IMPOSSIBLE URGES

I want to be with you so badly
but I`ve died inside so much i cant.
I want to give my heart unto you
but how can i when i dont have one?
I want to make our souls one
but mine has rotted away.
I want to be one with you
but how can i when my body has died?
I want to live with you again
but how can i when i am dead?



i know it sux but if you try to pass this off as your own i will hunt you down and erase you from existence.

i always hear it calling
begging to be used
i never hear it stopping
a relentless voice speaking
wanting a new home
inside of me
it cant be denied
i cant ignore the pleas
i answer the call
and shove a knife into my chest
giving it a new home



yea it sux, so what. dont try to pass it off as your own or else

i dont think it sux. it has meaning. keep posting and ill keep coming to read them.

i feel numb
its getting cold
my visions blurry
darkness is surounding me
i try to speak
but cannot say a word
i try to move
but i cannot feel my body
blood trickles down my neck
a red knife in my hand
my throat has been slit
lying here slowly dying
soon death will come
and everything will end
my suffering is no more
as i close my eyes and die


it sux but dont steal it or else

this one doesnt suck either. i like your work. you shouldnt doubt yourself so much. o and befor the moderaters get you ur supposed to keep all ur work on one thread. but any waz keep posting your work sooner or later youll get other poeple to reply to it.

relly ...one thred huh? ok well thx fer the suport

your welcome. its nice to know ur work is appreciated aint it?? well i hope to read more of ur work.

this is a song i wrote and my cuzin guitars to

ESCAPE FROM EXISTENCE

hateing reality, everything i have seen, created a misery, if what i am living, losing all purpose, cannot find meaning, from these breaths, i have been breathing,i`m no longer useful,there is no more point in life, i am now empty, an escape im seeking, release from existence, i want to embrace death, and leave it all behind, greedily take my life, no longer will i suffer, as everything goes black, and i die.

Ur poems are really good. Ur new, im guessing it normal, that people dont come to u at first, but they will.Im new too, more people will come and read u poems and they will more than likley like them. Good luck.

angelofdarkness1537

i have often wondered,
when did the idea of death
become such a frightful thought?
do the living really want to live forever,
just to never know the warmth of dying.
why cant mankind see
that all life has to offer is death?
when will the idiodic masses see
that they will never escape the end
that their awaiting?


if you have in idea for a title then post it.

i had to write this for scholl and i liked it enuff i decided ti post it


MY DARK ANGEL

my angel of darkness
perfection through disorder
she is everything to me
devourer of my soul

perfection through disorder
the love of my life
devourer of my soul
creation of chaos

the love of my life
designed to destroy
creation of chaos
my significant other

my angel of darkness
creation of chaos
the love of my life
designed to destroy


pretty shitty if you think about it

no its not shitty. i like it maybe if u didnt repeat urself so much. or did u mean to do that?o well either way i like it.

well the asignment said we had to repeat alot of it, but i still liked it enuff to put it on here

heres another one i had to do for school


THE WORD OF GOD

false reality,
hope for a better life.
corrupting the masses,
preaching a story.
brainwashed from birth.
copelled to do what is 'right'
according to your faith.
Prosecute non-believers,
its your duty
as a follower of your religion.
lies spawned from a fake trute
that you have been led to believe
is actuality.
praying for salvation.
blind to see
your religious mistakes.
doomed to die,
after a life of fiction.
alone forever
in the crypt where you lye.


i think my teacher was offended my this cuz she marked me down for it and put in qoutations "lie"....that made me feel good that i offended her and she coldnt send me to the office. :devilflip:

yea i know its awesome when u can offend teachers but they cant do anything bout it. do u not beleive in god? im not preaching im just wondering.

o and by the way like the way u worded it. if u dont beleive in him then its true to ur self. its important to write wat u think and stay true to ur self.

no i dont, ive gone through to much to still believe theres some higer being out there looking out for me.

oo ok thats fine wit me. i see where ur comeing from. ive got a friend who doesnt see any reason for her to believe in god either.

yet another poem i did for school


HOW TO GET LOST

Awaken from your slumber,
rise from your grave.
Set off on a journey
to find what your heart desires.
Walk any way,
whichever direction is calling.
Continue to search
for your special thing.
Keep going
for countless days.
discover what you were seeking
is an illusion.
look back to see
you have lost direction,
you have lost everything.


ok i dont know why i decided to post this one.....its definatly one ofmy worst peices

this is a song i wrote....the title for it sux so if you wanna think of any feel free to post any sugestions.



how can you expect any more from me
when ive already reached my limits?
do you really expect me to do better
when ive already done my best?
try to understand, i dont want to be here
i am only a dormant life.
try to concieve, the answers to your questions
there is no purpose in life.
so do you really want to reawaken
the slumbering demons of my past?
do you really want the old me back
and to see the monster you once knew?
why wont you listen to my pleas,
and understand i am who i am?
why do you want to change me
into someone ive always hated?
try to understand, i dont need this
i can leave my dormant life.
try to concieve,the questions to your answers
there is no true purpose in life.
why cant you let sleeping dogs lye?
why must you atempt to resurect?
why cant you see me for what i am?
why cant you see i am a monster?
try to understand, i dont want this
yet i stay in a dormant life.
try to concieve, there are no answeres or questions
only a meaningless life.


that was inspired by the bitch that is my mother.

