Brandi


Brandi...My good friend
Brandi...My one love
Brandi...The one I cherish
Brandi...Until I perish

Brandi....Hope you have the same feelings for me...
Brandi....I think you can see...

I have feelings for you unlike any other...
I wish I could hold you in my arms...
To have you forever..
Your eyes like charms.

I write to you this poem...
In hopes you feel the same...
What a special day it was...
That day to me you came...

So I hope that I can take your hand...
Show the love I can give....
Me and you together...
And our life to live....


Joseph James Wright

The one I love

The one I love is special to me....
The one I love is easy to see...
The day I saw her, words cant decribe...
The raw emotion and feelings inside...
I felt nervousness come over me...
When she looked at me...did she see?
I looked away quickly...did she know?
I looked back softly...nice and slow...
She gave me a quick smile as if to say...
One day baby....One day....


Joseph James Wright

Rose
A little red rose in a field of white,
The only one around, only one in sight.
Her difference is ok, it makes her unique,
Because that little red rose is the one I seek.
The white ones around her standing tall,
But shes sitting down, no sound at all.
Shes all alone, away from the crowd,
Shes sitting low, others standing proud.
I walk through the field to find a rose for my love,
But all I see is white, white as a dove.
I look a little harder and what do I see,
That little red rose, staring back at me.
I look at it closer, as it shys away,
I pick it slowly as if to say,
"Rose you are perfect to give to my love,
Dont worry where your going you will fit like a glove."
The rose was happy, as I placed it with the rest,
With the rest of the red roses, on her desk.
Now the little red rose will stand proud and tall,
To show its beauty, to show it to all.

Joseph James Wright

Never Leave Me

Never leave me,
Stay with me forever,
Let me take your hand,
Leave me never.

Never leave me,
My feelings for you to strong,
Let us walk together forever,
Singing our love song.

Never Leave me,
It doesnt matter what people say,
Lets stay together,
For the rest of our days.

Never leave me,
I love you too much,
I need your love,
And your gentle touch.

So never leave me,
Because I need you near,
Take my hand,
Me and you, no fear.

Joseph James Wright

Aww..You have a beautiful talent Gokart :)
I am pleased to see something different in the poems that you have shared with us..
Very unique and special..All full of love for you're special one..
Continue, and please write more..You're art is a gift to the world..

If you have any spare time..Please come and check out my poetry thread,
A Gathering of Words..It would be kindly apperciated..


Luc lots
Mary

This next one is a little different from my normal love poetry... this is more a hatred poem.

Enough

Im sick of the abuse, sick of the crap,
And now im ready to start fighting back.
Im tired of it all, I want it all to end,
Sick of the excuses, sick of the lets just be friends.
All I ever wanted was a steady girlfriend,
But I cant have that so this message to you I send.
I dont care anymore, I just give up,
In my life its just another bump.
Why did I bother, why did I try?,
They all turned their back, made me cry.
So screw it all, I dont care anymore,
But what should you care for?
You took a knife and stabbed me,
Twisted and watched me bleed with glee.
So leave me alone, Ive had enough today,
But just be quiet, you've nothing good to say.

Joseph James Wright

A new one that I wrote...


Wind

Wind blows leaves down an empty street,
a lonely girl walks down it, alone.
Shes had some rough days, seen it all,
she did her best to stand tall,
but now shes backing down.
Her eyes glisten with tears, as one rolls down her check,
she fought and fought but she was to weak.
Lost her love, lost her friend,
Took love for grantid, lost it in the end.
She opens up the door, throws her books on the floor,
Walks up to her room disregarding all.
Opens her diary, begins to write,
pours her heart out into this book,
Relizes the mistake she made with the chance she took.
Closes the book, locks it up tight,
Puts it in a place, in a place out of sight.
Sits down for a minute to think of her day,
the wind blows in from the open wind and says "it's ok...it's ok."

Joseph James Wright

Wrote this one a while ago but I figured I might as well post it.

