Before I fall asleep, I always, even when I was little before I had the stirrings, held my hand up in the air, arm outstretched perfectly, and would "take energy" in a weird way. Just point my arm up to the celing, and it keeps comming, but from WHAT? My parents? The house? Air!?!? I don't have a clue, but sometimes I think of my mom, and know, crazy as she is, she's probably somewhere off in the US thinking about me, and doing the smae thing. My mom had BPD, but also, miraculously, was a psi too. You prob think Im crazy, but maybe not. Do you think were sharing energy like we use to? We use to connect our hands and share energy, do you think it's the same? Please help and reply ..
Lee.

sprry for the smilies, I just couldn't HELP IT! Please forgive me .. -_-¡

Your post struck a chord with me: not that I consider myself a psi but I do have bad muscle spasms at night which mean I sometimes find myself stretching out an arm in exactly the same way - it's a compulsion, and i can't sleep unless I do it at least once. Sometimes I wake myself up doing it. The relief I obtain from doing it is comparable to receiving a nice hit of energy, I suppose - not that this helps your post much - I just thought you'd like to know.

Well, thanks, still .. That could be it, I guess? ??? Well, I was just curious .. ^^^

Don't Think I Have An Answer For Yah. I Feel That It Is Something You Will
Solve Over Time. All I Can Offer Is This.
Your Mother Is A Need. I Get That From Your Post. And Energy Is A Need.
If They Are Tied Beyond That The Only Source Of A True Answer Would
Be In Your Own Mind. I Is Easy To Not Be Honest With Ones Self When
Your Just Not Sure, And Trying To Find The Answers. Maybe Its That
Way Because Its Easier To Belive Something Then The Hunt For Absolution.
So, If It Is Importaint To You Dig Deep. Because It Could Be Your Mother.
And It Could Be Something Else. That The Scary Part. But Don't Mind Me
There I Am Just Paranoid.
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sourpie I do the same when Im really angry or depressed or stressed. BUT if that would be energy transfer, I'd say that im giving away & not getting any. And to do that, I also controll some muscles (sorry its hard to translate AND put it into right words at same time..) in my chest, apart from the hand part.



Anyway I dont think only vampires got these energy abilities... Neither that those who have them are psi ones. The problem with ppl coming and posting here (such as me) is that they dont have a clear oppinion of what is vampire, what is psi, and what is a blah blah blah.. We cant say that all the ppl are vampires and PSIs because they got some abilities.. The guru in India are they PSIs too?!?!!! Anyway that was irrelevant, felt like telling you right now right here.

definitely not, but then I am not a psi. I doubt it has much of a meaning other than maybe its your bodies way of "charging" your body while you sleep, much like your natural body rejuvinates itself. I guess you could consider it to be like starting a subconcious syphon on energy before you fall asleep. just a theory though.

arm raised, open palm to sky.

this is a common shamanism pose for gathering the earth's energy.

Thanks for your imput, serously. ^^^ It's helped a lot with my question, and I think I might have found some answers. Other psi say that sometimes you don't even have to be around someone to take their energy from them, like a mental note? I dunno, but I guess it doesn't really have to be answered. It's weird though, I can't feed inside of the curch. IT's sufficating, not happy, or sad, just tired, and nothing else. I dunno, Im not one of those people who believe in " Satan be gone!" spray or incense, but do you think it could be emotional?