aahhh the bitchy mother. ive got one like that too. wants me to be everything she wanted to be and not wat i want to be. most of my creations are inspired by her too. (tho she dont know that)

a heart torn



you, entered my life
you, brought me a new hope
you, taught me to be caring
you, hit me when my gaurd was down

i let you in
at my one moment of weakness
i let you make me feel love
at my one moment of defeat

you, let me feel the powers of the heart
you, went in and took it apart
you, found me at loss of strength
you, took advantage of the moment

i let you be mine
at my one heartbeat i ever felt
i let you become the one
at my one worst moment

you, grabed my heart and took it
you, almost killed me with misery
you, destroyed my will to live
you, made me suffer for all this time

i can only wonder
what cold have been
i can only sit here and think of
what i let you do......



that was inspired by the person who made me feel love, and then took it away along with all the vital parts needed in order to live...

if your ever gunna allow yourself to become weak in order to love, make sure their the one....well actually theres no way to tell, i thought she was the 1....well i guess....your better off never feeling it cuz in the end its the worst pain in the world to live with

why are we even here?
what uses do we have other than destruction?
why is the human race so idiotic in their chioces?
why have we doomed ourselves to a self made apocolypse?
what right do we have to cause this doomsday?
what is the meaning of all thiss uselessness?
what have we done?

i know its dumb...i just started writing.

ONLY REASON I HAVNT

why wont you let me die?
why must i stay alive?
so you can be guilt free
and be free from the burdens
of knowing you are to blame
for a life that has ended?
do you really want me to suffer
just so you dont have to?
would you really end your life
if i ended mine
only to escape
a life free of guilt?
your the love of my life
i cannot live without you.
so why must you make me live
if i cant be yours?

thats a true story, i would be dead if she didnt threten to kill herself too....now i just live in pain....

i know it all sux, so you dont have to read any more

UNIMPORTANT

was i not important enough
to be the one to call your husband?
did you really want to marry me
or did you just lie?
if i was the one then
than why arent i now?
do you even remember me
or how things were?
if it was the greatest moment in you life
than why do you try to forget it?
i cant live without you
so why do you force me to?
your the one thing ive ever NEEDED
so why is it that i cant have you?


im starting to get relly depressed over her.......oh man......

there once was a time
when i could escape into my dreams,
but now even those have become
nightmares of my haunting memories.
is there no way for me
to rid my self of this grief?
is there anyway i could ever
deny my past?
will i live in pain forever
or is an end near?
will i ever see the warmth
that i had once known?


terrible....all my work sux.....

your poetry is good :) you shouldn't be such a downer on it... :meow:

dude ur work doesnt suck!!! stop putting urself down!!!



sometimes u have to make sacrafices for love. and that love is gonna hurt especially with wat happened to u(if im understanding it right). but in the end it stregthens and makes us better poeple. at least thats wat i think.

maybe your right....i just dont know......


REALITY

open your eyes and see,
realize the corruption of life.
a world filled with hate,
foresaken wasteland of death.
a godless reality,
a barren desert.
the populus is blind,
to the hell we live.
dying slowly,
in eternal pain.
hide behind smiles,
to keep the tears inside.
despise one another,
fearing the unknown.
our hearts are black,
but we think theeir white.
our minds are demented,
yet we think were sane.
led to believe,
were all good.
say were alive,
but were really all dead.
hoping for the best,
knowing its the worst.
happiness is an illusion,
love is only an ideal.
we all want to live,
but were awaiting death.


this ones kinda old, its for all the basterds out there who thinks that the world is a great wonderful place where noting can go wrong. for those who are blind to reality.

ill do a few more and then i have to leave for a few weeks. i dont know when ill return.

LONLINESS

the insanities of lonliness
have burdened me all my life
and yet i still feel
the painful affects.
is this all life has
to offer a hopeless being?
can i be granted an escape
to a better day?
or will you just abandon me
to feed your greed?
cant i be free
from the darkness youve left me in?
or will i always suffer
and always be alone?


i just started writing and this came out...

ok this is my last one for a while, i whish i had a computer...... oh well
this is completely made up on the spot (half of the ones ive written are)
so it might suk.

STUCK

just a corpse,
a lifeless shell,
so why is it
that i still live?
ive been dead
for countless years
so why is it
that i can still breath?
its not enough
to have killed me,
you still want me
to suffer eternally.
can you please
just let me die
will you stop
this inhumane torture.
i cant deny
my destiny,
so why do i still
want to go away?
im just alone
another dead
yet i still have to
stay in this world.
wish i could say
goodbye forever
but i cant
im binded to this hopeless world...


well thats it. i hope you enjoyed reading everything ive written, maybe ill have a chance to write more within the next few weeks. goodbye, for now....

i think i have enough time for one more....
this is my last one for a while

SUICIDE NOTE

I have been carrying a burden
one that is to great for a single person to hold
i am being crushed by the hatered
of every one i have ever know
this is my only way out
to escape from the suffering
there is nothing for me here
all i have left is death


i hope i can return to this place some day......

farewell..... :vampire:

it seems as though im going to be here for a while, so ill write some more stuff.....



the light has died
the darkness has risen
a new me has been born
the one who shall end you
you said you could save me
now you know you were wrong
and there is nothing you can do
you can only deal with what youve made
your worst creation is the one you once loved


it sux, ill try to get some more in later, but if not than ill see you later

Actually this one caught my attention.
It has potential after some editing and deep thought. ^_^

it is time for me to depart, i hope to return soon.

if you wanna contact me my yahoo screen name is : santino_the_goth_insomniac

farewell

-santino

I didn't know you had another thread lol. Wow nicce workd dude. You are awesome rock on! *is high*

your high? ur luky...