A Lonely Vampire


As he sits,thinking of his life,
No one to love, No one to like.
All he has is his soul and his fangs,
and his blue eyes behind his bangs.
Rejected by people,Hated by all,
Ever since the Vampire call.
But his craving he can not bear,
This lifestyle that is so rare.
So continuing to bite,Continuing to feed,
Swearing to follow the Vampire creed...


Joseph James Wright

Another old one.


Loss of Love.....

I saw you today...you looked sad as if you had someting to say,
I knew we were close...But I felt you slipping away.
You come up to me slow, With tears in your eyes,
I knew what was next, As I let out a gentle sigh.
You said it softly,you said it slow,
The second you said it I felt really low,
Was it your fault? Was it mine?,
I should have seen the signs...
As you said it, As I cry...
All you say is your final goodbye.

Joseph James Wright
Dedicated to Jessie
My lost love...

The life I have to live

The life I have to live is hell,
One thing after another throws me off the edge,
one more time I lose it,
one more time I fall,
one more time I bear it all,
those bad moments all come back,
all at once, all so bad,
It takes my mind, makes it go insane,
lose it all, cant take anymore,
Mind goes into shock, a state I cant describe,
every moment all happens at once,cant take anymore,
puts me in a state, do anything to get out,
I hit things, I curse, I lose my mind,
want it all to end,
Stop the pain,
stop the hurt,
Stop these things from haunting my dreams,
I wish it would stop,
this pain that is so great,
What do I do now?
Bear it all?
Run away?
Lose my mind one more time?

Joseph James Wright

........

A poem written in blood lies on the floor,
It author next to it, couldnt take anymore,
lost his love the one he thought he was meant to be with,
Thought life was good sadly this was a myth
Is god out to get me?
Did I do something wrong to deserve this?
Why is everyone agaisnt me?
Feels like a knife in the heart,
Hate is an art,
hate is what revovles around him.
hes lazy, hes selfish, hes weak,
all the allogations,
took him down to the floor,
with a poem written in blood.
Now everyone is sad to lose him,
blame it on everything but the obvious,
it was the music ,the games, the influence
No one noticed the shit we have to go though
Daily, our life is hell,
and they get mad when we play sick or skip classes?
try a day in our shoes, see how you feel then.
School, War, Stress its all killing us mentally and sadly sometimes pysically.
So dont look at us like we have life easy cause were teenagers.
Cause things are different from your times,
so dont Judge us before you know what we go though
dont ever wonder why we listen to dark depressing music
Dont ever wonder why I go to hot topic and buy the things I do,
Dont ever Judge anything we do before you know what our life is like....

Heh, I know my style kinda changed but so has my life...... I went from the top to the bottom in the blink of an eye..... I lost everything..... lost my girlfriend, lost my friend.... lost my hope..... grades went down and now all I can do is dropout...... what do I do now...?

My Twisted Mind...

It kills me,
Twists me,
Takes me and rips me in half,
Hurts me,
Stabs me,
I cant beat it...I tried,
Nothing left to do but give in,
These horrible thoughts, these twisted dreams,
Its like every bad moment hits me at once,
It hurts, It hurts.
Currled up in the corner,
Nasty thoughts swimming around,
Tears running down my face,
What do I do now?

You Dont Own Me...

You think cause your older or cause your a teacher you own me,
You think just cause you went to college your better than me,
You think cause your job pays better your higher then me,
No one owns me, Im my own boss,
You can't tell me what to do,
Dont tell me how to manage my life,
Maybe I dont have that fancy piece of paper that says I got through college,
Maybe I dont have that huge bank account to brag about,
But you know what,
I was smart enough to know the system didnt work,
So I fought it,
Never should a kid have to go to school with fear in his eyes that the bully is going to beat him up again,
Never should a kid shoot up the school cause he couldnt take it anymore,
They push and push and give nothing in return,
Nobody learns in school anymore,
All we learn is to shut up when the teacher is talking and to do our homework,
And maybe your right,
Maybe I will never make a difference,
But ill be damned if I dont try.....

Definite change in the tone of your poems. Nice to see you're writing from real life experiences, although I wish it were under different circumstances. Sorry about all the crap you've been through lately.

Thanks, Yeah I went from having it all to having nothing...... but no point in feeling sorry for myself.....trying my best to patch things up ^_^

Kind of using the poetry as your therapy?

