me and mutilate
these emotions that i desicrate
fucking beg me on your knees
that i should take you back please
perhaps i say these things because im mad
more than likely because you made me sad
goodbye my love, you made me cry
now i only wish to die.

i will never be what i wanted to be
just a little girl with dreams
to be a ballerina
or a princess
alone, i lock myself away
i am my own villian
desensitized by the violence in my own mind
my despair and sorrow make you ache for more
can you love a doll?
shut away the destruction and hate
locked away in those lovely dead eyes
i am just a girl.

kill yourself all you want
i cannot watch anymore
the world is dead
thoughts in your head
pending suicide approval
into the void of transaction
return to sender
hell dont want you
i dont need you
your skins as gray as your eyes
and i have been living off your lies
why dont you die?!

WITHOUT


i am but a hollow shell without your love
caress me and i shall shatter
a million pieces will the wind scatter
without you in my life

take from me this pain i feel
your ivory skin is innocent
i know you have been heaven sent
for me to adore

i need your love to live
fly high into the stars embrace
wipe the tears away from your face
my sweet love fly free.

LOSS



this pain in my heart feels like its killing me
the other half of my soul is gone
forever dead and lost in a space where there is a void of all things
so much pain that i gasp for breath and wish i were dead
left me all alone with no exit from this reality
cold and lonely i die.

ill be posting more poetry maybe when i have a few seconds to scribble some more poems.

Lily...what can I say...damn powerful, great stuff...

I eagerly await new ones :)

nice works, very nice

thank you both!


*grins*


i like writing but i never thought i was any good at it.

*smiles* You're quite a good writer! :) It's because you write what you feel...makes for the best work. *nods* Keep it up! :D

deeper i slip away into my own darkness
cannot deal with loss
so i hide away in sorrow
wishing praying that the end never comes
dwelling in a dream
that brings me happier memories
of days spent in your arms
and whispered thoughts
content to be part of you and smile
my love
no light left here
that candles been extinguished
my smiles faded
i just live in my memories now
forever with you
in your arms

writers block.....im in the middle of a childrens book at the moment....well, the start of one anyway ;)

i'm back, love the new stuff, very powerful and haunting. i like

Just...wonderful work hun *nods* :)

Btw, I could help with that book that you're writing...so if you want or need any assistance, you know how to find me

if your wondering who i am, i'm one of charles' friends. My name is Andrew

nice to meetcha andrew ;)

u dont own me now

im not something u can control

cant be made to obey and step aside