Yeah Exactly, Its like my anger flows outta me on to the page when I write....It calms me down.

As I Cut Myself One More Time.....

Another bad day, Another knife in the wrist,
One more bad thing, Another scar on my fist,
Another fight today,
Let the red stuff spray...
Take my anger away,
Everyones worried about me,
Everyone cares,
Its all a lie,
Im on my own,
Do you know what its like to watch everyone abandon you?
Do you know what its like to watch your girlfriend walk off with the new guy?
Do you know how bad I wanted to shoot that guy?
Do you know how close I came to ending it all?
I've got nothing left, I cant even do good in school,
Do you know what its gonna do to my mother when she signs the drop out papers?
Do you know what I'll have to do just to put dinner on the table and presents under the tree?
So for now,
I take the knife, mark my wrist,
Before I fall,
Walk away from it all.



Joseph James Wright

It's only a poem, it's not true. It's only a poem, you would never injure you. Or would you?

well ive tried it.... but its not something I wanna make a habit of...im smarter than that....

Glad to hear you don't make it a habit. It does make you feel better while you're doing it, but afterwards just leaves you empty inside, as I'm sure you know. It really doesn't do you any good.

Did She Notice?

I loved her with all my heart,
Nothing could break us apart.
But that horrid day she left me,
Did she see?
Did she notice,
the pain and suffering she caused?
Did she notice,
The part of me I lost?
Did she care,
About my feelings?
Did she care,
Did she see the pain searing?
Did she think of me,
When she walked off with that guy?
Did she think of me,
As I wispered my final goodbye?
Does it matter,
If she knows I still care?
Does it matter,
That this world isnt fair?


Joseph James Wright

Insanity

Feels like im losing it again,
Put my emotions down on paper,
Let it flow out, all the anger,
People call me insane,
I seem alright,
Or could it be?
That my own insanity,
Is blinding my mind,
To the reality of sanity,
Making it think the insanity,
Was the sanity we all hold dear.
Could my mind be playing a trick on me?
Or would that trick be the truth in my own mind?
Is sanity a mask to the insanity we all hold in our minds?
Did my mind break out from that mask?
Could I ever tell our would my mind,
Keep playing this trick on me,
This trick I cant figure out because it seems so right.....


Joseph James Wright

The Lost Girl

We were always friends, me and her,
We shared the best times of our lives together,
Thought we would last forever,
Leave me never,
We were always together,
Couldnt break us apart,
But I let her slip away, broke my heart,
I forgot about her for the longest time,
A painfull reminder jumped into my mind,
Now its just another thing on my back,
Another bad memory that I pack,
Found her one day,
But she was different in a way,
She was busy with her new friends,
No time for me to make amends,
So now I live without her, the one that carried me on,
Me without her, shes forever gone.

Dedicated to Jaime

My best friend always......


Joseph James Wright

Is There Any Happiness Left?

Is there any happiness left in this world?
Because I dont see it,
All I see is hate, war, fighting, heartache.
Anything negative that could ever happen has,
All at once,
Lost it all,
Nothing left,
So I set down this curvy road that is my life,
Filled with unexpected turns and strifes,
Ashlee needs this,
Sophia is depressed,
Alex has plans to blow up the school,
They all come to me with it,
I have to fix it all,
Some where down that road I lost control of my own life,
So now everyone is allright,
Except me,
So I guess ill keep going,
Came this far might as well go on,
Keep going through it all till I find a smooth path.
One day ill get there......one day.


Joseph James Wright

Hate That Fills Me

Hate and anger fill me to the top,
Put me over the edge,
Makes me break down and cry at night,
I search and search but can find no good left in my life,
Day by day I lose something else,
Friends, grades, love,
My life seemed so bright when I was young,
I was gonna be huge,
Go to college,
Get a huge house,
Get a nice car,
Damn was I wrong,
Now im reduced to dropping out,
No money, No house, No fancy car,
No nothing,
Anything I ever wanted I will never get,
All I have left are my words,
Not even sure if I have my mind left.


Joseph James Wright